First Love & Best Friends
Twenty Four
Since I had a great conflict with Puji until I finally did not become friends with him anymore. Since I wanted to keep my distance from her, the pain still lingered and made me even more annoyed with that pretentious manner of Praise. Somehow, when remembering the painful events it feels like to quickly leave class 11 IS 3. Even though I know there are some friends who still care about me.
This Saturday really made me more emotional with him. How no? This Saturday, on the eve of my second break, my class headed to the Computer Laboratory to learn about E-mail and how to send data to the ICT Teacher.
I finally got a seat turn to check the e-mail and send to the teacher, suddenly Puji ambushed the bench that I had occupied on the grounds of wanting to send an e-mail first. When Puji will do it, it turns out his e-mail failed to continue. While the lesson hours will run out because less than a few minutes. I finally felt bad and started asking Praise. “How do you come from nyelonong. Have you made an e-mail yet?”.
With an innocent and sinless expression, Praise shook her head softly. I was stunned to find that. “How the hell, have not made e-mail already use nyelonong only. This is the lesson hour to end. Huhh” angry me who can not muffle my emotions this afternoon while sitting at the computer desk that was Praise sitting.
Immediately I used the computer in the laboratory room with a feeling of mumps. Friends turned their eyes on both of us. Because I myself feel exhausted with patience with him, when I send data using e-mail finally managed to also enter into the e-mail of my ICT teacher.
While Puji is still confused because the e-mail has not made it either. Finally there was one of the friends who helped Puji solve this problem.
Around 11pm, rest arrived. I immediately left the Computer Laboratory room and returned to the classroom to put the book and stationery into the bag. But my books and stationery have been brought to class. “What do you mean try to do that. Just make more ilfill with the treatment that is looking for attention” sebalku from the heart while stepping out of the computer laboaturium room.
In class, the books and stationery were on my desk. But halfheartedly I thanked him and left the class.
My bad taste this afternoon is really unstoppable again, I immediately told Lenny who was in class 11 IS 4. Classes next to my class. When I came home I told my three friends the same thing
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On the other hand, I still dream of Fabian in my sleep. I don't know what the dream means. I'm increasingly clueless about what I've been through up until now. It felt like the more times I passed each other at school the more Fabian's dreams came to me in my sleep.
My mind always raises a question mark when the dream often appears in my sleep. Like a dream at the end of February, I who accidentally overslept in the room with the position had not had time to pray Isya. And I felt like the dream was real again.
It was New Year's Eve. Suddenly Fabian came to my house and took me away on New Year's Eve.
“Mimi...” call Fabian from outside.
I was shocked to get out of the house and find Fabian outside. I immediately greeted Fabian and told him to come in. But Fabian shook his head unwillingly, I went to see him outside.
“Eh, Fabian. What's up?” my many.
“Events? New Year's Eve usually never leaves the house. Why Fab?” my many.
“I took you out to see fireworks during New Year's Eve there. Want no?” bring Fabian with a smile.
“Hmm, how did Fab” think I was long.
But before long I nodded in agreement omens heeding Fabian's invitation tonight. After coming out tonight, it turns out Fabian took me to a place where people used to enjoy the night of his new year. Arriving there, Fabian and I waited for the turn of the year while standing next to Fabian and Fabian himself sat on his bike.
Exactly at 00.00 aka 24.00 fireworks are lit in the sky beautifully. Soft pink, light purple, and young orange blend in the night sky right at the turn of the year. I was amazed by the colors of the fireworks. “Waww, kerennn” muttered I was amazed while staring at the night sky decorated with fireworks. Really fascinated me.
Somehow Fabian was embracing me while staring at the beautiful fireworks tonight. Suddenly it sounds Fabian said”Beib, fireworks are really good ya”
Hearing Fabian call me “Beib”, I was surprised as I took my eyes off the fireworks and looked at Fabian who was standing next to me. “Beib? You mean Fabian called me Beib what?” my mind is starting to shake. But what I saw was the amazement of fireworks.
I woke up because I realized I had not prayed Isya. Realizing that the incident was a dream, my chest still felt uneasy. Yup, it's not bad and it's pounding right away. My heart was still wondering what that dream meant. I still can't digest it properly. Then I took ablution water to immediately pray Isya.Although my mind is still guessing about the meaning of the dream that just happened.
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Ever since the conflict with Puji, I feel that I have had an archenemy. And since then I've been getting more and more familiar with my friend Lenny who is in class 11 IS 4. Because every break, I visit there. But sometimes I also visit class 11 IS 1 where class Luna and Tyas.
True the saying”Mati one grew a thousand”, I mean this is when one friend disappointed me can definitely replace another friend who is more fun and certainly kind. When Puji let me down, I immediately got a good friend as good as Lenny. Even though I'm with Lenny not as close as Luna, Tyas, and Gazela. But I feel comfortable with Lenny. Slowly I started venturing out by talking to Lenny. From there, Lenny and I started exchanging phone numbers with each other.
But time off because our classroom is being used with class 12 High School for exams. The intensity of the meet is somewhat reduced. But when I go to school again let alone enter the afternoon I meet him more often. There are so many stories I gave to Lenny. My closeness to Lenny made me forget the Praise I used to be close to as well. Because slowly I started to forget and leave Puji.
My closeness with Lenny did not make me forget the togetherness with Luna, Tyas, and Gazela. I feel like more and more friends care about me. But there was one thing that stuck, when me and the three of them were gathering. I was comfortable with Luna and Tyas, but I wasn't comfortable with Gazela. I don't know what the cause is. Because I felt bitter on my tongue when I was talking to Gazela
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