Never Gone (Health and Obsession)

Ragu

3 Days later.

The condition of the man began to improve, because he did have a stronger endurance than most other people.

Richard almost opened his eyes but he saw something he should not be able to see at this moment.

What the hell is he doing?

His inner being began to open his eyes slowly but became increasingly clear.

The white and beautiful body was now plain before her but after that slowly put on her clothes back.

She changed clothes? Wanna torture me?

His inner being if he would not be able to withstand great desire if he saw that opiate plain body.

Ainsley did not realize, finished the bath he did choose to change in the room compared to the dressing room or in the bathroom because he felt the man was still asleep.

...

"Would you eat first?" ainsley asked the man while sitting on the edge of his bed.

Richard smiled, even though only attention just felt guilty but he was so fond of her, it's just that her wounds were increasingly flipped to make her not satisfied to get the attention of the girl.

"There's something I want to eat" he whispered as he pulled the girl closer to him.

"What's that?" ainsley asked while looking into the eyes that were only a few distances away from her.

"You're gonna give it to me?" the man showed his smirk, his hand holding the girl's chin.

"Is that hard food? If a kind of dessert snack maybe I can make," said he who realized if he has the ability to cook cake-like food.

"No, sweet food but I like it." replied the man smiling.

Ainsley frowned, which he heard the man did not like to eat sweet foods.

"Don't you like eating sweet foods?" ask her confused.

"Right, but this one can be addictive" she said in a seductive voice.

"What's? Don't tell me who uncle's narcotics?" guess Ainsley who can't think of anything else that can be addictive and feel charged other than the illegal object.

"Call my name, not uncle. You know I don't like it, right?" richard asked, slipping his hair behind the girl's ear.

"Yes, I'm not too used to it" Ainsley replied softly to the man.

"Then call my name now, I want to hear" she said smilingly as she stroked the girl's delicate and delicate face.

"Richard?" call her lirih.

The cup!

"Hm, like that." she replied smiling as she kissed the girl's lips.

"Then give me my food now" he whispered after tasting the pink lips.

"What?" ask Ainsley.

"You, I want to eat you" replied the man smiling.

"Eat me?" ainsley frowned, even when he already had children, he could not know all the terms of the handsome man.

"True, devour you to the end" said Richard as he traced the girl's face with his hands which then descended to dance on the neck of the girl's level.

Ainsley slowly understood, he immediately brushed off the man's hand.

"No! You are sick! Can't move much!" ainsley replied who refused with the reason that was in sight.

Richard smiled at her, of course he knew the girl would definitely reject him.

"Then you move" she replied smiling.

Ainsley flinched, her face instantly blushing instantly upon hearing the man's words.

"Where can that be!" say it immediately.

"Can! Did you ever do that, Spain? You recall? You're sitting up here" he said, showing the middle of his thigh.

The hue of Ainsley's face grew red, he did do it when he still had Calesta's identity and did not remember anything.

"But it's the same! You're moving from the bottom too!" he answered with a face that was red and could not look him in the eyes.

"That's how you move this time, I'll see it from below" Richard smiled.

"N-no! I can't!" ainsley replied nervously, he immediately wanted to leave but the man immediately prevented him.

"Then should I do it?" asked Richard while holding tightly the girl's hand so as not to run away.

"Don't do! I can!" ainsley replied immediately.

"But I have to do it, don't you see it here?" ask her while putting the girl's hand on something.

Ainsley's eyes were rounded, he felt something awakening from the man.

"Why? We're not doing anything?" ainsley asked.

"You don't realize what you did this morning? I just look without touching the taste really makes me crazy" he said while remembering the morning scenery.

"What did I do this morning?" ask Ainsley who doesn't feel like doing anything to arouse the man's desire.

"Change the clothes in front of me, and now you see what you've done" she said, touching something.

"And I don't know." replied Ainsley who only realized that the man had woken up this morning.

"Now you have to take responsibility, if this is not good for my wounds and again you don't know right? How much pain do I think it is?" ask Richard about the girl.

Ainsley did not understand, he only studied what was given to him, and even in terms of social association he was also limited from the past.

"If she grows up, does she get sick? Then why have a great uncle? Replace the small ones!" speak with a real face.

"Or don't get big!" connect her immediately.

Richard was silent, usually women like a satisfactory size but the girl in front of him instead want to be reduced?

"And you're the one who vilified me, it's not something I can stop" Richard said.

"You have to take responsibility, otherwise my health will deteriorate again, you know my wounds haven't healed yet right?" connect him to the girl.

"Then his istir-"

"You can help me, right? You know he's not going back to normal before then, right? You'll be able to move so I'll reduce my movements." persuade the man to the girl who looks confused in front of him.

"Do you want to try this?" richard asked as he touched the girl's soft lips.

"Don't go out inside well, I don't like the taste" said Ainsley who seemed to have no other way.

Richard smiled, slowly pulling the clothes.

"Why are my clothes open?" ainsley asked who resisted when the man's hand wanted to disarm her.

"You know, right? I like to see you don't wear anything" Richard smiled meaningfully.

Ainsley still did not want to but with so many alibis that the man gave made him unable to resist anymore.

"Ssh.." the man hissed he pressed the girl's head to make her almost choke.

Ainsley's eyes were watery, he wanted to cough but could not, the feeling he was almost tired but all seemed useless at all.

Uhh!

He was surprised, but could not say anything while his mouth was still full of something that made his silence.

However he can feel something tickling and entering on her makes her feel something else.

Richard let go of the hand that was holding the girl's head, though it was a little difficult to reach the others but he knew that the girl was also starting to feel a little better.

"W-what are you doing?" ask her while looking at the fingers placed on her.

"Not too far away, so it can still be achieved." replied Richard lightly and slowly let go.

"I'm not done yet, but you look tired, how about we just use the one below?" ask the man with a smile.

He was almost released several times but he held him back because he wanted to devour the girl.

"You're ready, too, right?" connect her while showing her wet fingers.

Ainsley's face flushed red, he avoided the handsome man's gaze, but Richard pulled him first.

"Now sit down" he said in a heavy voice.

Ainsley was silent, if he sat down meant that they would soon be united.

"You can help me, right? Or just change their position? But my wound.." said he softly as he put the girl's hand over the wound on his stomach.

Ainsley was silent as he settled down the man, Richard said nothing but to show his smile he positioned the right part and suddenly immediately pressed the girl's shoulder to go straight down.

Unghs!

"Now you can move" he whispered softly in Ainsley's ear.

His hands were slowly helping to hold the girl's slender waist, and then moving her first.

The hotter Eve began to feel, like a melted candle and could not be stopped.

Achieve the same thing at the same time and then drop his body next to the man who has the scent of lavender on his body.

"Why see me?" ainsley asked as the man continued to stare closely beside her.

"I Love you.." she replied softly unrelated to the question she just said.

Ainsley did not reply or answer, she positioned herself against the man who shared the blanket with her at this time.

"His injuries don't hurt, if his sleep is tilted like that?" he asked while looking at the man's face up close.

"I think no, I can see you more clearly if it's like this" the man replied in a low tone.

Ainsley wanted to immediately run away from the topic that was going on, "This is a scar?" he asked while touching the man's eyebrow.

"Hm,"

"Women I hate do it" Richard said briefly.

"Women? Richard is strong" said Ainsley surprised and knew that the man could not lose to the woman.

"It was a 6-year-old wound, the mother who made it" she told the girl.

Ainsley flinched, "Why?"

"My color is not what he wants, and I also do not have the money to treat it first" said the man, of course it makes the girl in front of him surprised.

"My mother pel*cur, and until I was 8 or 10 I was raised in a place like that, I didn't have a name either, my name was after she sold me." said the man smiled.

He said it was not to attract sympathy but it was his past.

"Who?" ask her Ainsley.

"Someone I might call Dad?" answer her smile.

"Your father? Real dad?" ask Ainsley again.

"Yes, but he's not a better person either." replied the man who looked ordinary.

"Why?"

"The color he just needs is a monster, a killing machine working for him" the smiling man said.

"Your father gave me a name?" ask Ainsley again.

"Yes, my name is the one who gave me the time to buy" Richard replied to the girl.

He used to not care what his father wanted to make it, or shape it like what.

He just doesn't want to go home to his mother anymore, and back to a place that even disgusts him when he doesn't understand anything, so from his perspective on women is very low first.

"It's not a fun story, but why are you smiling?" ainsley asked.

"The color I have no reason to cry" she said, smiling.

With such a way of life, of course, his mindset and personality are different from others.

Ainsley frowned, there was no sadness but satisfaction in the eyes of the man despite having a dark past.

"They're dead" Richard continued to the girl as he moved and embraced the tiny body that disappeared immediately if he embraced her.

"It was my color that killed them," she continued in the girl's ear as she embraced the adorable little body.

The deg!

Ainsley's eyes rounded at once upon hearing her, the man even killed both of his own parents, although he also hated his parents but he never thought of ending his parents' lives.

"You surprised? But you know what? He wasn't surprised at all. When I killed my father and when he died, you want to know what he said?" whisper it to the girl.

"I made the perfect monster, that's what he said." she said in the girl's ear.

The man also gently stroked the girl's delicate back, he had no regrets at all because he was indeed a monster deliberately created by the people who presented him in the world.

"Now sleep, you're tired, aren't you?" his whisper was gently in Ainsley's ear.

......................

One month later.

Richard has now improved his full range, after the day he says a glimpse of his past the girl looks scared.

However he only needs to show if he won't harm the girl and make her believe.

After the wedding dress boutique, Ainsley asked the man to visit the child supplies store first.

For what else but to buy something for the girl's beloved son.

"You want to buy a hat for Axel?" ask Richard to Ainsley.

"Hm, she's cute to wear that." replied Ainsley smiling.

Everything related to her son made her excited.

The man smiled, he was happy if the girl was happy, "Do I have to buy her shop?" his whisper in Ainsley's ear.

"Don't! Axel can't wear it all!" ainsley replied directly.

The man just smiled and laughed.

Shortly after, a woman came after seeing a man who had once done something evil to her.

But he chased the girl next to the man and grabbed his hand, "Why are you here with him? In the baby shop?!" ask the woman with eyes full of anger.

"The color I want to buy baby stuff." said Ainsley surprised.

Richard also came while carrying adorable blue shoes in his hands.

"It's suitable for Axel?" her question that immediately frowned saw the beautiful woman who was clutching her girl's hand.

"Who are you?" his words sharply and immediately brushed off the woman's hand, he had forgotten the woman in front of him.

"You have a kid now?" ask the woman, looking angry.

"What's his business with you?" asked Richard with a dislike and unfamiliar look.

The woman clenched her hands, "You said you didn't want to have children! Then you kill your son first!"

Ainsley flinched, "I mean?"

"You don't know? This man beside you, has no tears and no blood! He even shot his own flesh and blood with his hands." said the woman who felt angry.

Richard frowned, and he remembered something. Some women who used to come to her in a state of pregnancy or have given birth but he will not accept her.

If pregnant she will compensate and abort him, then if she has brought a child then she will kill her child and then compensate.

"You're one of those women? Didn't you get compensation?" richard asked with a flat face and did not feel the slightest guilt.

"But you don't feel guilty?" ask the woman in annoyance.

Richard simply took a breath, then pulled Ainsley away.

"Let's go, don't listen to anyone who's out of his mind" he said and called security at the place and immediately left.

During the trip back to the mansion Ainsley fell silent and froze.

To his surprise, the man once killed both his parents and even his own flesh and blood.

"You don't remember who that woman was?" ainsley asked softly opening his voice in the car.

"Do I have to remember all the women I slept with?" asked the man frowned while glancing at the girl's face.

"Why did you kill him? That kid didn't do anything wrong?" ainsley asked softly in a trembling voice.

"But he was just a mistake, I told him that I didn't want any offspring from them, so I gave contraception ." he replied flatly.

He doesn't like to wear safety, though, and all the women he used to sleep with were also just for fun like the perspective his parents had built and the place where he grew up to have no conscience.

He has also prepared prevention so that the women who sleep with him are not pregnant but the women who may with reasons like or want to reach a high position who want to conceive a boy that and hope that the man's heart will melt.

"Why did she get pregnant?" ask Ainsley again.

"The color she gave up the contraception I gave her, so it wasn't my fault, was it?" asked Richard who for him he had enough to keep from leaving a mark of contact.

"But still, he's your son." said Ainsley.

"I've compensated and she's accepted, why are you thinking about something that doesn't matter?!" ask Richard who doesn't like the girl's talk.

"Then Axel? You'll kill her later too?!" ask Ainsley who looks angry.

"No!" answer them quickly.

"Why? I can trust your words?!" ainsley asked in a high and trembling tone at once.

Richard pulled the car over and stopped it.

He opened his seat belt and grabbed the girl clutching both sides of the girl's shoulder to look at her.

"I'm not going to do it, I told you he's my son! My son is with you! So stop thinking childishly like this!" speak with great emphasis.

"Foolish? What's the guarantee you won't change? Then why is Axel different?" ask Ainsley who is starting to doubt.

"Of course it's because of you! Because I love you! So I love the child you gave me too! Our son!" speak with great emphasis.

The deg!

Somehow he was surprised and scared all at once, "Color do you love me?" ask her lirih.

"You know that, right?" ask Richard who thinks his troubles are over.

......................

Zinchanko Mansion.

Ainsley glanced at her baby basket and walked closer to her sleeping son.

He rubbed and stroked gently so as not to make the tiny baby wake up or cry.

He wants you because he loves me?

That's why he didn't kill you...

But what if her love for me is gone?

Or what if her feelings change and she finds another girl again?

What's gonna happen to you?

What's gonna happen to us?

He can't hurt you!

My dear child...