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CHAPTER 21

"I was planning to buy a boat, so I also made a dock" Rey said as the boat carrying them leaned against the dock of Rey's residence. Not yet had Jessica comment on how extraordinary Rey residence, she heard Rey's phone ringing.

"Wait a minute, Jessie," Rey's face immediately turned irritated after seeing the phone screen, turning her back to Jessica. "What's Mel doing?" he looks serious. Silent for quite a while but then Rey spoke in a slightly raised tone. "I told you I can't meet today, can't I reschedule? If you need to cancel the cooperation."

Back to silence, then. "I'll tell you later" Rey turned off the phone while turning to Jessica. "The office guy." he looks disappointed.

"If you want to go, just go. I don't mind if you have a job at all," seeing the gossip show yesterday clearly seems Rey is busy promoting her latest film.

"There's a product meeting, but I'll finish it as soon as possible and come back before dinner."

Jessica forced a smile so Rey wouldn't feel guilty for leaving her. "Can I borrow your laptop?"

Rey nodded. "of course. It's in my study, you can wear whatever's in the house." After saying goodbye to Jessica Rey, you rush out of the house.

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Jessica opened Rey's laptop on a side porch overlooking the beach. No one knows, though, if Jessica had been writing a blog and facts that she never revealed to anyone that one of her writings had been sent to Lady Rose to be rewritten and made into a book with his language style.

The writing that Jessica sent to Lady Rose is a story of her love with Rey, so do not be surprised if there are many similarities between the film that is now being aired in theaters with her love story with Rey, so do not be surprised if there are many similarities between the film that is now being aired in theaters with her love story with Rey, because it's his story with Rey.

Jessica sent her writing before she decided for Daniel as her lover. He thinks his love story with Rey is finished and will only live in his writing not in the real world, because he will start his new page with Daniel.

After a long time without writing, Jessica now reopens her blog, but not to tell her story with Rey but with Daniel.

Hi, Reader's

I know I haven't written in a long time. Very long time. After me and the masked hero broke up, I could no longer write because by writing of course I would remember the masked hero again. But now I'm going to write again.

Before I start, I'll tell you first if I'm 24, I graduated from fashion school, now I have a pretty big boutique, I have many customers ranging from world artists, officials, to ordinary people. All my dreams have been achieved. Hooray!

And one more thing that was left behind, now I am married to Buri-Buri and pregnant with her child.

I fell in love with a man who hurt me physically. I don't know how I can let myself get to this point. Growing up, I often wondered what was going through my mind when my father hurt her. How can you still love a man who is light-handed to her. The man who repeatedly hit him, repeatedly promised but still hit him again.

Right now I feel Buri-Buri is dead. I've lost my best friend, my lover, my husband, my grip on my life. I hateit. I was so angry at him, I couldn't even express it in words. But in the midst of all my hatred there were several waves of alasas that struck me.

I should have been honest and told everything about my story with the masked hero to Buri-buri. Justification was the hardest part of this incident, it gnawed at me little by little, shaking my power. Justification forces me to imagine our future, and whatever things I can do to prevent his anger like that, I will not keep any more secrets, whatever they may be.

We just need to be together harder to maintain this household. In joy and sorrow, right like that, right?

I know something like this must have crossed my mind. But the difference between the two of us is that you worry about things, you don't have the financial stability I have, you don't have the capital to go, feed me and have a proper school. And, mother also did not want to keep me away with my father, because he thinks the perfect family is a complete family.

I can't digest the fact that I'm pregnant with a baby buri. There's a new human being that we've come up with from a pregnancy program that we've been living with for the past three months. And whatever choice I'm going to make, either I'm going to stay or I'm going to let go, which is definitely not the option I was hoping for my son. Growing up in a broken home or violent family? I have obviously disappointed this baby.

I've never felt anything like this. So angry, so lonely, so broken, and so very, very hurt.

People out there are often astonished why the woman wants to go back to the man who hit her? I once read a study that stated that 85% of people who experience situations like this choose to go back to a partner who clearly committed an act of violence, one of which is me.

Before this incident I thought they were stupid or weak, but the biggest reason was that they fell in love. Yes I love my husband, I love everything that is on him. If eliminating love was as easy as turning the palm of the hand? Forbidding your heart to forgive someone you love is harder than forgiving them.

I'm among the people in that study right now, everything I've ever thought about women going through a KDRT is what other people think of me now. How could he love a man who had committed violence to him? How to accept that guy again?

Sadness is what comes to our minds, when we know there is no KDRT. Shouldn't what should be blamed be the perpetrator?

I know that marriage is always together from this day forward, in joy and sorrow, in joy and in pain, until death do us part.

Perhaps the oath should not be interpreted literally, as some couples believe.

In pleasure or in difficulty?

JJ