Forced to endure

Chapter 49

Adji POVs

I did not intentionally go to work today. I want to see Keisha, this time I have to. I'll see him early in the morning before I go to school. It's so blinding my mind that I didn't think this was the way before.

Without saying anything he slid into my arms. I miss this little girl so much.

Willa allowed me to take Keisha to school. But I also told him that I would come back because there was something I wanted to talk about. Winda.

I can finally talk to Winda, but it's the same. Our talks just go around in circles there is no solution. I knew it was gonna be hard.

Suddenly she grimaced in pain and held her stomach. I don't know what's going on. I know her pregnancy has just entered the age of eight months is unlikely she will give birth now.

Winda looked better after taking the medicine, but I remained worried. So I took him to the hospital.

In the hospital I just found out if before Winda had been treated because the content was problematic. And it's all because of stress, mostly thoughts. She could have lost her baby or delivered prematurely because of it.

I feel so guilty. I can't believe my actions have had such a tremendous impact and nearly jeopardized two people I love so much. So he went out of town with Keisha it was a lie. It was just an excuse to avoid me.

I wanted to ask Winda why she was hiding this from me. But I'm afraid that Winda will blame me even more because I'm wrong anyway.

Winda kicked me out many times but I kept waiting beside him. I don't want anything to happen and I'm not next to him anymore.

"Go ... I don't want to get stressed because every time I see you I remember that pela*ur!"

I gave up after Winda said those words. Every mention of that word he innate direct emotion. So I better get out than he gets angry again.

I sat pensively in the hospital hallway thinking about how my life was turned upside down. From first getting to know liquor, getting to know the night world to being tempted to taste other women, then getting sick. Not quite up there, my family lives a shortage because of me.

It could all make me realize but it turned out to be only for a moment. With a blink of an eye I made a mistake. I'm sorry why I can't hold myself, my lust.

For a long time I sat there until the notification on my phone rang and woke me back to reality.

Mas Adji I want to meet.

As soon as the message goes into my phone.

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Sinda

I've been allowed to return home with a record of not being able to do hard work and not having much thought. Not doing the hard work I might be able to do, but not many of those thoughts were that hard to see my current state.

Actually I want to get to the kiosk. Continuously lying in bed makes me more and more often remember the actions of Mas Adji.

I came out of my room because my mom who works at home told me that someone was looking for me.

"Jeng Winda ... How are you?" ask the woman who has brought a storm into my household.

What the fuck?!! What is this shameless woman doing in my house?!! I can't believe I saw who was standing in front of me.

"What are you doing here?!" ketus.

"Sorry before Jeng Winda, but I'm looking for Mas Adji."

I really want to slap this woman. Other than being shameless, he also did not know himself.

"Why look for Mas Adji? He hasn't paid you or what?"

"There's something I need to talk to your husband Jeng. I sent a message but it's not in reply." Without sin Eva answered my question.

Boiling up my blood feels like hearing him talk like that. So he messaged Mas Adji?

"What do you need with Mas Adji just say it. I'll let you know he's home!"

Until now, Mas Adji did not return home. I also don't know where he lives, whether in his mother's house or in Mas Arya's house.

Pela*ur seemed to think. With doubt he finally spoke.

"I'm pregnant Jeng ... I want to hold Mas Adji accountable."

"What??? Did I not hear wrong?!!" I was really surprised to hear that.

"God ... Pela*ur, you sleep with a lot of men, why do you ask my husband to be responsible?!!"

"Jeng Winda, don't talk carelessly! You don't know anything!"

"I'm talking reality?!! Why not accept?!! Why don't you take responsibility from the other men who also slept with you?!! Why would I have to be Adji?!!"

"Because last I did it with Mas Adji. Please Jeng Winda ... My son must have a father." Eva's voice began to soften.

From the look in his eyes he looked desperate. Is it possible that he has gone to all the men he slept with but no one wants to take responsibility?

"You realize what you said?!! Aren't you thinking about my feelings?!! I'm pregnant with Eva!!!"

"Jeng Winda ... I beg of you. So even my second wife doesn't matter, the important thing is my son has a father."

"Grand ... !!!" Finally my hand floated up and landed on Eva's cheek.

As a fellow woman, she couldn't understand my feelings? What if it's behind. Am I the one who came to her house and held her husband responsible for my pregnancy?

"You're too much Eva. No feelings!!!"

"But I've accepted Jeng Winda's sentence. I was kicked out of the village and now I have to find a place to live in another area. Is that not enough?"

"Not yet!!! Any punishment will not be enough for you!!!"

"Didn't you feel sorry for me? I was alone and had no one. How do I start a new life pregnant and have no husband?!"

"It's none of my business!!! Please get out of my house!!! Mas Adji doesn't live here anymore so don't look for him here!!!"

"But you said ....?"

"Get out of my house!!!"

"Jeng Winda ... I beg of you. I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings. But you shouldn't blame me. Blame your husband for being tempted by me."

"I don't want to hear you talk anymore!!! Get out of my house now!!!" my yelling. Eva was leaving and I was sitting limp on the couch.

Why are the trials in my life endless? I think after what I've been through, now I just feel happiness. But it turns out I was wrong.

Was Mas Adji really the father of the child that Eva conceived? What am I supposed to do? Does such a man still deserve me to defend? How would Keisha feel if she found out?