First Love & Best Friends
Thirty One
A few days later, I still hadn't seen Fabian leave school. There was a feeling of sadness, but I immediately realized that now he had a girl. And indeed lately right with the buming of social media Facebook. I didn't have Facebook at the time, but other friends already had one. I saw in the same friendship on the account that Luna was friends with Wawan. Wawan also became friends with Fabian.
The next day, right the first break. I left class and actually wanted to say something to Wawan. I saw Wawan talking with Ahmad. After they kept quiet, I started asking Wawan something.
“Wan, you're the same Facebook Fabian ya?” ask directly.
“Iya, why?” nod Wawan and ask me back.
“Neither the hell. Don't tell stories if I ever dreamed of him. He's a 12th grader IA 1” story.
Wawan seemed to frown in confusion, then replied”OK deh. Which one is it? That's the one that again stands up for class” asked Wawan while pointing to the child 12 IA 1 who turned out to be a girl.
“Bukan Wan, he again did not go to school kok, because crash” gelengku lirih because my heart is sad.
Hearing my answer so, Wawan's expression was just a beard.
“Yaudah, tomorrow I show you through the SMP catalog book. Coincidentally he was also a Junior High with me” my promise to Wawan.
Wawan agreed. After that, we kept quiet.
I feel close to Wawan, like tonight when SMS ria with him like a ritual every night. Somehow, who had discussed something with Wawan. Suddenly I wanted to remind Wawan
Eh Wan, really don't tell Fabian that I ever dreamed of him.
My message to Wawan via SMS.
Not long after, Wawan replied to my SMS.
Lhoh, Fabi is that guy?
Reading a message from Wawan, I was immediately twisted because Wawan described Fabian a girl. Instantly my drowsiness disappeared because of Wawan. Then I replied with an expression still feeling amused. Although there was an expression of shock and wryness in the heart.
Hahaha, that's Wan.
His name was Fabian not Fabi.
He's a 12th grader IA 1.
Wawan.
Oh, uh, hehee.
It still feels amused when Wawan thinks that Fabian is a girl. If Fabian is a girl, so all this time I have misbehaved the same dong girl. Time yes oranges eat oranges.
He's Wan's guy.
Yasudah, tomorrow I bring a catalog book during Junior High.
He happens to be a student of Junior High
After I answered that. Wawan did not answer my SMS anymore. But I'm still amused by Wawan's description of Fabian's chick.
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“OK deh, later I appointed the person Mi” Pinta Wawan.
“Siap Wan...” cengirku.
A few days later, when Wawan came home from school, he was on standby in front of the class because I wanted to show a guy named Fabian.
“Mana Mi, whose name is Fabian?” ask Wawan.
I laughed when I found Wawan still curious about his name Fabian, immediately I stood beside Wawan.
“Sabar Wan, the person has not passed also” my response is amused while looking around.
Shortly after that, I saw Fabian and Pandu walking through the front of the BK room. I'll show Wawan.
“Tuh Wan's. The guy named Fabian. The tall one was again the same way his friend whose posture was fat” my light while pointing at them from a distance.
Wawan's expression is only mangosteen. Seeing Wawan mangosteen, I still felt amused once then casually asked Wawan.”How's Wan, so you're taking her?”
“Ngaklah Mi. Yasudah thank you. I went home first” said Wawan.
I'm nodding.
“Oke Wan, be careful ya” added me to Wawan, although still tucked in amused taste.
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The next day, me and my three friends, as usual, sat in the buk in front of SMP while hanging out for a while before taking the angkot home. A few minutes later, I saw Fabian with Pandu passing by. And as usual also Pandu saw me and mocked me, I reply to the slithering for Pandu. Fabian seemed to walk behind holding his left hand which had been destroyed by the accident and then turned and smiled at me. I replied with a half-hearted feeling, because I knew that Fabian still belonged to someone else and it just so happened that Fabian did not come home with his girl. When they were far away, Gazela told me in class with an amused expression.
“Today Fabian wrote using his left hand where the writing was not neat. His distress, keep asking for help to me” gelak Gazela.
Hearing Gazela tell a story like that, my expression just smiled wryly and deeply upset.”Bad Gazela, people who have been in accidents are also called. Naturally, Fabian's right hand still hurts. Try you in the position of Fabian, will definitely do the same thing as Fabian right?”
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Since that bitter incident, I have been increasingly disturbed by Dangdung cs which certainly always makes me more emotional. Even more so when Wawan's phone was opened in his inbox and the SMS was full of messages from me. Then mocked me and made a rumor that I and Wawan were nothing. SMS is just a collection of ordinary messages.
But Wawan told me to be patient and not have to respond to Dangdung's taunts cs. “Nevent responded to them Mi” whispered Wawan from the back bench.
I nodded without seeing Wawan. But I salute when Wawan says that to me. “A friend is very patient, not like I always respond to them until tired myself. Rarely is there a guy as patient as my inner Wawan” realize this.
Sometimes I remember the attitude and nature of Wawan in class as reminded again about Fabian in the classroom first time Junior High. Which indeed both have the nature of silence, care, kind, friendly, and what it is. But the difference is, Fabian feels special to me. While Wawan special because he is good to be a friend. Like being stuck between Fabian and Wawan. Actually, Wawan has also come to my dream. I also dreamed that the two men were talking to me. I felt something strange about this incident, even Dian who was sitting in front of my stool described himself that I started to have a crush on Wawan. I was really surprised when Dian said that to me. “I have a crush on Wawan? Where could it be anyway?” my mind is doubtful. But actually Dian's prediction was almost right. At that time I almost had a crush on Wawan who was more worthy of calling a friend. As I pondered Dian's words about Wawan's crush, suddenly Fabian's shadow was nongol again in my mind. I try to forget it. “Yes God, why is this all like this. Who should I choose between Fabian and Wawan? But Fabian himself already has a girl. While Wawan itself I consider my sad friend” considering the plight of events at school while praying after prayer.
Not to mention when I met an old friend who used to take me to SD. He said that Fabian was his ex. Hearing that, my heart grew wry and completely ignorant of how.
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