Give Me Your Hand's

DL and GMYH Reunions - The End Of A Memorandum

“Down..” Hazal caught the man's face with both palms. The two pairs of eyeballs were open to each other with their eyebrows still attached to each other. The clear liquid still left its traces on each other's faces.

“Hazal, have you ever loved me?” Kenan holds the back of Hazal's hand which still catches her face.

The sobs rang out from within Hazal as her eyes closed again. “Why... Why did you ask that? I don't have an answer to your question.”

“Always you say that. I know there must be an answer.” This time it was Kenan who caught Hazal's tyrannical face and stuck his forehead back to his ex-wife's forehead.

“My answer won't change anything, Kenan,” whispered Hazal with his sobs.

“I beg you to answer my question, I know..it will not change everything, but...at least...it does make me a little relieved,” whispered Kenan as he stammered and rubbed Hazal's nose with his nose.

Hazal nodded his head slowly and folded his lips inward. He couldn't help his crying this time. “I... never loved you, Kenan. When you didn't shoot me in Switzerland, that's when I realized that you were different from your father. On our wedding day, I've decided I want to live and build a dream together with you.”

The tears melted like a river that overflowed from the eyes of Kenan. They cannot repeat their past or bring the past to the present.

“I'm sorry.., if only you weren't Aaron Fallay's son,” whispered Hazal who took his hand off Kenan's face.

“If you were not Erkan Danner's son,” replied Kenan with a very slow voice.

"And if only you had come to see me before I married Japheth.”

“Are we going to be together forever?”

Hazal nodded her head then said, “We will be husband and wife forever.”

The tears flooded their faces. In Kenan's body, Hazal cried. Likewise with Kenan, they weep at each other's cruel destiny that has separated them.

If only for what will never end and will never end at the end of a beautiful reality. If only that showed how regretful it always came too late. Moreover, Kenan, how very sorry that man was for letting Hazal go. Because of her high ego, she chooses not to meet Hazal after she escapes death.

No regrets come at the beginning. However, it is never too late to correct a mistake. There is no giving up to fix everything. The regret is there, so that we can learn from past mistakes and improve them in the future.

The night is almost late, Kenan just let go of his embrace. For more than two hours they were in the gazebo. He rubbed Hazal's face wet with tears and put the child's brown hair behind the ears of his ex-wife.

“Hazal, can you leave Yafet?”

The deg!

“What kind of question is that, Kenan? We've—“

Kenan raised his face upwards while closing his eyelids back which were still wet. “I know.. Just answer my question. Can you leave Japheth?

The question made Hazal touch the edge of the jacket that Kenan was wearing. The finger slid downwards until it managed to get the man's hand. “How about you, can you leave Ivy?”

The two of them remained silent and stared at each other for a few minutes. There was not a single set of words spoken from brown lips with a row of whiskers on it. Hazal's right hand took Kenan's hand with a wedding ring. A plain ring without any gemstone decoration.

“I know you can't leave Ivy. If you intend to leave her, then you will take off your wedding ring before coming to see me. You won't save her in that old barn either, and you won't give your defense to Judge.”

“That means you can't leave Yafet either?” Kenan breathed heavily.

Hazal nodded his head. “Forget me, Kenan. Don't vote for me, because I don't deserve you. Ivy is much better than me. He gave all his love just for you, not like me who bullied you. He won't beg me to help you. He did all this, because of his love for you, because of his desire to live with you and Filan.”

“Hazal..

“Before we meet again, surely you have already expressed your feelings to Ivy. Come back to her and love her like you used to. Our meeting was just a moment.” whispered Hazal gently.

“Hazal..

“Please promise me. Tell me that you will forget me and make Ivy happy. Promise, Kenan...” Hazal's voice sounded like a groan.

Kenan pulled Hazal's hand and hugged her again. His muscular body trembled at this moment. He could not help the rumbling in his heart as soon as he heard Hazal's plea. She clenched her slender body and kissed Hazal's neck deeply.

“Kenan, do not repeat the mistakes of our parents. You live without your father's affection, see your father love other women besides your mother and see your mother suffer until the end of her life. Do you want to make Filan experience the same thing as you?” Hazal whispered while rubbing Kenan's downcast head and clinging to his shoulder.

“A.. I promise you. I will forget you and make Ivy happy,” said Kenan with a sobbing voice and a heavy nod of his head.

The brown eye bead saw the necklace that tied Kenan's neck. Necklace made of red thread. Hazal's hand touched the necklace, but Kenan shook his head as if the man had rejected the wishes of his ex-wife. At one touch, Hazal managed to pull the necklace out from behind Kenan's clothes.

“Hazal, don't... I'll release myself.” Kenan tried to open the palm of Hazal's hand that was holding the wooden object.

“You promised to forget me. What if Ivy sees this necklace? How's she? Which woman isn't upset to see her husband save another woman's mobile number in this way?” hazal shouted with his chest rising and falling. She hit her ex-husband's head with a hammer.

Without waiting for her ex-husband's defense, Hazal immediately pulled the necklace until it was cut off from Kenan's neck. The sound of the broken thread, making Kenan's heart as if sliced along with the break of the necklace and old memories as if shattered once Hazal throw the necklace and pendulum wood in the waters of the Bosphorus.

“Now it's your turn to throw this away,” Hazal said while giving a CD containing video of Kenan's message. The gray eyeball caught the writing on the cover of the CD. “For My Lovely Wife, Hazal”

“You don't want to save it?” The muscular hand held the edge of the CD box while Hazal's hand held the other edge. Still vividly remembered in Kenan's memory, when he made a video of his last message before his wedding day. The video he recorded himself in his apartment room.

“I'll save it if you really die!” exclaim Hazal while hitting the man's field chest, “please, throw it away. It's for our good and our family.”

“Hazal, are you really going to forget me? And end it all tonight?”

“Iya, Kenan. It's for everything."

With a heavy heart, Kenan finally threw the plastic object into the waters. His eyes stared at the splashing water that splashed along with the fall of the CD box pieces and their contents. Now the memories, love and longing seemed to have washed away and drowned at the bottom of the waters.

“It's over.” Kenan put both his hands in his pants pocket and raised his face looking up at the sky that was strewn with stars at night today.

“Yes, it's over.” Hazal advances his steps to stand beside Kenan.

“Although you do not allow me to love you again, allow me to be your friend.” Kenan extended his hand in front of Hazal.

“It is with great pleasure that I will accept you to be my friend,” Hazal said, replying to Kenan's hand and his small laugh that made his chin part visible.

Smiles were carved from their lips. Start a new relationship and start everything from scratch. The past exists so that we can carve out the future with new sheets of paper.

“I've been with you two hours more in this place. Means you agreed to return to Puzulla Company and receive your assets back?” The brown-eyed bead stared at Kenan's side face.

“If I ask you to accompany me until morning?” Those gray eyes returned Hazal's gaze.

“Down..!” The brown eye bead glared and both of Hazal's eyebrows shot up.

The sound of a little laugh came out of Kenan's mouth. “I'm just kidding. I accepted your offer. When can I go back to the Fallay Company I mean Puzulla?”

“Before Erhan went to Italy. I'm waiting for you tomorrow in Puzulla, because I'm going to hold a shareholder meeting again. I will hand over all my shares to you all I will introduce to all shareholders and all employees, that you are the new owner and CEO of Puzulla.”

Kenan poured his whiskey bottle into the two geals in his hand, then he gave one of them to Hazal and to water it himself. “Come back for me tonight.”

“I'll be the first to congratulate you. Welcome back to Puzulla.” Hazal raised the glass high and then they did a tos with the whiskey.

“Thanks for everything,” reply Kenan. They drank that alcoholic drink

in tandem.

After gulping down their drinks, the two came out of the restaurant together. They stopped at the restaurant door. Before they parted, Kenan told Hazal. “Let's go in a different direction.”

“My car is on the right,” Hazal said.

“I'll walk to the left,” reply Kenan.

“Don't look back!" hazal Let's.

“OK, I won't turn my back just to look at your back" said Kenan.

Both agreed to go in different directions. Kenan heads left to intercept the taxi, while Hazal walks right to his car. However, when the taxi called Kenan stopped, the man looked back and he only saw Hazal's back in front of him.

“For me you are still my bar-bar woman, my lioness and the woman I cannot have. Goodbye, Hazal.”

Hazal's footsteps stopped next to her car door. The woman turned her back, and all she saw was Kenan's back, which opened the cab door.

“Although we are no longer husband and wife, but I will always remember you that you are the man who once filled my heart so deeply. Goodbye, Kenan.”

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