First Love & Best Friends
Nine
Again and again, I don't know how many times I've dreamed of Fabian in my sleep. I don't know why all this happened to me. What the hell is the meaning of all this. It has been almost 4 months that the dream came and continues to float me.
Think he is also not, actually the origin of the dream from where the hell? dreams can always be present.
Less than two months later, I was in class and ready not to be ready to leave the class that always gives me a lot of memories here.
I don't know, I don't feel like leaving class 8B. I feel like Fabian's presence makes me a whole different atmosphere here. “Ih, what the hell? no way, no..” I look straight.
This morning I went to school as usual. When I entered class, I wanted to continue my PR last night, suddenly Fabian came and wanted to borrow my PR again.
As usual, the tradition of PR contact has become part of me and Fabian when he has not finished working on it. And at that time he borrowed my LKS Mathematics, even though I myself have not finished working on it
“Mi, borrow your PRmu dong” grin Fabian when approaching me on the bench
“Nih Fab, LKSku. Uh jerk, but I still have nothing left unfinished ngerjain” explained.
“Ngak what Mi. I borrow ya” pinta Fabian first.
“He is, we are together with Fab. While pinjem have who gitu” my advice.
I finally borrowed a PR from one of my finished friends.
Afterwards, Fabian sat down next to me doing PR before the bell rang. (Bad habits when doing PR in class).
But one day, I completely forgot to do PR. I immediately begged Irul to borrow his PR, as time was almost in.
“Rul, I borrow your PR dong” my door by welding.
“No, still not. Ngerjain itself dong” reject Irul.
“Ah Irul, plisss! Guarantee ya” my door again.
Suddenly Fabian came to the bench I was on.
“Mimi, I pinjem PRmu dong”.
I looked up when Fabian was going to borrow my PRku.”Well, I haven't seen Fab PRrnya” sadly.
“Rul, I pinjem PRmu dong” pinta Fabian on Irul
“Nih Fab, PRku” said Irul while thrusting his PR on Fabian.
Seeing that, I protested directly.” Well, Fabian pinjem in pinjemin. My time is not?”
But Fabian smiled at me instead.
“I first ya Fab, pinjem PR her Irul” my door by welding again.
“Ngerjain own Mi” Irul command.
“Ih, stingy you” reply me directly looking for more cheat
Because I actually forgot I haven't done it yet and Irul didn't lend me his PR.
Finally Fabian switched to borrowing PR Mathematics on Ari. While I'm still confused who's going to borrow who. When the break arrived, I decided to go back where Fabian was sitting, finally I borrowed PR to Fabian but with Ari's book.
For some reason, ever since I dreamed of Fabian in my sleep. I feel like he's getting better with me. But it was a good attitude and I felt something was different with Fabian's attitude towards me. The nature of what is is what makes me more curious about the figure of a man who always comes in my dreams lately. It feels increasingly unwilling to leave the 8B class is less a few months away. Yes, the class that gave me a million unexpected memories here.
Once upon a time it was on the clock in Indonesian. I had an unexpected turn of events in class. That time, the lesson hour was almost over. In two hours of lessons the Master told one class to complete the LKS which is still lacking.
Coincidentally I complete the shortcomings of LKS stay a little, but when I will collect it again there is still no one to collect. I wait for one of the classmates who collect first, it turns out Fabian advanced first to collect the LKS. Found that I immediately joined the gathering as well. Suddenly Fabian smiled, I was the one who initially used to see Fabian who kept smiling. I thought he smiled at Luna, but Luna did not return a smile from Fabian, I saw Irul also did not return his smile Fabian, Indri moreover.
After realizing that a smile landed on me, I immediately returned a smile from Fabian. It felt strange after getting a sweet smile from her. The blushing feeling instantly churned in my heart, I couldn't help but feel my misbehavior this afternoon.
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In July, when I got to class, I was happy because I went to 9th Junior High. Where this class occupies the last level of SMP which will soon enter SMA.
I enjoyed this 3-week vacation by visiting my daughter Mbah's house in Kendal. But, the dream affair about Fabian still continues, I increasingly do not understand what happened to me until the dream about Fabian still continues until now. Like I'm still sleeping tonight.
I feel like I'm in 8B class. I was in class and was alone, suddenly Fabian came to bring something for me.
“Hy Mi...” greet Fabian full smile.
“Eh, hay Fab” reply me by doing the same.
“Mi, I give you a gift. Met birthday ya” said Fabian while offering a gift for me.
“Eh, Fab my birthday passed in March yesterday”.
“Yeah, I'm late for the card if so. Hmm, yaudah for the memories of Mi” said Fabian sounded disappointed.
“Neither Fab. But thank you for your words and kadonya” said me while taking a gift from Fabian.
“Sama-sama Mi” nods Fabian full of smiles
When I was at home, I opened a gift from Fabian. I'm happy plus excited, because Fabian pitted me against two novels. “Kok Fabian knows anyway, I again like this novel” inner me wondering while hugging the novel.
Finding me excited about getting a novel from her, I told my mom about it.
Suddenly I woke up when someone woke me up, it was already noon. I remember because I slept again. I was shocked when I remembered the dream of being given a novel to Fabian. My chest immediately thumped as I remembered about the dream again.
After that incident, the dream was and again never absent from my sleep. I don't understand what's happening to me anymore. About the more frequent dreams to welcome my sleep.
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Now it's time to go back to school with the title of 9th grade Junior High. The first day after the holiday of the class increase is usually the class division.
I surrounded all the 9th grade rooms, it turned out that I was in 9G class one class with Stefani again, Nurul, Indah, and Rezti. While Rere, Rossi, and Indri are in 9C, Luna is in 9E, and Irul is in 9D.
It turns out that in this 9G class, I'm not Fabian's class anymore. Disappointed to know this, but Fabian is in the 9B class.
A week already I who have been carried away by the foreign atmosphere in the 9G class feel there is something different here. I don't know what I named it. Maybe it's still adapting so it feels like this. Fabian's sudden absence in this class made me feel strange. It's weird with my feelings. Even so, the dream of Fabian still continues until entering the 9th grade of Junior High. I don't know, what makes me remember those 8B years. All the memories of Fabian were recorded again in the brain. I forgot about it, but the memories often bother me.
Even more shocked to find Fabian who used to be kind and friendly to me, now he seems not to recognize me when we were passing. I was like a stranger in his eyes. Finding it, I became a rada ilfill with him.
It feels different to know Fabian who is in the same 8B class now.
One day Fabian and I met again on a nearby bus standing in the back. I suddenly told Fabian”Ihh, arrogant you are Fab.”
Hearing that Fabian turned his head and responded to me with a smile. “Company whatan..”
I sneered though my heart ached to see it change drastically. “Yes Allah, it turns out that the Fabian I know well and amiable is now changing like thismy inner” is sad.
Those memories in Class 8B appeared again in the memory of my brain, not to mention the dream about Fabian still continuing. I felt more pain and pain in my heart. “What the hell am I feeling right now, how does it feel so different. Yesterday I liked Fabian and started to lose him “ my inner feel claustrophobic.
When he and I saw each other again, he just looked at me with a strange look. Yeah, it's weird that Fabian doesn't even know me. When one bus with him again, his attitude was still like that. I've long been upset by Fabian's behavior like this. But one day I was talking, I was asking him about something. His expression I see is still as I know it when we were classmates, full of smiles, fun, and friendly. I felt a little relieved when I discovered that rare occurrence. After the event happened, it felt like it wanted to repeat itself. It kept dancing in my brain.
The next day, I can't wait to tell this to Reredi school. When I was about to tell him this, I saw Rere would also tell me something.
“Rere.... Mimi...” was excited we both compact when I saw Rere crossing the front of class 8A and then laughed loosely.
“Re, I want to tell you” the same story I said while cursing my smile.
“Eh, I also know Mi want to tell you” said Rere also.
“Yaudah deh, you first Mi the story” urged Rere who looks kepo once.
I started telling you about what happened yesterday afternoon when I didn't go home with Rere. The length of width and detail on it, after it was finished it looked like Rere was amused.
“Ciee, finally you talk to him again Mi” amused Rere.
“It's Re, otherwise I'm so arrogant. Rarely talk to him during class 9 SMP this” said me.
“Berih also Mi, he I saw like not recognize you so” nod Rere.
“Iya Re, bummer. Now he's so cocky” pouted me.
After I finished telling Rere, Rere now tells me back about what he experienced yesterday while at Indri's house. I took turns to poke it. It was a nice morning sharing the story with Rere.
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I don't know what I've been thinking lately that Fabian's behavior has changed like it used to be in class. But the desire of the heart wants to greet him back.
At that time, me and my close friends who had felt the class with Fabian during the 8th grade Junior High also felt Fabian arrogant. At first me and my close friends greeted the passing Fabian, Fabian's expression just smiling. But Fabian was silent for a long time.
But while I was still greeting Fabian, I saw his expression smile at me. My close friends were astonished to find Fabian smiling at me when I said”Fabian cocky”. I myself was also surprised to find Fabian's behavior. “Kok when they hit Fabian silent only. But it's my turn to get her smile my inner” is getting confused.
Even though it took me a long time to be upset and decide not to say hello again.
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