Forced to endure

Chapter 27

I ignored my phone that kept shaking. I prefer to enjoy a moment of togetherness with a family that is almost divorced.

I've been determined to maintain this household and want to fix everything, so I won't let anything small get in the way.

Keisha laughed happily, and just seeing her made me happy. I haven't seen him laugh like this in a long time.

"Mama's better take a shower first ... Mama dirty ih .. haven't had a bath ..." I smell my own body.

"Later on. Ma ... "

"But Mama smells Kei sweat ... "

Mas Adji let go of his embrace. And with a sullen face Keisha followed him.

"Yes Kei ... Let Mama take a shower first. Mom is tired, let's take a break. Later we can hug again as much."

"If Mama's done showering, we play Barbie, Ma?" pinta Keisha is hopeful. I'm nodding.

After that I left them both and walked towards the room.

Actually I immediately wanted to take a shower, but curiosity forced me to open my phone first. It turned out that there were dozens of incoming messages in the Arisan group, a bit hesitant to open them but I finally opened them as well.

Plastered several photos of me, one of them when holding an envelope containing donation money flanked by Likha and Eva accompanied by a description below.

I looked at that photo. My face is not inferior to the two of them. Although I have not done the treatment as before but my face has not changed. If I may be a little arrogant, I am beautiful from there and I am grateful for it.

The work uniform used to be given xxl size but at that time I was still fat. Now my uniform looks very big combined with pants that also look flattened because of the size of my thighs and waist that shrank, not to mention my boots, shoes that accompany me pedaling a bicycle every day. I look like an outdated person between the two of them.

While Eva as usual, wearing clothes that tend to open and display the curves of her body. And Likha looks wow, with a shirt and a bag that I'm sure is new. My appearance looks very shabby compared to the two of them.

When was the last time I bought a new shirt? Long before Mas Adji got sick. Right now I can't even think about it. I could buy rice, I am so grateful.

I read the information that accompanied the photo. Then I read the comments from other members of the group. Some were a little unclothed to read, but I tried to convince myself that I was just too carried away.

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Adji POVs

A long time ago. He was just ready to take a shower but it had been a while that he did not even come out of the room.

I decided to follow him to the room. When I opened the door, I found him focusing on his phone screen.

"Win ... Not showered? Waiting for Keisha, want to play."

As usual, he looked at me. I approached Winda and sat down next to him. I know there's something he's thinking.

"You why? What's the matter? What are you hiding? Didn't we promise there won't be any more secrets?"

I stroked her face, to make sure that I was there for her now. Because actually I'm still worried about his psychic condition.

Winda seemed hesitant to tell me what he was thinking. It's hard to trust the person who let you down, I know that.

"What you feel and think tell me." I smiled at him, trying to convince him.

Then Winda gave me his phone. Shows a message in his show group. There's a picture of Winda there, together with Likha and ... Eva???!! My eyes glared in disbelief.

"The donation money has been handed over to Winda and has been received. May the husband of Winda be healed soon. Thank you everyone!"

"May her husband recover soon jeng Winda."

" Amin."

"Jeng Winda is slim now."

"Yes dong Jeng, Winda is now diligent riding a bicycle."

"That's a work uniform?" ask the others.

"Working spirit yes jeng, it turns out that Jeng Winda is working. Can't you be with her husband?"

"Jeng Winda, last night why rush home? Have we not seen each other in a long time?"

"I'm sorry I can't say much Jeng."

"Winda jeng used to encourage us to eat!"

"I'm still wrong focus with his body jeng Winda, slim."

"How many kilos of jeng? That's his pants until they look great. I didn't have time to talk yesterday to go home."

"Jeng Eva is a new member but very good already active, even want to nemenin Jeng Likha too."

"Jeng Winda is the most patient wife in the world. Already know her husband like that still willing to accept and care for. If I can't do it."

"Mending is looking for another, isn't it Jeng?"

And I'll close the phone soon. I can't read more comments. Actually these friends are meant to entertain or ridicule him?

I really can't imagine what it's like to be a Winda. If the condition is reversed, Winda who made a mistake and ended up as sickly as I am now, maybe I will not survive. Maybe I can't bear to hear people talk and leave.

What is your heart made of Win?

I'm returning Winda's phone. I looked at his face again to make sure he was. But he looks like he's fine. His expression showed that it was nothing. I grabbed his face and looked him sharply in the eye.

"I'm fine Mas .. really," he said before I even spoke. And it made me worry more about his soul. There may be people who have been humiliated like this but can still say they are fine.

In the past, he just said his friend bought something new I immediately gave him money to buy like his friend had. Anyway I don't want Winda to miss out on his friends. I will follow the wishes of the Winda as long as I can. And I'm proud to be able to buy Winda what he wants.

It doesn't matter that I spend a lot of money on him. Isn't one of the proofs of a husband's success the appearance of his wife? So I want Winda to perform as well and properly as possible.

And once again the situation awakened me. I'm not like I used to be. Now I'm just a parasite that usually weighs on Vinda.

"Did they make fun of you like this?"

"That's it, don't take it seriously. I'm okay, I'm used to it."

"But all because I'm Win, and I don't accept!"

"If you don't accept what do you want? We can what?" resigned reply.

I was silent to hear the words of Winda.

I can't do anything. I hate!!! I hate it so much!!!