Forced to endure

Chapter 80

I left Likha who was sculpting after hearing my words. Either we are equally sensitive or indeed the atmosphere was a little hot. I usually prefer silence to tongue-licking. But it was like I couldn't help but remain silent and not serve Likha's words.

I feel like there's something to straighten out. Likha must be able to accept the fact that her husband is the one who impregnated Eva.

And somehow I felt relieved after bringing out what was in my mind to Likha. Now I feel sorry for him. It's like closing your eyes to the truth.

I think what Haris did was much worse than what Mas Adji did. Indeed they both cheated, but did not admit to his own flesh and blood? How humiliating!

I finally get to see my guests. After a few moments of discussion we finally reached an agreement. We will do the cooperation.

After my guests left I continued my other work. Today was a really busy day. I couldn't go home to see the kids.

It's almost night but and I've missed the kids so much. But I also can't go home now because my work isn't done yet. So I asked the babysitter to take the kids to the store.

They better be here with me, but in the store there is also a room for them to rest.

"Mama .." cried Keisha as soon as she entered the store. He immediately ran to hug me like he had not met for days.

"Have you eaten, son?" I returned Keisha's embrace.

Keisha nodded. "Tumben Mama told us to go to the store?"

"Dear, Mama is very busy but Mama is also missing you," I replied as I pinched Keisha's nose, as I always do. I felt like I was looking in the mirror when I saw Keisha.

"Keisha going upstairs, Ma?"

I'm nodding. Keisha then climbed the stairs to the top floor. Finished with Keisha, I took Kirana's body from her nanny.

"My dear ... miss Mama?"

I talked to myself while smirking her puff cheeks. Who would have thought his body could be this fat considering he was born with less weight. He even went to the hospital several times because of his incomplete lung condition.

Kirana kept looking at me while smiling widely. She can't talk yet, maybe can only say a word or two, like Mama or tata, which means sister.

"Have you eaten, too?" I asked the babysitter.

"Already Mom," he answered.

"Bring her upstairs with her brother, I'll be there"

"Good Mom."

Seeing my kids' faces for a while is like getting an ammo injection. My children are my spirit, so now my motto.

After seeing the two of them, then I got excited about finishing my work because I wanted to play with them immediately.

After a while, my work was finally done. I squirm for a while to relax my stiff muscles because the day does not stop moving.

Like my original plan, after finishing my work I wanted to play with my children. But suddenly one of my employees called me.

"Sir, something is coming" he said.

"Who? A boy or a girl?" my many. I wonder because it's not working hours, who visits outside of working hours.

"No idea who you are, but a man."

I kept wondering who was coming. Definitely not Indra, because he usually goes straight to the back or to my room.

"All right, tell him to come in." My staff nodded and called out to someone he said was a guest.

"Win ... "

I know this voice, I know him well. I looked up to make sure.

"Mas Adji?" Mas Adji was really standing in front of me.

"How are you?" he asked while smiling stiffly.

I looked at Mas Adji. Just last night I saw her while delivering Eva and now I see her again.

My feelings are still the same, I am concerned to see Mas Adji's condition like this. He must have just come home from work because he was still wearing formal clothes. In addition to the mustache and beard I noticed Mas Adji's body was also getting thinner. You could say, Mas Adji is really not managed.

"Sit down." I invite Mas Adji to sit down. "What do you need?"

Mas Adji sat down next to me and left a distance so we wouldn't get close to each other.

"I came home from work and came straight here to see you."

"Yes, I know. I can see from your clothes" I replied. The atmosphere felt a little awkward. I was silent and Mas Adji was silent as well.

"You want to talk about something? Or just want to be quiet like this?"

Mas Adji kept looking at me until I was wrong. I don't want to talk about him never seeing kids and also the monthly money he never sends again. I know he's in a lot of trouble so I don't want to talk about it.

"I ... Maybe you think I'm stale, but for the umpteenth time I want to apologize to you."

The mood was silent again.

"It turns out Eva's been lying to me all along. That kid's not my son."

"Yes, I heard that." Looks like Mas Adji didn't know yesterday I came to his contract.

"So I thought it was a reply for me. I was thinking maybe my life would never be peaceful if you hadn't forgiven me" she said.

"My life turned upside down after I wasn't with you Win and now I just realized you're the best for me."

I silently listened to what Mas Adji wanted to say.

"But this time I'm not here to ask you to come back to me. I'm self-conscious. I don't deserve to be with you anymore." Mas Adji's voice began to tremble.

"If there's another chance, I'd really like to fix everything Win ... I still wish we could be together again even if for you it's impossible. I ... I know what I've done to you hurts a lot, and I keep repeating it." With great difficulty Mas Adji continued his sentence.

"From next week, I'll be transferred out of town. I want to say goodbye to you, and more importantly I want to apologize and pray. Maybe my life there won't make any difference if I still leave a wound in your heart."

"Will you forgive me?" Mas Adji looked at me with teary eyes.

I don't know what to answer. Although I pity to see the situation, but it is not that easy I say I have forgiven him.

"Win ... Will you forgive me?" mas Adji asked with tears starting to drip.

I still can't answer.

"It's hard to win ...? I can understand that." Mas Adji took a deep breath. Maybe she was trying to hide her tears.

"Please tell the kids I'm sorry for them. Say hello to Keisha and Kirana. Tell him his dad can't see them for long enough." Mas Adji stood up and was about to leave.

"Tell yourself to the children. You can find them."