Forced to endure

Chapter 44

Adji POVs

In the morning, I ventured to go home and meet with Vinda. The house is in a state of desolation.

I rushed to the room to see Winda. I have to apologize. I'm sure she'll forgive me because she's pregnant. He will accept me again for the sake of our son.

Winda's not in the room. Has he gone to the stall? I'd better take a shower first and then catch up.

I was about to get dressed after I finished my bath, but my wardrobe was empty. Only a few pieces of clothes remain. I looked around looking for where my clothes were. Then I saw a pile of suitcases and bags in the corner of the room.

I opened one of those bags, and it was right in my clothes. Willa wasn't kidding this time. I took one for me to wear and just as I was getting dressed, Winda went into the room.

I was silent and could not say anything. The fear and shame made me not dare to look at Winda. He also said nothing to me and just looked at me coldly. But it just gets more scary. I'd rather he nag from morning till afternoon than see him quiet like this.

"Win ... " I tried to get close to him.

"No need to say anything" she replied coldly. "I've packed your things. You can get out of this house right now" he added without looking at me.

"Win ... We can talk about this first. Don't make your own decisions."

"Nothing to talk about. You can get out of this house either or else I will throw your stuff out!!!"

Finish me! Winda won't even listen to me!

"Win ... It can't be like this, dong. We should talk, sweetheart ..."

"Exit right now or do I report your actions to the authorities?!!" shouted Winda.

I dare not speak again after hearing the threat of Winda.

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Sinda

Coming home from my mother's house I found Mas Adji's motorcycle already in the garage. That means he's home. I went straight to the room to see him. Not to ask for an explanation or to scold him. I just want him to get out of this house and out of my life.

No drama, no fighting. I don't want to waste my energy on that kind of thing right now.

Finally Mas Adji wanted to get out of this house after I threatened to report his depraved deeds to the authorities. Then he would pick up his suitcases and bags.

"The divorce papers will be taken care of soon. You just wait for the subpoena from the court" I said just before Mas Adji came out of the room.

"We can think ... "

"Please go!" I cut out Mas Adji's sentence before he spoke more.

I immediately locked the door after Mas Adji came out of the room. I finally shed tears after I tried to hold it.

I elus my stomach has started to bulge. I cry for the baby that is still in my stomach, will be born without a full family. I cried thinking about how to tell Keisha that her mom and dad would be separated. He made a mistake that I will never forgive again. It must be heavy, and there will also be rejection.

I wiped my tears. There's no point in fighting. This has been my decision and I have to go. Now I have to go to Mr. RT's house to ask for a cover letter to take care of the divorce papers.

This time Mr. RT immediately gave the letter I asked without question and interrogation. That's because I showed video evidence of Mas Adji with Eva in bed yesterday. I'm not ashamed and I don't hesitate to show you the video. I don't even mind if everyone knows it now.

I remember always keeping Mas Adji's good name in front of people and I lost myself. Let people know and judge for themselves.

Afternoon ...

Mas Adji brought Mas Arya and my mother-in-law home. I didn't expect this before. They will judge me.

I let them sit in the living room.

"Mrs ... We've heard of your problems you two." Adji told me everything. We're here to talk about this matter in a good and familial manner."

I just kept listening to Mas Arya talk. I can guess later the edges must be they told me to forgive Mas Adji.

"I don't think there's anything to talk about. Everything is clear."

"But it can still be musyawarkan first. Don't make the decision to divorce."

"My decision is round. Mas Adji agrees or not I'll still file a lawsuit."

"Win ... I know I was wrong. Please forgive me. I promise I won't repeat it again. Please give me another chance Win ... " I'm so sick of hearing Mas Adji plead like this.

"Mrs ... Adji has admitted his mistake. He apologized and begged you. Please forgive him." My in-laws are voice-opening.

It's easy for my in-laws to talk. What about asking to admit a mistake and apologize and then everything is done? That easy? Then what about my feelings, my heartache, my sacrifice??? Does all this mean nothing?

"Sorry Mom, I reiterate again! My decision is round. I've also spoken to my parents, they support my decision."

"What about Keisha? Don't you have pity? You are also pregnant. You need your husband to stand by you."

"Did Mas Adji not feel sorry for me either? She knew I was pregnant but she was having fun with pela*ur?!! Where's feelings?!!" I can't be quiet anymore. All the words that came out of their mouths I gave them back.

"I was alone in giving birth to Keisha, so it's fine to give birth alone for the second time!"

" Think about Win first ... You're being emotional."

"Think about?!! Why am I being told to think well? Why don't you just say Mas Adji thinks?!! He should have thought carefully before getting perverted with that pela*ur!!!"

"He's done this before and you guys think I'm just making it up. Mas Adji was too cowardly to admit his actions. You said I was just making up stories without proof."

I pulled out my phone. Then I played the video where I was raiding Mas Adji with Eva. I showed the video to Mas Arya and my in-laws.

They were all silent after I showed the video.

"You see now I have solid evidence and my decision cannot be changed! If there's nothing to talk about anymore I want to rest. Excuse me!" I passed by without giving them a chance to talk again.