Forced to endure

Chapter 31

Sinda

Why am I angry just for not being included in Mas Adji's family group. Didn't they not like me all this time? So it's only natural that I'm not considered.

Win ... People if they are under it is like this fate. Not considered and ignored. Being insulted and looked at one eye was common. You shouldn't be offended. Isn't this the first time? Not a lebai effort! Little bit baper!

So my heart says. I strengthened myself over and over again, not taking heart over what they did. Trying hard to treat the people badly to me just because my condition is under them.

I exhaled to neutralize the emotions in my chest. There is no need to be hurt just because it is not included in the family group and not invited to the birthday of her son Maya. It's not something big that has to be tackled.

Now all I have to do is get up.

Her morning...

We had three breakfasts. It just so happened that today I was in the day shift, so I was able to relax a bit.

"Win ... " Mas Adji started calling my name, a sign that he wanted to talk about something serious.

"I really don't know if you weren't put in a family group. Maya made the group a while ago." Mas Adji's sentence is paused.

"I never opened that group ... And about the birthday show I don't know either .... "

"It is already ... Don't talk about it anymore." I cut off Mas Adji before he finished his sentence.

"Yes Pa ... We weren't invited anyway? Keisha wants to see a clown, but Papa is coming home!"

Keisha put on her pouting face. I remember last night he whined he didn't want to be invited home because he wanted to see a clown. He used to see clowns in the mall. But now, going to the mall is just an imagination.

"Tomorrow if Mama has money, we'll make a show on your birthday Kei."

We never celebrated Keisha's birthday. Usually we just blow small candles and eat family meals.

"Really Ma?" I'm nodding.

While Mas Adji was speechless and continued eating in silence. His family disappointed us.

...****************...

Days pass when we are busy. I do not interact too much with the outside world and more busy myself with online sales.

Orderan clothes are increasingly both wholesale and retail. Rupiah coffers are also increasingly collected. But until now I have no intention to stop working in the store even though my online sales have made enough money.

Salary from working in the store I use for daily living. Incidentally also Mas Adji was completely healed and did not need to undergo therapy, so there was still money left.

While the money I sell online I save entirely. I've trained myself not to buy clothes like I used to and to use the money as necessary. Let my old clothes I wear continue, no problem anyway I also rarely go out of the house. What is clear, the principle of frugal life I still apply even though I am not so short of money.

Now I just want to save up so I can rent a stall. The plan, I would stock the merchandise myself and not only sell it online but offline as well. I want to have my own shop.

I told my mother I couldn't pay my debt to her. I'll save first because I need capital. And my mom didn't mind it. Even if I don't pay my debt it's not really a problem for mom, but I can't. I'll pay for it later, when I've managed to have a stall. Pray for your son, Mom!

"Win ... I'm starting work tomorrow morning." Mas Adji ran into the house with a face of sumringah. He just got home from a job interview.

"Where's Mas?" many enthusiast.

"In company X," he answered again with sparkling eyes.

And either reflex or how, we embraced and both laughed happily. Finally good things came to us though slowly.

"But Win ... I don't have a bike anymore so maybe I'll borrow your bike. Or can we just go together?" he asked after our embrace was released.

"You use my motorcycle, I can ride a bike. I'm used to riding a bike now."

Mas Adji looked pondering.

"What else do you think?"

"I don't have any money ... How's the gasoline going to be? Or do you just take the bike and let me ride the bike?"

"You just use my bike, your place of work is far away. Don't think about gas money."

"Are you okay Win?"

"It's okay, Mom." I nodded in convincing Mas Adji.

"Thank you for win."

Mas Adji hugged me again, and this felt very sincere. For a moment we were in a happy mood. This ... it feels like rain in the dry season. Ah ... I started to feel better because of this happy atmosphere.

"Win ... "

"Otherwise Mas?"

"May I ask for one more thing?"

"What's that?"

"Will you go back to sleep in our room? I miss you so much" whispered Mas Adji in my ear.

I knew what he meant, and I just turned my face red. Without saying anything more, Mas Adji pulled my hand and took me to the room. Shamefully cat I resigned to follow the wishes of Mas Adji.

In the morning I woke up without wearing a thread. I looked at the ceiling of the room that I had not occupied for a long time. Then I turned to the side and saw the face of Mas Adji who was fast asleep.

I remember last night we were both hunted by lust which had been held back for months. I even feel very aggressive. I feel ashamed to remember the scene last night.

I pick up my clothes, and go straight to the bathroom to clean myself up. I have to prepare breakfast and provisions for Mas Adji.

"Wake up, today you start working."

I woke Mas Adji after I finished the bath. I shook his arm but he didn't wake up either. Then I opened the blanket hoping he would wake up soon, but I closed it again because he also slept without wearing anything.

"Do you want to win again?" mas Adji's mummified who was awake.

"No! Later you can be late on your first day of work," I replied firmly.

"But maybe tonight I want more" I said seductively.

A mischievous grin appeared on Mas Adji's face hearing my words.

"Well, tonight?!"

I'm nodding.

"But now you have to get up and prepare yourself what you need, because I want to prepare breakfast!"

I remember cooking with tears. But now, I ended up cooking with a very happy feeling. Like the newlyweds who just had their first night.