Forced to endure

Chapter 67

Adji POVs

Mom suddenly came and got angry. I don't know what else makes him angry because I feel like I have complied with all his wishes, including paying rent while I stay at his house.

"Do you know now that Winda has a big store? He's rich now Adji! Why did you get divorced from her and choose such a woman?"

"What does mother mean?" I still don't understand what you're talking about. "Wealthy wind? What does mother mean?"

"Winda now has a shop, two floors! Not the little stall like before!"

"Then what if now Vinda is rich? It was his own effort. Then what should I do? What do you want me to do?"

"Yes you tried to turn him back on. Leave the woman and come back to her. Of course now he can give monthly money to mom. Or at least I could be free to pick up clothes in his shop."

I ruffled my hair out of annoyance at mother's words. I wanted to be back with Winda but not because of my mother's wishes. I want to go back to her because I still love her, and also because I think about my children. But all you have in mind is money and money.

"Whispering really Mas, I could not sleep," Eva's grumble suddenly appeared between me and mother.

Mother glanced cynically at Eva, almost as much as she looked at Winda first.

"No manners at all!"

Eva remained indifferent even though mother had already insinuated it.

"My stomach has been sick since this morning, but it just disappeared and then came back like that. So now I just want to rest." Eva passed by without caring for the mother who was still glancing at her with a cynical look.

Eva looks a little unhealthy, but I'm more focused on mom.

"seen right? Your present wife doesn't even know manners?!"

"So what do you want mom? I turned it back to Winda? Is it that easy?"

"Yes you dong's effort! If necessary, I will also approach Winda. Just like that time you brought the kids home. Yesterday after the successful Winda you were dumped?"

Looks like mom still doesn't understand the problem. Me and Winda split up because of my mistake, not because Vinda succeeded and then dumped me. And Vinda's success was purely her own effort, having nothing to do with me. I realize that.

If only mother had asked me to return to Winda for pity to see my condition or my children maybe I would have tried my hardest to get Vinda back to me. But that's not what my mother thought.

"I wanted to go back to Vinda, but not because she asked!"

"Whatever your reasons are important you turn to Vinda!"

Mom just left after conveying her wish. Eva, my mother and the man who was approaching Winda, all made my head dizzy.

"Mass .... !!!" Eva suddenly shouted from inside the room. I lazily stood up and walked towards the room.

Arriving in the room I was made more emotional because I saw Eva who seemed to wet almost the entire bed.

"Jeez Eva ....!!! Are you so lazy that you have to wet the bed? Is the way to the bathroom just not able to?!! You're pregnant with Eva, not a cripple!!!"

Eva didn't respond to my words. He even grimaced in pain while holding his plate.

"It hurts a lot ... I don't wet the bed, it's not urine. I can't help it. Looks like my membranes broke."

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I looked at the baby boy on my lap. I'm happy to see it, my boy.

My eyes began to glaze over, not moved by the sight of this baby, but because I saw how Eva had given birth. Honestly, I felt guilty about yelling at him when he was in pain.

Then I remembered Winda. Twice Vinda gave birth and I did not accompany her. Although Winda gave birth surgically, it does not mean he did not experience difficulties and pain. I never stood by him.

I am getting more and more guilty. I would love to run to meet Winda and apologize to him, if necessary prostrate at his feet. So what have I done while being her husband? There ain't! I can only hurt him.

"He's handsome, isn't he?" Eva's voice surprised me. He was still lying weakly on the bed.

"Yes ... But who does he look like?" I looked back at his face. "He looks more like you than I do" I replied as I continued to look at the tiny baby.

"Can't be a baby ... People said that when she was a baby her face was still fickle" Eva replied slowly.

"Yes also ...I've heard that too. It used to be fitting that Keisha baby was similar to me too. But the more here her face looks more like her Mama, almost exactly the same."

I immediately imagined the face of Winda, his nose pointed and also his clean skin never acne. Of course I could immediately imagine her face because she was always on my mind.

"Who's our son's name?" Eva came back to my attention.

Unlike the old Winda, I always talked about the name of our son since he was still in the womb. But not with Eva, I've never talked about anything like that. We rarely even talk. Our business is only bed and money.

"Who would you think?" I thought hard about finding the right name for my son. "I don't have an idea."

"How about Kenzo, or Kenzie? Or Kiano? It all starts with the letter K, just like the brothers." Eva proposed a few names. He even proposed a name whose initial letters were the same as my children and Winda.

"Oh yes ... You are right ... Keisha, Kirana keep him .... Which do you think is best?" I asked Eva.

For the first time after becoming my wife, I treated her as a wife. I want to make up for my guilt for him.

"I like Kenzie" Eva replied with a smile.

"Allah ... Then let's give him Kenzie's name. You likey?" Eva nodded and smiled again. Eva looks so happy.

When Eva got some rest, I left her and the baby in the room. There was doubt in my heart after seeing my son.

Do I still want to go back to Winda or improve my relationship with Eva and maintain my current household?

If I stay with Eva, I can't go back with Vinda. Not necessarily Winda wants to come back to me.

But if I part with Eva, I feel sorry for my newborn son. Eva has nothing and no one but me.

Who do I have to choose?