Forced to endure

Chapter 48

This is where I lay there can't be anything. I have a full rest the next week. I had to postpone my plans for divorce.

I told Mas Adji to go home but he refused on the pretext of waiting for his son, the baby still in my stomach. Of course I know the intent behind it. He just wants to be close to me so he can take my heart again.

"Go home Mas ... I don't want you to be here."

"I'm worried about your condition."

I smiled cynically at Mas Adji's reply.

"My condition is like this because of you. Why are you worried?"

"I want to stay here with you."

"Go ... I don't want to get stressed because every time I see you I remember that pela*ur!"

Mas Adji can't argue with me if I mention that woman. Without saying anything else, he immediately left me. That's how it should be. I can't get close to Mas Adji to keep my mind at ease.

Not long after Mas Adji's departure, Likha came to visit me.

"You know I'm here?" manywould be surprised.

"I was at the stall and your staff said you were in the hospital. So yeah .. I'm straight here."

Likha put down her bag and sat down beside my bed.

"How are you doing?"

"As you can see."

"Is it dangerous for your baby?"

"I am in total rest. You must have heard the story."

"Of course, you are trending on the topic in our village" Likha replied with a laugh. "Even news about you is more viral than I used to be."

I smiled hearing it. I thought what Likha said was funny. I'm not surprised. This isn't the first time people have talked about me.

People talk about me every time they meet. Whether buying vegetables, gymnastics, studying, PKK meetings, it must be all about me. This is how life in the village is.

"I'm a village artist."

"So how's the story?"

Then I told Likha everything, starting from me delivering the order to the next village.

"I called Mas Adji and he said he was overtime. I believed that time. I was about to leave but something from inside of me forced me to get out of the car. I want to make sure what I see is wrong. I feel like I'm being led. Maybe that's what we call a hunch."

"When I set out I deliberately avoided the road that passed in front of the woman's house, but when I was about to go home I felt like I was directed to pass through it. It's hard to explain, but you know what I mean, right? That's no coincidence."

Likha nodded.

"Of course I know what you mean. I've experienced it too."

"Oh ... Ja. I forgot that our fate is the same." And then we laughed and laughed at our lives.

"Why do you forgive your husband?"

"Eits .. Make no mistake! I don't forgive him. I just didn't get divorced from him. It's different Win."

"meaning?"

"I defend my household for my son. I'm still angry with my husband, I don't know when. I also have a grudge. I even told him, don't be surprised if I cheat."

"You want to pay it back? Cheating is being cheated on so?"

"Crazy are you?!!"

"If it makes me satisfied how? You know what it's like to find our partner with another woman?"

"This is a simple win ... They are so good to be able to dip their ko**ol into other women and we are told to forgive. Lah ... now they accept not if v****a we are used in exchange for other men? Want to forgive us? Is that the logic?!"

I gawked at Likha's explanation.

"If after that my husband wants to divorce me, it's up to me. The important thing is that he also feels the pain I feel. And I don't feel guilty for my son either because his father wanted to part with me."

"The point now, just go. I'm holding out for my son, not for my husband. I've assumed she hasn't existed since that day." Likha's voice was stirring.

"Then what about you?" The conversation changed topics about me. "You'll forgive your husband again?"

I'm silent. Honestly after seeing the interaction of Keisha and Mas Adji this morning I became worried. Will I survive for my children as Likha survives for her?

"If you ever forgive him I consider you to*ol! You are blinded by love. If my husband did it again maybe I'd have killed him."

"I'm confused. If I could be as brave as you."

"What are you afraid of?"

"I'm afraid my children will lose their father figure. They will live separately from their father, certainly different. I may be able to meet all their needs, but a father's affection I certainly can't give."

"This is not the first time Win ... You've heard people say cheating is not treatable. They will repeat and repeat it over and over again. How many times do you want to wait?"

"Yes ... I know."

"If you think we're lacking what the hell is Win?" Likha stood up and walked back and forth in a fashion like a model.

"Beautiful yes, you can find money too. How can our husbands sleep with our spouses*ur?"

"Indeed when you ask like that what does your husband answer?"

"Don't know. I didn't ask." Likha sat back down.

Me and Likha talked about our household leisurely without. No tears and tears. Sometimes we laugh when we talk about it.

"By the way, what about the pela*ur? You heard from him?"

I don't know Eva's fate now. The last time I saw him was when I raided him and Mas Adji. After that I don't know anymore. What punishment the people gave him I don't know.

Actually I can report their actions to the authorities. But then again, I thought of Keisha, how would she feel if her father was in prison.

"Oh ... You haven't heard, have you? He said he was wearing some kind of stacking or pellets to lure men in. Do you believe that?"

I laughed hearing that. "Are you serious?"

"Where did you hear the news? It must be the defense of a wife who does not accept after knowing her husband sleeps with another woman."

"Eh .... Bener Win's. He said it was so. That is why many men are tempted. Are you the same as he awaits you? How could your husband want to be with her? Doesn't it make sense?"

"No ... No ... I don't believe in such a thing. Cheating is cheating. There is no defense because it hit the pellet, shrink it or something like that. Not because of that, but because men cannot resist lust and keep their faith. Do you believe your husband was hit by Eva?!"

"Yes no. But people say it like that."

"How is his fate?"

"Not knowing it. You find out for yourself there."

"You can ask your husband. Who knows they're still in touch." I chuckled at my own words.

"Bodo is very Win .. I don't care," replied Likha sewot but I find it funny. "Ask your own husband there!"