First Love & Best Friends
Lima
The incident happened today during a class meeting after yesterday performing the Prayer Ied at school. Today happened to be finished with his remidium.
I'm the usual out of class and quality time with my best friend Rere. We talked in front of my class 8B. Because we could not enter the class, we usually told about the state of each class and friends in the class. I was so excited that Rere and I talked until I forgot the class situation.
I feel like my friends have entered class. “What do not-do the teacher has entered again” worried me then see the condition of the class through the middle glass in front of me exactly. When I looked inside, there was someone looking at me from outside the glass. It turns out that the one who saw me was Fabian. Yup, Fabian is also looking from the outside. We accidentally looked at each other and after realizing it was the gaze of each other's eyes, we immediately threw our faces away. I was surprised to find that something had just happened.
Shame lingered on my chest, I felt a blush on my cheek because of the recent incident. “Hahh, was I the same Fabian accidentally looked at each other??” I was with a feeling of misbehavior.
After that I immediately turned my eyes and went back to chatting with Rere.
“You why the hell Mi?” rere asked when he got me out of class
“Ouch, Re! I've met the same view of Fabian just now” said I was still a little surprised by the recent incident while whispering into Rere's ear.
“Ciee, Ciee Mimi's. Look at each other Fabian” gelak Rere heard my story.
“Ahh, Rere. I wasn't intentional. Kan do not know just now who was looking out who” reply me with a face that has already blushed.
Seeing my face flashing. Rere smiled mischievously at me. Suddenly I remembered something I still remember today. Yup. about Fabian's dream. But I assume it was just an ordinary dream that I wish it had come once. I haven't dared to tell Rere this. He's my best friend, but I need time to tell you all about this.
It didn't feel like night was coming, it was time to welcome a beautiful dream into my sleep tonight. Before going to bed, I perform the Isha Prayer first. I immediately slept soundly.
Suddenly I felt like I was in a place that was familiar to me, and I was in my own class of 8B. I was talking with Luna to see the arrival of Fabian who had just come and entered the class through my stool and Luna who was in front. Then I asked”Fab, yesterday did not go to school why?”. But Fabian did not respond to my question, he just kept quiet and continued his footsteps to the back bench. I'm afraid Fabian didn't respond to me.
Suddenly, the dawn Adhan was heard from the Masjid Perumahanku. I woke up and was shocked. My heart rippled violently, I experienced something like reality.
When I realized, it was a dream. Yup, Fabian's dream is again in my sleep. Where the dream is exactly the same as the first dream again during the evening of Eid al-Adha. I am still dumbfounded by experiencing this unexpected event, it feels like my brain is full of question marks.”What's wrong with me? How could I dream of Fabian again. Though his mind also did not” my mind wondered again. It's the second time Fabian has visited my dream. I'm increasingly clueless about what's happening in this dreamland. Slowly my heart beat normally, now I busy with preparation to go to school.
Time quickly passed, coincidentally these weeks were on semester one vacation. I don't know what I've experienced until I met Fabian often through dreams.
The various kinds of events that happened in the dreamland with Fabian were really like reality. I can't interpret any of this, let alone describe it. Not to mention the arrival of Vian (a hunk who he said used to be in the 7th grade Junior High like me) in my dream made me even more clueless what was happening to me. “Yes Allah, I dream of two guys at once Fabian and Vian. Choose one of those whom You consider best for me” my prayer tonight after Isha and at bedtime. But as I slept, I dreamed of Fabian again. I increasingly do not understand why the dream is always coming and welcome my sleep continues lately.
Fabians...Fabian.and Fabian who was never absent came to my dream. Since that incident I experienced until now, I did not dare to tell my parents let alone my close friends. And since dreaming of him in my sleep, after waking up I felt tremendous gurgles. Because it happened like reality.
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First semester break is over, now I enter second semester in 8B class. I went to school as usual, but I don't know how I've felt since Fabian's arrival in my dreams. When I met her, I felt an incredible feeling. That means my heart always beats tight when it's next to it or talking. My feelings grew even stranger when I met a bus with him and went to class together.
I also felt that Fabian's behavior towards me was different. I don't know what I'm calling all this.
Now it's time to talk to Luna and Rere about what I've been through lately. It takes time, including telling me everything I'm going through right now. I took Luna to the back near the bathroom to tell her something. Previously I asked permission first to Pandu the class leader with reason to go to the bathroom for a while. Coincidentally when Luna and I left the classroom, I saw Rere in front of my class as well. Then I took Rere and I went to the back.
The three of us stopped near the bathroom. I immediately told them.
“Lun, Re.. You guys are my best friends from 7th grade, I want to tell you the same story about something. But promise yes, do not tell the same anyone used to” my door while pleading with them.
Luna and Rere looked at each other not understanding what I was asking them. But finally they agreed.
“Iya Mi, God willing. Why Mi” nods Luna
“Iya Mi, what story? Come tell us both” urged Rere who looked kepo once.
Before I told my two friends, I was embarrassed to tell them. But they were my best friends from 7th grade Junior High, and I finally told them my secret.
“Hmm..before you guys don't be surprised huh. Know you? I've been dreaming about two guys lately. Fabian with Vian, who do you think I choose?” my story finally
Their expressions were shocked as I told them about it, then turned amused.
“Hahh? How can the Mi, you dream of Fabian same Vian?” shock Rere with a whisper.
“Iya Mi, how can you dream of two people at once” shock Luna as well.
Hearing them being surprised, I just shook my head. “I myself also do not know why the dream came Lun, Re.” I replied with a sigh.
“Cieee, Mimi dreamin Fabian” amused Rere
“Come, Mimi dreamin Fabian. I think anyway, mending you choose Fabian aja Mi. He was white, handsome again” continued Luna who was seen laughing at my story.
“Ahh, you guys are. I also do not understand why the dream was present” pouted me, but my heart was very blushed
I was silent to the support of my two best friends when they chose Fabian. But my heart is full of doubts “Choose Fabian huh? But he was perfect, the idol guy again. It feels heavy. Ah, when I really liked him. Surely he doesn't necessarily like me”. It's really made dizzy with all of this, but I always surrender to God for the best.
“Yes, don't tell the stories first to others” my door on them.
“Iya deh Mi, I'm the same Rere not stories to the others” Luna's smile reassured me.
“Iya Mi, your secret will definitely be safe on both of us” smile Rere too.
“Yes, thank you. I believe in you guys” my smile
“Iya Mi, equally” nod Luna and Rere together
After the session confided near the bathroom, I finally felt relieved. Although still filled with shame. Soon the three of us returned to class. Luna and I were in 8B, while Rere was in 8C.
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As usual after school, me and my two friends Rere and Rossi as usual play. And we're both now playing to Rere's house. Rossi and I went there on foot, although by walking the distance is quite far. But fun. Sometimes take a bus that then pays 500 rupiah because the distance is close.
There are many stories we share about the events in our class. Yup, the three of us split up the class. But our togetherness continues.
This afternoon Rossi and I were playing in the Rere housing estate, Rere housing next to my housing and Rossi living in. While Rossi is still one housing with me. I'm walking with my two friends Rere and Rossi in the house that Rere lives in. Suddenly saw a man who was familiar to me was riding a small bicycle and roving the complex with his bicycle. “Eh, that's Fabian right?” I muttered to them.
When I said that, the guy turned his head and it turned out to be Fabian who was pedaling his little bike quickly. I smiled amusedly at that. In my heart I said “Tomorrow I asked ahh.”. Then my footsteps and my two friends continued.
I really don't understand my own feelings. How no? Since the dream was present in my sleep, I was still half in disbelief, how could I dream of Fabian. “Ah, I actually have a crush on that guy. Though the beginning in the 8B class I always made ilfill to him continue. Now I really like it?? No way, no. Remember Mi, you can't fall in love before my inner pass” while remembering my promise when I first entered Junior High.
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He was very kind to me, especially since that dream came to my sleep. Like this morning that happened to fall on Friday and right on my picket schedule. I happened to leave and go to class with Fabian again. After I put the bag on the bench, I immediately went to take the broom behind, then I swept it from the back and right on Fabian's bench.
“Fab, excuse me. Want me to sweep the dirt that is under you” I said by excuse me.
Fabian looked up and immediately got up from his stool and sat in the back seat where I had cleaned. When I looked down to clean the floor on Fabian's bench, suddenly Fabian offered himself “Sini Mi, let me take aja.”
Fabian's words really hypnotized me, immediately the broom I was holding was handed to Fabian. He swept under his own stool.
While I was still standing near Fabian swept his stool. After Fabian finished sweeping, the broom was handed to me again.
“Iya equally” replied Fabian who immediately merged on Ardi who had been sitting in the back.
When I realized it was a completely unexpected event, I began to be amazed by it again”Fabian very good deh” said me from the heart and continued the picket again until it was finished.
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The next few days, it turns out that in the 2nd semester it has been given a schedule for habituation to the library and Dhuhur prayer at school. But this afternoon when the Indonesian language clock was filled with remidial UAS.
When read the names of friends who will be remedied, thank God I do not follow the remidial. So is Irul next to me. As the Indonesian language clock went on, Irul and I were moved to the back and sat right on Fabian's bench. Seeing that Fabian immediately moved the back seat himself with Pandu.
I saw Fabian seem busy writing something by opening his English dictionary.
“You again what the hell is Fab?” I asked when Fabian was still writing something in his writing and was opening his English dictionary.
“Till aja Mi, nulis-nulis translate doang in buku” cengir Fabian.
I laughed at Fabian's ridiculous hearing. “Lack of your work Fab”
“But this ballpoint pen already want to run out, Mi” Fabian story while showing me that the pen ink will run out.
I smiled at Fabian's ink ballpoint pen which was a little. As I turned around and started chatting again with Irul, Fabian sounded to call me.
“Mi, I have good writing for you” fancied Fabian who will be ready to show me something.
“Eh, what's Fab?” my response while looking back again to respond to Fabian's call.
Then Fabian turned the book over on the last page. He wrote my name in his own book with strange letters that mocked me, finding it I was stunned. My heart rate is pounding.
After Fabian finished writing my name in his last page book, I immediately protested to cover up my misbehavior.
“Ih, fuck you Fab. Delete that my name in your book.”
Fabian laughed in satisfaction even though slowly when I protested my name was written in his book with a variant letter that mocked me.
“As if Fab, delete my name in your book” my door again.
Fabian was still amused to get me to ask him to erase my name on his books with a slightly slashed expression.
“Kok can ya Mi, whereas my pen lives little but can write your name on my book” Fabian said with a smile.
I was still pouting when Fabian said that. “Nyebelin ih, the Fabian. Time yes my name is written like so” my mind feels bad.
Later......
“Come Fab, plisss! Delete that my name in your book” asked me again with a paste.
Hearing me ask Fabian to delete my name on his book, Fabian told me to shut up because his teacher saw us in the middle of a storm and Fabian's book that had my name put in a drawer, “Sstt... diem deh Mi, later caught by his teacher if the storm itself” said Fabian. Pandu told me to be quiet too.
With a heavy heart I relented, while the Indonesian teacher was writing something and did not see any commotion between me and Fabian.Now I turned back and again chatted with Irul.
Luckily the incident when I had a storm with Fabian was not so excited and sounded other friends. Maybe if caught, me and Fabian already mocked the same classmates plus the teacher.
It was heard that Pandu had run out of his written books, then Fabian said that in his bag there was an empty book. He asked me to help him pick up the blank book he had been holding.
”Mi, I ask you please dong grabin blank book dasku” pinta Fabian.
Hearing that I turned to Fabian again and looked for an empty book in his bag. But I didn't find the book, seeing that Fabian asked for his bag to give to the owner. After the blank book was given Pandu, he said to”Lhoh Fab, this is your twin picture.”
I was amused to hear Pandu say that, while Fabian just smiled hearing himself being bullied. Yup, the book is a picture of a monkey bathing in a bath up. Haha.....
I turned back to chat with Irul, suddenly remembering something I asked Fabian.
“Eh Fab, yesterday it was that ride your little bike huh?” tanyaku.
“Yes, yesterday it was me” replied Fabian while nodding.
I was actually amused to hear it, then Pandu asked”Lhoh, you guys are neighbors ya”
I'll answer, keburu answered Fabian”Deketan housing, but enter the alley far.”
“Iya Pan, her neighboring housing” nods me confirming Fabian's answer.
“Ohh, so ya” Pandu response while mangosteen.
When Fabian told Pandu, I interrupted their conversation
“Emang your house what alley?” I asked Fabian.
“BKJ” replied Fabian.
“Iya, I know your house BKJ. But what alley?” ask me again in a whisper.
“Ya in BKJ” replied Fabian by repeating the answer earlier.
While breathing out slowly. I tried to repeat the same question for her in a slow tone.
“Iya Fab, I mean on BKJ road what? What's that alley?” askaku.
“Oh, kopyor” coconut gang replied Fabian.
“Hmm, well that's clear Fab” muttered me slowly while mangosteen.
I talked to Irul again. In class, there was an hour of lessons. When entering the second hour of class I got a turn to the library because of the habituation schedule. Again there I was at a table with Fabian and Pandu after I picked up the books on the shelf. I picked up a book about the teenage world.
While flipping through the books we picked up on the bookshelf, my conversation with Fabian and Pandu continued. It seemed that Fitria was sitting next to me, and Ardi came with a fad to disturb Fitria. Laughter happened on our desk.
I felt strange when the conversation was going on, I don't know how strange it felt. I felt my heart beating fast as I got close to Fabian and was a little clumsy to find this unusual feeling coming up again. “Oh, No! I actually had a crush on him anyway. There is no way my inner ahh” starts to churn indeterminate and continues to reject it.
The second break bell reads, all of us 8B students scattering out of the library room and previously filled the list of attendees there. As usual after putting books and stationery in the classroom, I then looked for Rere to chat with him. I wanted to tell her about the events in class, but the shame still lingered in my heart. “Ah, it took me another time to tell her about Fabian again my inner” while cursing a smile considering the events in the classroom and in the library earlier.
I still did not expect the behavior of Fabian who initially felt bad but made an indistinct smile. But on the other hand I don't want my feelings to get deeper for her, yup.
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