Forced to endure

Chapter 85

I bought all my souvenirs for everything. Everything I bought included Maya and Vino. Maya is my sister and Vino my niece. I immediately left the shopping mall and returned to the hotel.

The plan is tonight I'll visit the kids. I'll come home and surprise them. I can't wait anymore. My children were the first ones I wanted to meet once I got here.

Her night...

I have arrived in front of the house Winda using a car from the company. There was a car parked in the yard but not the Winda car. I walked into the courtyard, I could hear the sound of a child and a man joking.

I went to the window to see who was visiting my children. I saw Kirana playing with the man I saw with Winda at the mall. While Keisha and Winda watched them while laughing. They look very happy.

My heart is broken to see it. Vinda is unmarried, but that doesn't mean she doesn't have a partner. I was so hopeful that I forgot myself. Who am I who has hurt the feelings of Vinda many times.

I'm undoing my intentions. I hesitated to see my children. I saw them very happy with the man and made me feel inferior.

I brought back the things I had prepared for them, then walked back to my car.

"Purpa.... !!!"

I stopped my steps, hesitating to look back for fear of disappointment. I thought it might just be my imagination. They were happy inside, unaware of my arrival. So there's no way Keisha could call me.

I put my foot up again, but then I heard Keisha's voice shouting back to me.

"Surpa ... !!!"

This time, I was sure I wasn't hallucinating. It was really Keisha's voice. I dare to look. And my daughter immediately ran to hug me.

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Sinda

Indra came to the house. He said he missed the kids so much. Indeed I admit the children are quite close to Indra, especially Kirana. Maybe he found a father figure in Indra. Didn't meet Indra just a week he's been noisier kangen Om Indra.

Unfortunately, our relationship could not go any further. Right now maybe Indra and I are better suited to be friends and confiding places. I don't know if we've both forgotten our past.

We were playing in the living room. Kirana was recounting her activities at school while Indra responded enthusiastically to Kirana's story. Kirana's slurred tongue makes us often laugh to hear the story.

But tonight I feel Keisha is a bit restless. Sometimes he laughs at Kirana's story, but then comes back moody. I accidentally saw him staring blankly out the window. Then suddenly he ran out like chasing someone or something.

I was just watching Keisha from where I was sitting. But I heard him screaming.

"Purpa ...!!!"

I stood up straight. I feel very worried. Is he too confused with his papa that he screams calling him these nights. Is Keisha hallucinating?

Keisha is in the transition from children to teenagers. Her emotions were unstable and I was afraid that my separation and her father would affect her.

I immediately ran after Keisha then followed by Indra who carried Kirana. Keisha stopped in front of the house. And I'm surprised that there really is Mas Adji there.

"Purpa ...!!!" yell Keisha again.

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We sat together in the living room. Me, Keisha, Kirana, Mas Adji and Indra. Actually Indra was ready to go home once Keisha invited Mas Adji into the house. But Kirana was crying because she still wanted to be with him. Finally, Indra joined us.

"Didn't want to hug Papa?"

Kirana then hid behind Indra's back to hear her papa ask her. Mas Adji is still trying to get Kirana to be with him but I think Kirana is more comfortable with Indra.

"Where's the hug papa first, he said kangen same papa?" Indra persuaded Kirana. Kirana glanced at Mas Adji shyly then walked slowly closer to him.

Mas Adji immediately grabbed Kirana's body and hugged her, so that now his two children were in his arms.

"Papa's son is big?"

Kirana did not answer. Not long in the arms of his father he had wriggled to be released. Mas Adji let go of his embrace and Kirana returned to Indra.

"Om go home first yes, there's already papa here."

Keisha. "Adek wants Om Indra" Kirana said.

"Tomorrow Om come here again, Om promise!" Keisha was still shaking. He did not want to be separated from Indra.

"Dec, it can't be that ... It's already night. Om Indra has to go home. Om can be scolded by his mother." I'm trying to find an excuse.

Only Kirana nodded. Seeing from his movements, I know both Indra and Mas Adji feel bad. Maybe Mas Adji thinks he's interrupting my show with Indra, maybe he thinks I have a special relationship with Indra. While Indra thought he was blocking Mas Adji from getting closer to Kirana.

Indra said goodbye as soon as Kirana let him go home. Mas Adji and Indra both stood up and shook hands. Adjie looks very different. He looks more mature and his attitude is calm.

The last time he saw me with Indra he was very angry and burning emotions.But now Mas Adji looks ordinary, even impressed to accept the closeness of children with Indra. When Indra shook hands with him, he was friendly.

After Indra's return, the atmosphere became increasingly awkward.

"How are you?" ask me to open the conversation.

"I'm good Win." I didn't know what else to say so I kept quiet and Mas Adji kept quiet.

"Didn't want to play with my sister? That brother got a new toy from papa." I'm still trying to persuade Kirana to come closer to her Papa.

Kirana just shook her head in embarrassment then hid inside my arms.

After Indra's departure he switched to stick to me. Kirana is difficult to get close to the person she just met. Although he often talked to his father by phone, but he had not met in person for five years.

"Don't be forced Win ..."

"Son't tell me you want a little pony bike? Really true?" Mas Adji tried to approach in his own way.

Kirana immediately raised her head as soon as her favorite character was mentioned. Finally he looked at his father.

"Tomorrow papa, shall we buy together?" Kirana turned to me for approval. His pleading gaze could not be ignored.

"Can you Win? He won't get tired if he gets on his bike." It seems like Mas Adji has been scraping information from Keisha. He knows the reason why I won't buy Kirana a new bike.

I nodded and then Kirana smiled.

"Yeah ... Thanks Ma ..."