Forced to endure

Chapter 70

The next few days there was no change. Eva kept acting as she wanted. Unwilling to do her duties as a housewife, she also seems indifferent to Kenzie.

There's a reason why he doesn't do homework. Almost every time I come home from work I always find a house in a mess. Be the one who has to do everything.

I'll just shut up Eva, without me rebuking. It's no use.

Finished cleaning the house I looked at Kenzie's sleeping face. After seeing Kenzie's face, my tiredness instantly disappeared.

But I felt strange, the more I saw him the less I looked. My feelings for her were also different when I was with Keisha and Kirana. Although I was rarely with Kirana, but I felt close every time I was with her, I felt a bond.

But Kenzie, even though I took care of her since infancy but I didn't feel close, like there was no inner bond between us. I love Kenzie just as much as I love my other children, even more. But I feel different.

"Why Mas?" Eva saw me looking at Kenzie's face without a blink.

"Who does Kenzie look like? If the eyes are the same as your chin. But whose nose, like who? Not like me." I'm looking more and more at Kenzie's face.

"Then anyway? Similar ... " Eva looked at me alternately with Kenzie. I don't know how I feel or she looks a little nervous.

"I've told you that as a baby, her face is still changing. Sometimes his father looks like his mother. Don't you?"

I kept looking at Kenzie's face. Eva's answer didn't satisfy me.

"I'm going out for a minute ... I'm going to see my friends."

I actually have no appointments with my friends. I just want to get out of the house, not go far. I just want to get out for a breath of fresh air. Because ever since Kenzie was born I haven't had time for myself. I'm too busy taking care of Eva and Kenzie. Even I rarely see Kirana and Keisha.

Eva nodded. "Not late at night."

I left Eva and Kenzie at home. I ride my motorcycle aimlessly. Then I stopped at a coffee shop. I ordered a cup of coffee and smoked a cigarette while thinking about my life.

I've been trying to accept Eva, give her a chance and live together. But why am I not happy? I still feel empty. It's very different from my house with Winda first. My happiness was only when I saw Kenzie and now I doubt his origin.

After smoking a few cigarettes I also decided to go home, besides I do not know where to go.

I turned off the engine when I was a few feet from home. I'm afraid the sound of my motorbike makes Kenzie wake up, later I also bother because if there is already I Eva does not want to take care of Kenzie.

I opened the door very slowly, even settling down like I was about to turn over. But then I heard Eva talking to someone. I went straight to the room but Eva wasn't there. There's only Kenzie.

Looks like Eva's voice came from the kitchen, then I walked towards the kitchen. I heard Eva's voice getting clearer.

"You have to transfer me often."

That's the Eva voice I heard. I stopped my steps to listen to Eva's conversation with someone on the phone.

" ... "

"He gave .. but you also have to give me money" Eva said flirtatiously just as she wanted something from me.

" ... "

"Yes ... We'll meet tomorrow. Can't wait to touch my body?" Eva chuckles.

What do Eva's words mean? This is definitely not good. I was wondering who was talking to Eva, but I held it.

"Yes ... Aye ... Tomorrow I will serve you until you are satisfied. But do not forget to bring a lot of money. Your son needs milk!" Eva laughed again while I was like I had just gotten a crushing blow hearing it.

Soon I'll be approaching Eva.

He tried to hide his phone behind his body. Without speaking, I snatched the phone from his hand. I stared hard at Eva. I'm sure he's freaking out right now.

I put Eva's phone in my ear, but the person's phone connection was cut off.

"Say who Kenzie's father is?" I was cold and my eyes locked Eva's eyes.

I pulled Eva's hand and then I threw her body against the wall.

"Is the man you just called the father of Kenzie?"

Eva was silent, her face was deathly pale and her body was trembling.

"My aircrafts!!!!" my snapping.

"Mas ... Whatchu mean? Kenzie .... Kenzie is your son" Eva's voice stamped.

"Gat!!!" I can't help myself anymore. Eva grimacing.

"I heard your conversation with that man! Don't try to lie to me!!!" My voice was slow and deep.

I knew Eva was terrified, but I had no pity at all.

"Mas ... You misunderstood ... "

"Gat!!!"

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It's almost three in the morning but I still haven't slept. I'm still checking Eva's phone I confiscated. I open everything, social media, phone calls also read the messages that come in one by one.

Apparently Eva had been in a relationship for almost two months, meaning one month after Eva gave birth. They even met a few times. I really don't think that far.

From the last message that came in, I found out that tomorrow afternoon they will meet at hotel X.

Damn you!!! my hands clenched tightly.

I really feel fooled by an Eva. How could I forget who he is.

I massage my temples that start to get dizzy because they have not rested since morning until almost morning again. I stared at the door of the room that I accidentally locked from the outside while Eva and Kenzie were inside.

If Kenzie hadn't cried, Eva would have been battered in my hand by now. I'm like a man of infidelity, unable to control myself. Even the blood that runs down the corner of Eva's lips doesn't make me feel sorry for her. I still want to slap him.

I saw the living room that had turned into a ship that broke because of my actions. But I don't want to clean it up. My energy is over. I slammed everything around me. Until finally Kenzie cried because he heard the noise that made.

Before I ran as soon as I heard Kenzie crying, I couldn't bear it. But that was ... My heart was completely untouched.

I just saw it from a distance. The affection that I had previously felt for the baby boy was instantly gone, alternating with an overwhelming sense of hate.

It wasn't his fault, Kenzie was innocent. But I can't behave like before, I'm not his father. Eva's been lying to me all this time. I've been like his slave, and see the reply I get?

"Mas ... Kenzie crying ... Let me make some milk for her" Eva said.

Eva walks into the kitchen making milk for Kenzie. After that he went into the room and I locked him from the outside.