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CHAPTER 30

Of all the things that had happened in her life over the past few months, the saddest thing for Jessica was that she could not tell the incident to her mother.

Somehow the mother will receive the story that will be conveyed, but certainly she will be happy with the pregnancy of the princess only wayangnya. But Jessica does not know how she feels if she knows, Daniel has treated her.

Her mother loved Daniel very much, and throughout the history of Jessica telling about her household problems, her mother easily understood and persuaded Jessica to make up with Daniel. And this is one of the reasons Jessica is stalling, she does not want to be persuaded by her mother.

Almost every day Jessica felt angry at Daniel, to the point that the shadow about forgiving the man felt very silly and impossible. But there are also days where Jessica misses Daniel, so she has trouble breathing. Jessica longs for warmth and joy with Daniel.

In the past, Daniel could work for twenty-four hours tied to his desk, when he came home, Jessica ran across the room and jumped into his arms. Daniel carried her and fondled her, a habit that Jessica longed for.

And there are also days where Jessica is not strong enough to withstand all this, she wants to visit her mother, she said, curled up in her comfortable bed and mother gently stroked her back while saying everything would be fine. Sometimes even adult women need a mother's caress in order to take a break from having to be strong all the time.

Jessica was sitting in the car, parked in front of her mother's house. Five minutes he was there, gathering all his strength to enter and meet his mother. Jessica hated the situation, because she knew it would hurt her. How would her mother react if she knew she was marrying a man whose behavior resembled that of her father.

Finally Jessica entered through the front door, she saw her mother was in the kitchen churning out her ordered rib soup yesterday. Jessica accidentally did not take off her jacket, she also did not wear her pregnant clothes, but even so Jessica still believes her mother will still know if her only daughter is pregnant because she is a mother.

"Hi, honey!" greet Alice.

Jessica approached, then hugged her mother from the side, while her mother put the chives into her sop pan. As soon as the soup was cooked, they sat at the dinner table enjoying a soup and a glass of warm tea.

Alice smiled, it actually made Jessica look riled because the group looked very happy.

"Jessica" said Alice. "There's something you want to say to your mother."

"What, bun?" he asked reluctantly, because he came to tell stories instead of receiving information.

Alice sipped her soup. "Mother is intending to adopt a daughter."

Jessica's mouth is open. "really?" tanyanya shook her head. "I mean.." she almost said good, but the word got stuck in her throat.Alice grabbed Jessica's hand and grabbed her. "New plan, mother still reassured themselves whether the mother is just lonely or indeed wants to share affection to a small child. For taking care of a child not only feeds him but also love."

Alice shakes. "No. He's one of the kids that's taken care of at the parlour in Bali."

"Mothers think about it first." Jessica linked her fingers while squeezing it, seeing that Alice immediately knew if there was anything Jessica wanted to say.

Jessica got up from her seat, she took off her jacket in front of her mother. Jessica grabbed Alice's hand and placed it on her stomach. "Mother will be grandma."

Alice was stunned for a moment, but her tears welled up in her eyes. The woman stood up and pulled her daughter into her arms. "Jessica!" yells. "Oh my God," he let go of his embrace to greet his daughter, and smiled. "Your pregnancy program went well" she hugged Jessica once more before they both sat back down.

Jessica tried to smile, but her smile that emanated was not like a pregnant woman who happily welcomed the baby in the future. Mother immediately realized that, she smothered her mouth with both hands. "Darling!" abugn. "What's going on? What's the matter with your body?"

Jessica Maih struggles to be strong, she does not want to look pitying herself in front of others, even her own mother. But he can't, he's too fragile to do that. Jessica could not help but shed tears on her face, and crying in her arms, she stopped struggling to look strong.

After fifteen minutes of crying, he wiped his tears and started telling stories. Jessica, but not everything she told me. Only important parts like Daniel hurt him more than once and he didn't know what to do.

Jessica said that she was afraid to raise her child alone, she was afraid of making decisions, she was afraid of being too weak, it's been a few months since the incident that he's reported Daniel to the police. The point is he told his mother everything he did not dare to admit to himself.

Alice went to the kitchen to pick up the tissue and went back to the dining table, both of them crying for almost an hour. After their tears had dried, their eyebrows************* the tissue, twisting it while looking at the princess only.

"Do you want Daniel back?" ask Alice.

Jessica was silent, she did not know the answer because she herself was confused. But he tried to be honest, he wanted to be honest with himself and his mother. Because only mother, the only person who understands the depth of the feeling of doubt that he is experiencing at this time.

Jesscia slowly shook her head, but then she nodded her shoulders. "A part of me feels that I can never trust him again, but part of me is sad that I can't be with him right now, I'm pregnant with the child we're working on and I'm going to be together, Bund. Hicks..." Jessica cried again, Alice gave her daughter a chance to cry again, gently and lovingly stroking her daughter's back.

"The moments I spent with him were the happiest moments of my life, I sometimes felt reluctant to let go of all that, Daniel loved me so much," Jessica wipes in her lower eye. "I sometimes miss all the moments together with him. I told myself that it wasn't that bad I could understand what he did yesterday because he was jealous, so I could always remember all the sweet memories and take them back" Jeesica said.