Forced to endure

Chapter 2

In the morning, I continued my activities as usual. I keep cooking, cleaning the house, preparing Keisha needs and even Mas Adji needs, even though I am still angry with him.

Last night I didn't want to be with her and chose to sleep in Keisha's room. For now, I am lazy to talk to Mas Adji let alone look at him. It feels disgusted to imagine Mas Adji with Eva.

After dropping off Keisha at school, I headed straight to the supermarket to buy some of the depleted home necessities. In addition, I want to clear my mind so as not to continue to imagine Mas Adji and Eva.

While focusing on choosing groceries, suddenly a woman came to me.

"Hai Jeng's... Shopping too?" greet the woman.

I looked to see who was greeting me. My heart was beating so fast like a war drum being pounded. She's Eva, the woman who was the source of my fight last night and Mas Adji. The woman stood in front of me and smiled at me. Even if I don't know him, I know who he is. Rumors about him have spread everywhere. For a moment this mind is empty not knowing what to do.

"Hi Jeng Eva's... How could I meet you here?" I answered after I had mastered myself. As much as possible I behave normally even though my heart is like an ocean facing a storm.

"From my time when shopping here Jeng, just never met with Jeng Winda alone," Eva replied with a smile. Somehow he knows me.

That smile, somehow I'm sick of seeing it. It's not a friendly smile, but a flirtatious smile, I think. I looked at Eva's appearance. He was wearing leggings with a super tight short shirt that clearly showed his curves.

In terms of face, I'm much prettier than Eva. It's just that he put on his face until it looks fresher. She also often wears tight or open clothes that tend to be sexy, so may look more attractive in men's eyes.

"Where is Mas Adji? Is it better?" asking her with a smile broadened me even more disgusted. He mentioned Mas Adji's name as if he was already familiar with my husband.

"What is my husband?" my many.

"Your husband would massage on me a lot. He said his body was often sore and limp so."

It feels like my heart has been hit by a tornado hearing Eva's answer.

"really?" The word just slipped out of my mouth as if I had unconsciously spoken it.

"Indeed, Mas Adji didn't tell the same story as Jeng Winda?"

I pretended to look at the clock in my hand to hide my anger.

"Duh Jeng ... It's time to pick up my son's school. I first yes ..." I said origin.

It was just my excuse that I could quickly leave in front of Eva. I didn't want him to see my face turn red from holding back anger.

I've been told by my friends that my husband used to come to Eva's house. But it was different when I heard it from Eva's own mouth. His words can directly be************ my heart.

Eva was a widow who lived in the village next door to my village. She has been married twice and divorced twice. To connect his life, he opened a massage practice at his home. But most who use massage services are men, until news emerged if Eva provides plus-plus massage services at her home.

I rushed to the cashier and paid for my groceries. After that I drove my bike home.

My mind boiled again remembering Eva's words. Mas Adji asked for a massage by another woman, can I as a wife not massage her? Mas Adji has embarrassed me so much.

If so, can I think positively about my husband? Is it possible that Mas Adji just massaged? Did they do nothing else but that? Being in the room together, and Eva was fond of my husband's body. I shuddered at what they might do.

So the news is true. Adji went to Eva's house. For example, they do nothing but massage, is it appropriate for two people of different types, no blood ties and also not a husband and wife to be in the room together?

Am I just too possessive, not willing to have another woman with my husband let alone to roast his body. Am I overreacting or is this unnatural?

In the afternoon after work Mas Adji did not go anywhere. He knows I'm still mad at him so maybe he doesn't want to add another conflict. Mas Adji sat on the sofa while accompanying Keisha to watch television, which she rarely did. I just kept quiet and kept staring at my smartphone looking at the clothes in the marketplace.

I didn't tell you about my unnatural encounter with Eva. I'm too lazy to talk to her, and Keisha is here anyway. I don't want him to see us fight. But then obviously I will talk about it with Mas Adji, just wait for the right time.

I don't know why my relationship with Mas Adji is like this. Our family was happy and well. Things started to change when Mas Adji took office for the first time to become a supervisor. He had a new habit of gambling and drinking alcohol. This new hobby he got from his office friends fellow supervisors.

He often left me and Keisha to hang out with his co-workers either to gamble or to drink. He rarely came home drunk. Adji is rarely at home. His relationship with Keisha was tenuous, unlike father and son.

I've been trying to tell her that her new habits aren't good for her, but she won't listen. He said it was bad to refuse his friends. I often get angry if I find Mas Adji coming home with the smell of alcohol in his body and it triggers a fight between us.

Things got worse when Mas Adji took office for the second time to become Branch Manager. He gets the car facility from the office and it will be his property after a few years. This makes Mas Adji even more so.

Almost every day he came home drunk. It made us fight more and more. But I never told anyone about this and I was alone. To me, the disgrace of my household is that only I know.

I got bored over time. I let Mas Adji do what is now his new hobby. Drunk, gambling, karaoke up. Not because I allowed it, but because I was too tired to fight every day for the same reason.

I'm not angry anymore if Mas Adji comes home drunk. As long as my money goes well and my wallet is always full of bills, I will accept it. I kept quiet and covered it up from my family and Mas Adji's family. And finally it boomerang for me.

But apparently I gave too much freedom to Mas Adji. I fell asleep because of his spending money which was sometimes excessive for me so I didn't realize there was anything else Mas Adji did outside the house other than getting drunk and gambling until someone told me.

At first I couldn't believe it. I'm pretty sure Mas Adji loves me and won't want to mess with another woman. But I can't seem to accept the fact that my husband isn't what he used to be.