First Love & Best Friends
Fourteen
The next day, I met Puji again. Luna whispered that I would be even more careful with Puji. I got another story about Fabian from Puji. I just kept quiet, even Puji instigated me to forget about Fabian. I still feel very hurt.
But as the day went on, I felt something strange. Because when Fabian smiles at me again, praise me. Even Praise the scene. My feeling is that Praise has been lying to me all this time. I'm getting sultry with the attitude of Praise who only pretends to be good in front of me.“Who was taught whose smile, who was like a hot worm was who my inner” was upset.
Exactly on March 20, 2008, today happens to be the red date on Thursday. Our school held a Field Study to our special Yogyakarta 10th grade High School. Very amusing. When I got to school, instead of meeting friends, Fabian was the one I saw.
I sat on bus 1, while Luna and Gazela sat on bus 4. While Fabian sat on bus 2 and Puji with Tyas was on bus 3. The journey began, we enjoyed the journey to the first destination, Ketep. The trip to Yogyakarta is fun. But there was an unexpected incident that bus 2 went on strike in Ungaran. Finally bus 1, bus 3, and bus 4 waited for information from bus 2 which was following the group of us all. It broke down again and the occupants on bus 2 entered on bus 1. I saw him standing up and stopped me from watching TV on the bus. Emergency so just accept the condition.
Arriving at Ketep, said the companion teacher who entered in the first to see a film about merapi is a group of bus 1 and bus 2. I lined up to enter the Merapi Theater room together with the group from bus 2. I was surprised to find Fabian standing next to me, suddenly I felt Fabian smiling at me and I returned that sweet smile. It does not make because alias make deg-deg serr.
After that our group from bus 1 and bus 2 immediately entered the Merapi Theater room. I really enjoyed my field study this time. After that we continued to see about various kinds of mountains. In the next place, I was reunited with the group from bus 2, the bus that was boarded by Fabian. When everything was recording important things, it turned out that I was a lot left behind from the info described by his Tour Guide on the Ketep.
I finally did not continue to record anymore. When I stood next to Pandu, it turned out that there was Fabian there too. Suddenly I felt uncomfortable, I asked Pandu to bring me my wallet for a while.
“Guide, I ask for a moment please dong. Bring my wallet, because my pants pocket is on the right, so hard” my door.
Pandu seemed to extend his hand for me to ask for help. Immediately the wallet in the cantongi by Pandu, but it did not fit as well.
“Udah Mi, bring it yourself. This is my pocket also does not fit” explained Pandu.
For some reason, I felt like I was being seen by Fabian with a strange look. Not feel GR or how, but my feeling says so. I finally got that wallet again.
In my spare time, I saw Fabian talking to his friend and I saw that he was not with Puji. Then I rebuked him
“Fab, who are you?” my many.
Fabian turned his head as I questioned him, then responded to my question while pointing at his friends one by one” This group of mine, this, this.”
“Ya call dong one by one who aja?” ask me again while holding amused.
“Ah, at most you do not know them. This is Ifan, Okta also” explained Fabian
I'm just a mangosteen who understands what Fabian means.
Elsewhere, his Tour Guide seemed to be continuing his explanation to us again. I did not take notes because the information I got was lacking, I just kept quiet. I actually need the notes, too. Suddenly Fabian took turns questioning me.
“You wrote Geography is not?”
“No Fab, I'm cheating. Because nyontek it's beautiful” my grin.
Hearing my explanation, Fabian gave her sweet smile to me again. Then continue listening to the explanation about the mountain.
After completion of all activities in Ketep, proceed to the next place.But not finished the journey to the next location. The incident appeared again, when bus 3 turned out to experience the same thing that broke down when the bus would come out of the Ketep area. In the afternoon, the trip is no longer continued because it is not possible to continue the journey. The accompanying teacher said that the field study continued for another month on April 20. Finally the journey home accelerated until Semarang tonight. Before the trip continued for dinner while taking a short break.
Arriving Semarang at night, fatigue tonight is very futile. I was picked up and went home without saying goodbye to those closest to me.
Elsewhere, Gazela and Fabian are waiting for their invitation. Suddenly Gazela asked Fabian something.
“Fab, you ever ngajakin Puji keep up to date so?”
Fabian was surprised. “Hahh? Praise the one sitting in front of it? My classmate?”
Gazela.
“Ihh, unclean yes ngajakin update him. Especially until he shoots him. Disgust me” response Fabian with expression uncomfortable.
Gazela laughed at Fabian's expression. “Kok can ya level your girl like that? Still mengingan Rista tahu” gelak Gazela.
“Yes, yes still mengingan Rista. Praise not my level so much” response Fabian
Fabian suddenly picked up his mother, and after that Gazela was also picked up. Their conversation ended then and there.
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The next day, on Monday. Gazela told me about the thing that was told to Puji about the update with Fabian. Gazela told the whole thing down to detail that it was all a lie.
I was surprised to hear the story of Gazela, in my heart there was tucked away a sense of joy and still disbelief. But there's no way I can't trust someone I've known since Junior High. Yup, I have to trust the Fabian I know as a good guy. And slowly I also began to suspect the attitude of Praise who increasingly lied to me in the back.
Almost every day I hear stories from Praise about Fabian in class. It felt like my heart was getting hotter to hear it, but this time I just listened even though sometimes I pretended to suck it up. Praise is increasingly becoming and exaggerating when telling stories about Fabian. I wanted to question what happened last week, but my tongue was still stuck.
While at another time, I was with Gazela and Luna.
I was sad to have to experience this incident, I told Rere about the problem I was facing right now. Rere tried to give me advice and comfort me. My heart still feels tight when I remember the incident. But I remember the story of Gazela that convinced me, actually I also believe what Fabian has said about it. On the other hand, I was a little disappointed and a bit jealous with Gazela's attitude that was too close to Fabian.
A week has happened after it was proven that Puji lied to me.
On March 28, 2008, it turned out that history teachers held mass remidies from grades 10B to 10D. Mass remidias are carried out in the School Hall located on the 2nd floor at the end. I was with Puji and was telling him anything. Still, Puji told me again about Fabian in class. I responded as usual, so that Praise would feel appreciated.
A few minutes later, the History remidial was implemented. Almost an hour of work in the hall.
When I came out of the Hall, Puji asked me to wait for him. I agree to Puji's request. For a long time, Puji and I talked to each other while hanging out in front of the school gate. I see Fabian's going out the gate. At the gate right in front of me and Praise. Suddenly Fabian smiled sweetly again for me in front of Puji. Then I returned the sweet smile of Fabian. Now the evidence is clear, that Praise has lied to me. Suppose they are made, there is no way Fabian smiled sweetly for me and ignored the praise that was with me. When Fabian smiled at me, Puji looked very excited and mocked me with a half-wry expression “Cieee.
I smiled with a blush expression. Then reply to him with words that provoke Puji”Why? You're jealous right?”
Praise suddenly beat me without clear, a sign that he was really being jealous. I was just dumbfounded when I found Puji acting weird on me. “Lhah, who got whose smile? But who's hot as a hot worm?” my inner heroand feel sultry with an attitude Praise me.
After the incident I decided to take a ride and go home. But it felt a little sorry for not asking to cut down Fabian.
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Saturday, as usual, we went home together. I was with Luna and Gazela buying food in front of the school gate. Suddenly my gaze saw Puji approaching me. While I saw Luna and Gazela seem to keep a close distance from Puji who was about to approach me.
As usual, he immediately told me about Fabian again. I just kept quiet when Puji was about to start the story. Praise said, while in class, Tyas, Budi, and Fabian advanced during the Arts lesson to sing. Then Praise to continue the story to me again. “Eh, he was deket-deket me you”
“Your story is a lie, right?” ask directly.
Praise being surprised as I questioned that, her face turned tense. But Puji still dodged and said “Toward, that was the case in class. He who ngelakuin first.”
“Honestly, don't lie to me!” I said immediately urging Puji to tell me the truth.
Praise gets more tense as I urge her to tell me the truth.
“Truly Mi, she deletin me first” lie Praise again.
“Not lie deh” reply I'm getting upset.
“If yes why Mi,” honestly Praise finally. “I also like Fabian” he added by putting on a challenging expression.
This statement of praise this afternoon really left me in shock. My heart ached knowing that the person I thought was my best friend had stabbed me in the back. The person I looked up to was betraying me.
“Means your story has been a lie, all about Fabian it” I'm more upset with the attitude of Praise.
It looks like Puji is lying to me again. I urged him not to lie to me. Finally Praise to be honest.
“Ya, all this time I lied you Mi,” said Puji look challenging again. “I want to make you jealous with Fabian”.
This afternoon I also feel like I want to slap him, uh precisely slap him. But I realized that this was the school area and I couldn't do it, and I finally expressed my intention. As I got up from the school gate, I asked him why he had lied to me all this time.
“Kok you are the same as me? I tried to tell you a lot about everything. But you lied to me why?” I'm getting more upset.
“Emang all this time I always lied to you what?” add me again by feeling tightness in the chest
Praise shakes without commenting.
Then Puji was also moving from there with an expression full of a smile without guilt. He switched my conversation
“Udah yes Mi, I want to go home first. Mendung nih” said to Puji as he passed and sauntered away to cross.
I'm still holding him back, so Praise be honest with me. Seeing that I was being ignited by emotion, Luna and Gazela came up to me who would urge Puji to tell the truth .
Until finally I and my two friends crossed over to straighten out this problem.
“Why? Why are you lying to me?” ask me again by forcing Puji to admit his mistake.
I was stunned in disbelief when Puji said”You're the same Fabian fits Mi. That's why I tried to lie to you.”
An unreasonable reason and nothing to do with lying to me, I was still confused when Puji said that. What do you mean praise? Tightness, heartache, and it felt like being slapped when Puji said that. After that incident, I apologized to Luna. Hearing me apologize to Luna, Luna happily accepted my apology with a smile. My feelings have changed.
On the other hand I now get a valuable lesson about what I've just experienced. Friends like Luna and friends from Junior High are indeed irreplaceable and always there for me. After the incident that Saturday afternoon, I pondered. Something about Fabian. “So all this time, I was bad to think yes. So this is a yes whose name is really jealous and afraid of losing someone. Sorry Fab, I was wrong to think that I muttered with regret. I just this first time felt an immeasurable heartache. Why did I make friends like this again. What used to be painful enough. Now it hurts even more to have lied to me.
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