Forced to endure

Chapter 47

"God ... Don't be crazy you're Vinda!!! You want to blackmail Adji?!!"

"Are you not wrong??? Is it not the other way around??? If Mom or Mas Adji can change my money then I will give you what you want. But if not, then Mas Adji won't get a dime from me either!!!"

"You are this ....?!! Now you can find money and throw Adji away!!!"

I really don't want to fight with my in-laws. This was just a waste of time and energy because he would not understand and would not want self-instection.

I let my in-laws babble at will. I've been subtly evicted but she's unconscious. All of my explanations also did not change his point of view regarding my relationship with Mas Adji. Somehow to face this in-laws of mine.

How many times do I have to explain if I want to separate from Mas Adji not because I have been able to find my own money but because of the actions of Mas Adji. It's not about money at all.

Her morning...

I was waiting for Keisha to finish breakfast after that I'd take her to school. Suddenly I heard Mas Adji's voice shouting from outside.

"Nisha ... Papa's home ... !!!"

"Ma ... Papa returns Ma ... "

Without saying anything else Keisha put down her spoon and ran to open the door. I don't want to follow him.

Apparently Mas Adji has realized that this hour is the time for me to leave the house to deliver Keisha to school. And he took this opportunity.

"Mr ... " Mas Adji knelt down in front of Keisha and Keisha immediately ran into her arms.

I could only stare at their interactions with a sense of haru. My heart was so touched to see this scene. Can I ruin Keisha's happiness for myself? Indeed Keisha became very close to his Papa after his father became ill.

"How long has it been out of town? Keisha do you know?!"

"Out of town?"

"Yes ... Mama says Papa's got a job out of town. Isn't it Ma?" Keisha looked towards me.

I was confused to answer how because it was just my wits so Keisha would stop asking her papa.

Mas Adji looked at me confused.

"Oh ... Aye ... Forgive me, dear Papa ... " Thank God Mas Adji understands my game.

"Keisha going to school? Papa tandara huh?"

"Did you not work?"

"Papa wants to take a day off so he can get Keisha. Have you been living Keisha for a few days? Don't you think the same papa?"

"Kangen dong ...!!!" Keisha hugged her father again.

"Have you finished breakfast?" Keisha nodded.

"We're leaving now?" Keisha nodded back.

"Why not kiss your mom first?"

"Oh ... Yes, Papa forgot."

Then Mas Adji walked over to me. He was about to kiss my forehead but I immediately retreated, distancing myself from him.

"Keisha grab the bag first Pa ... "

"okay ... Papa wait here.

Then Mas Adji stretched out his hand to touch my stomach. I almost shook his hand.

"You can be angry with me, but you can't stop me from greeting my son." What he meant was a baby still in my stomach.

Now I feel disgusted just seeing his hand. The hand that was already grasping Eva's body. Ah .... That name makes my blood boil again.

"The baby in my stomach is your son, but this is my body and I don't want you to touch my body. I don't want your dirty hands to touch me!"

"Win ... Ii'm sorry. We can talk about this first."

"There's nothing to talk about!"

"Darling ... Look Keisha. He could be devastated if he knew his parents would be separated. Think about your decision!"

"You need to think!!! Think again about what you did!!! Do you think I can forgive you? You made a mistake, then why should I think about the consequences???"

"Yuk Pa ..." Not yet Mas Adji replied, Keisha has reappeared among us.

"I'll take Keisha first. Let's talk about this later. I'm gonna come back here. Don't avoid me!"

Then Mas Adji went with Keisha and I could only watch them leave with a worried heart.

Is my decision right? Am I selfish to think only of my own happiness without thinking of my children? What about Mas Adji? Is he not more selfish than me?

As he had said before, Mas Adji returned home after delivering Keisha to school. He went straight in as usual because I already told Art at home to let him in.

"Win ... I'm sorry. I know it's hard to forgive but I'm really sorry. I don't know what I've done."

"What a damn thing, Mom!!! You're in there feeling good about that pela*ur and you said you don't know what you're doing? You think I'll believe it?!!"

"I was like an unconscious Win ... I mean it."

"What is this reason again? You think I'll believe it? I less what the hell is the same you? I have forgiven you for your betrayal. I still want to accept you when you're sick even as I fight for your recovery. When your family and friends all leave you, I'm still there for you! And this is your reward for me?"

My heart wants to explode.

"You know Mas, I can't even cry because too often I feel pain. And it's all because of you. But you never realized that!!! I thought your heart was made of stone!!!"

"I ... I ... " Mas Adji knelt down in front of me, for the umpteenth time after we got married.

"How many times have you knelt before me? How many times do you want a chance?"

"I promise this is the last Win ... Please forgive me ... For the sake of our children ... "

And all of a sudden my stomach was tight, I felt a tremendous pain in my lower abdomen. I grimaced in pain while holding my stomach.

"Win ... Are you okay, baby?" Mas Adji swiftly led me and took me to a chair.

I tried to hold it in but it didn't feel strong. It hurts a lot but it's not like giving birth. Adji looks very panicked.

"We went to the hospital ... "

"Bak please get me my medicine." I shouted to Art at home.

"Where's the cure let me get it?"

"On the nightstand" I replied as I continued to endure the pain.

Immediately Mas Adji ran the room and in an instant he had already returned carrying medicine and also a glass of water.

After a while I felt better despite the pain.

"I'll take you to the doctor."

"no need. I can go to the doctor myself!"

"Don't ngeyel you. For the safety of both of you." Without further ado Mas Adji directly carried me and brought me a car.