Give Me Your Hand's

Cansu - The Flower Petals That Are Blooming Now Have Withered In The Night

A ray of sunshine shone all over Istanbul. Everyone's life has just begun. Likewise with the occupants of room number 703 at Hotel Dinasty.

A woman was lying alone on a bed covered in a sheet of cloth covering her innocent body. The long cloth was revealed showing some of its legs up to above the knee.

The slender hand started moving. His eyelids gradually began to open. The blue-eyed bead began to surface then moved around the entire room along with the clockwork. He also woke up at that moment.

“Where is this? This is not my room,” murmured slowly.

His gaze immediately stopped on the white sheet of cloth and jeans that were just scattered on the floor. His heart seemed to jump out as he watched the torn white cloth on each side. That white cloth was the clothes he wore last night.

Instantly also the shadow of the incident a few hours ago scoured into his memory. He also remembered that someone had smothered him in the parking lot of Istanbul Mall. The clear liquid flowed more and more like a river that overflowed to the surface, when he found his innocent body hidden under the covers.

“Mother..!” cansu shouted with tears in her eyes. He felt a huge rock pressing against his chest making it hard to breathe.

“Mother..!” His cries and cries broke even more as he pulled his blanket, seeing the red stains adorning the bedsheet under his body. Both of his hands held his head and stared at the red liquid.

Without needing to be explained by anyone, he already understood what had happened. The flower petals that were blooming suddenly withered overnight. A wild beetle has damaged her pistil and stamens. He cursed the man who had taken his honor when his wedding day was about to take place.

“Arrggghhh...!” The sound of grief with the torn heart incision represented the pain that was in the lower part of his body.

His shout suddenly stopped when the bathroom door knob was turned by someone inside. Cansu began to realize that he was not alone at the moment.

Is that the guy in the bathroom? Did Mehmet do all this?

The sound of footsteps rang out, Cansu immediately pulled the blanket and covered her body. Fear ran him, imagining that the despicable man would do it again. With his cry that was still as much as he did, he rewinded his body to stick to the dark brown bedding.

Suddenly her face turned deathly pale as soon as she saw Ferit who appeared not her future husband, Mehmet. He immediately got out of bed and slapped his slap into the man's face. The long-haired man was simply speechless receiving a blow from Sophia's daughter.

“Big savage man you!” cansu shouted with her hunting breath. His face and eyes are red.

One hand held his blanket and one hand pushed Ferrite's body. “Cursed you, motherfucker! You're more disgusting than an animal!”

“Enough!” shouted Ferit who instantly caught Cansu's hand, as soon as the woman was about to slap him back.

The look in his eyes began to corner Cansu, as if she was the victim instead of the woman.

“Never blame me! But blame your mother and your bad luck!” Ferrite pushed Cansu until the young woman fell back on the bed.

“I...My book?” Cansu retreated his steps until his body touched the edge of the bed.

“What does this have to do... with my mother? You did... And you blame someone else?”

Ferrite pushed Cansu until the woman fell on the bed. The slender body was trying to get away from Ferit when the man was about to get close to him. The man's fingers managed to pinch both cheeks and lift them up. His teeth chattered to each other as Ferrite stared back at him sharply.

“Your mother whose eyes are duitan has sold her two daughters. First he gave me information about Ivy's wedding schedule in exchange for my company shares. Both of your mothers also provided information about your meeting with Ivy in Istanbul Mall in exchange for money,” explained Ferit with his intimidating tone and his hand still clamping down on Cansu's cheeks.

Ferrite's explanation left Cansu in shock. She did not expect her mother to do so.

“Dan..., because of that fool Hasan and his men! They kidnapped you and gave me medicine! If I realized that night, do you think I would do it with you?” Ferrite instantly threw Cansu's face to the side.

“What I want is IVY, not YOU! Why are you here?” Ferrite asked with his voice suppression.

Sophia's daughter could only scoop up her quilt once she heard Ferrite's words. He felt that fate had really done evil to him. He fell victim to this man's savagery and his mother's greed. He became the successor to his half-brother.

What mistake have I made, until I experienced something like this?

“Wear this to cover your body!” Ferrite threw the hotel's white kimono towel over Cansu's face.

The shirt-styled towel fell right in front of Cansu. With doubt he picked it up and put it on as Ferrite stood on his back. I don't know what the man was doing behind the table. He could only see the man's hands moving.

“Take this and assume nothing ever happened between us!” exclaims Ferrite who threw a check to Cansu.

The precious piece of paper fell right in front of the tip of his toe. Princess Sophia took the paper and looked at the nominal number.

He laughed while crying at the same time, seeing a man like Ferrite turned out to be just a coward, who dared to do and did not dare to take responsibility.

“After what you did to me and you just gave me this? You think I'm selling myself, huh? I don't need any money from you!” screeched Cansu fiercely.

Throw that check in Ferrite's face. He did not care if the man would vent his animal lust back or even kill him. Perhaps for him it would be better to die than to bear the shame of his entire life.

Ferrite immediately held Cansu's hand as soon as Sophia's daughter was about to step up. “You better accept my gift, because I will never marry you!”

Cansu's heart was completely torn apart after hearing his words. He felt that he was now just a piece of shabby paper that was then discarded in any place and stepped on by various footwear. He laughed again with his tears.

“You think I'll beg to ask you to marry me? I also would not marry you! If only my mouth could let out fire, then this time would also burn you alive!” cansu shouted with her anger.

He immediately stomped his hand to make Ferrite's handrails detach and open the door of the hotel room.

With her heart broken and enduring the pain she felt in her lower body, Sophia's daughter ran towards her home. Without her footwear and the waving end of her kimono she kept running.

His long hair was randomly scattered. His face looks puffy. No matter the looks of the people who saw him at this moment. He was disgusted with himself.

Now the trees turned into the faces of Ferit, Hasan and his mother. The three men ridiculed and laughed at him. The discordant voices that said she was a dirty and despicable woman. The touch of Ferrite's hand and the man's fondling again felt touching his skin.

“No...! Go you!” screamed hysterically.

“Don't touch me! Stay away from me...!"

He screamed back while bowing and holding his stomach. His entire body trembled because of his incomparably mixed feelings. No one dared to help him or approach him.

His footsteps entered his yard. By folding his hands in front of his chest he entered the house. It looks like last night's show equipment is still neatly arranged on the table. Her red dress, Henna gear, and some Mehmet gift boxes. His heart is getting broken.

How can I face you, Mehmet? You always take care of me, but I can't take care of myself….

“Where are you?” ask Sophia. The middle-aged woman had just descended from the top floor the moment she heard the sound of the door opening.

Sophia's voice and hand-pull surprised Cansu as the slender body turned to face her mother. The young woman could not say anything. His red lips just shook without a sound.

Sophia looked at her daughter who came home in a state of fuss and mingled the hotel kimono. He scrunched his forehead then said, “Where are your clothes?”

Cansu did not answer his mother's question, as he was also afraid and confused to tell her the truth.

“Ahh come, take a shower! Perias and Mehmet are coming soon!” exclaiming Sophia who raised her hand pointed at the room of Cansu who was upstairs.

“No wedding, Mom!” cansu shouted with her eyes glazed over. He rubbed the clear liquid that had hung on his eye pelup.

Sophia's face suddenly stiffened and gripped both of her daughter's arms very firmly.

“Why is there no wedding? Aren't you the one who insisted on marrying the bald man?”

There was no answer coming out of Cansu's lips. Ferrite's explanation of Sophia fed him up.

“Mom's Wages, Cansu!” sophia shouted with her loud voice.

The young woman immediately brushed off her mother's hands violently. “This’kan that I want? Destroying Ivy's future by handing him over to Ferrit?”

“A... What do you mean? You don't think no. Come quickly you go up to your room!” Sophia tried to touch her daughter's hand.

“What is still lacking in Mehmet's stock and all the gifts that the man gave to Mom? Until I also want shares of Kozan Company and money from Hasan?” asked Cansu in anger. He could not stand his mother's behavior.

“I... That's not true, dear. Who has slandered Mother?” Sophia was trying to catch up to Cansu who was going up to her room.

Cansu laughed and cried in front of her mother. Looking at his mother's flat facial expression, a sign of innocence.

“I'm ashamed of myself, but I'm more ashamed to have a mother like you!”

A slap floated on Cansu's cheeks, giving rise to red marks and a hot taste in his facial skin.

“Jaga what you said, Cansu! I'm your mother!”

“What kind of mother feeds her own child to a wild beast?" reply Cansu intense.

"Cansu!" sophia shouted as she raised her palm about to slap her daughter a second time.

"Slap me, Mom! Slap me again!” shouted Cansu while holding her cheek. “You guys just kill me! Because you've ruined your own daughter's future! They have taken my honor!”

Cansu immediately pushed Sophia away from him. He rushed up to his room. The middle-aged woman's face became like a chunk of ice cubes in the dining room after hearing her daughter's words.

“Ti... there's no way they're doing this to Cansu,” murmured doubtfully.

“Supposed they did just that to Ivy!”

“This is all because of Ivy! I have to see for myself in Istanbul Cafe!” he shouted while picking up a pair of scissors lying on the dining table and then leaving the house.

Inside his room, Cansu looks at Mehmet's picture frame and his wedding dress. He cried bitterly while rubbing his lover's face. The picture frame is like a container that holds her tears.

What am I supposed to tell you? You must be very disappointed in me. You must blame me and consider me a dirty and despicable woman. I don't deserve to be with you, Mehmet….

He brought a picture frame of his lover and took a white slayer that would be used to cover his face while married. The sweep of the white tile made the crown of his pearl fall. The pearl strand slipped and splattered on the floor. He took the two things to the bathroom.

As he was about to take off his kimomo towel, he saw the bite marks of Ferrite on the neck and all over his body through the reflection of a mirror. He imagined how the man had devoured him overnight.

“No….! Don't touch me!” cansu shouted hysterically.

Water shower and soap can not remove the marks left by Ferrite on his skin. He repeatedly tried to rub his skin until reddened, but the marks are still visible.

In the midst of his despair, he took out a chair and placed it right under the iron trellis that was on the ceiling of his bathroom. He raised the wooden chair and put the white cloth on the iron trellis that was now on his head. He formed the cloth into a circle enough to insert his head.

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