First Love & Best Friends
Thirty Three
This semester holiday is special for all 12th grade High School classes filled with additional lessons for a week. Because January 18, 2010 has started Try Out Government stage 1. At this opportunity, too, we can wear free clothes as original neat. But, me and my three friends still choose to wear uniforms.
So inevitably have to pursue the material questions to prepare for Terry Out which will later be the material of the National Examination as well. The material is taken from class 10 material to class 11 material. The material almost forgot all of it. But as the material from grades 10 and 11 was discussed again, I finally remembered. Additional lessons at school are only for a short time.
The holidays have ended, and now I enter school as usual to occupy the 2nd semester in the 12th grade of High School. Where will soon take the National Examination and leave the High School. It feels like just yesterday the registration met Fabian, it feels like only yesterday I got a problem that makes me depressed, it feels like just yesterday entered at the beginning of class 12 IS 4 and get friends gokil bin crazy, it feels like yesterday, get to know Wawan and other friends, where just yesterday one class of teachers until angry now has just counted another month to leave this bench.
Early January 2010. On January 4, 2010, like giving new spirit in this 2nd semester. I started to go in as usual again. When I returned from school this afternoon, as usual me and my friends approached all waiting for Gazela who was in class 12 IA 1. Gazela was out of class, so it didn't take long to wait for her to leave. While walking through the 11th grade IA 1, I saw Fabian standing in front of the class. Fabian also saw me and my friends, immediately I say goodbye to him when passing in front of him exactly.”Home Fab...”.
Fabian responded to me with a nod accompanied by his sweet smile. Again and again I was misbehaved once when I experienced the incident just now. Me and my three friends immediately went down the stairs and went home.
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The next day, January 5, 2010. Right home from school too. I was reunited with Fabian when going out the school gate. I, who was talking to my three friends while walking out the second gate, suddenly turned my head because I felt that someone was walking behind me. It turned out that the one behind me was Fabian alone.
“Eh, you turned out Fab” shocked me when I looked back.
”You got home on the Mi bus?” asked Fabian with a smile.
“It's Fab, I want you to anter until home” my candle to Fabian.
“My motor was taken by my sister Mi” Fabian replied seriously.
Hearing Fabian say so, I was speechless. “Deg! Seriously Fabian the response. Though my intention is just to joke he is doang really. If the motorbike is not brought by his sister, so I am actually cut down he dong” my inner directly misbehavior, although actually happy.
I'm getting so clueless behind Fabian's behavior. Why that? because I felt Fabian was weird when he confronted me. Supposedly after finding out Fabian already had a girl, I could move on completely. But it turned out that I could not, once I saw him smile or rebuke me, my heart immediately wavered. I felt, too, that I could not get angry or express any kind of jealous feeling in front of him directly. I can only hold all this in my heart. And the thing that surprised me was when Gazela told me about Fabian breaking up with a classmate Ika. “Hahh? That fast they're going out? Worth it, Fabian greeted me again My inner” was very surprised once. Fabian mean, what the hell is it all about me? I tried positive thinking with all of Fabian's behavior, maybe his sweet treatment all along because he was kind to me. Unconsciously my mind flashback to the era of Junior High when I was in class with him first, how good he was. But why do I suddenly think like this. “Why Fab, do you like grabbing me again? Why are you saying this is all the same to me. If you end up with another girl? Even later I really like you how?” it saddens me to reflect on everything about Fabian's question mark behavior.
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Still thinking about Fabian's strange behavior. “It was good yesterday-yesterday I spared you. Uh, you fuck me again. It's not that I forbid you to smile at me, instead I forbid you to share my part. But I feel why you like taking my heart again Fab, if for example I am considered a regular friend why everything you do to me you do not sell to Luna, Tyas the same Gazela. If for example I was considered an ordinary friend of yours, why when you were the same classmate you never love me a smile again” thought I was incessantly contemplating this all about Fabian's behavior again. My mind constantly found the answer behind Fabian's attitude even though I finally gave up and did not find the answer.
The next day was January 6, 2010. It just so happens to be Rere's birthday too. This afternoon, when I go home from school. Luna and I approached Tyas in class 12 IS 2. It turned out that Tyas had come out first in a pale state, we met in front of the teacher's room. Tyas complained of pain. Finally because there was no seat near the staircase of the teacher room, the three of us sat down in a squatting manner. But I could not stand squatting for long and finally stood up while looking around below, while Luna and Tyas were still sitting there. Unknowingly, I saw Fabian who was going to go to the teacher's room and immediately I pretended to jaim while taking my eyes off Fabian.
But it was too late when Fabian reprimanded me.
“Mi, you're not home?” it was Fabian's reprimand that made me look straight at him with a garnish smile that always landed sweetly at me.
”Iya Fab, I'll be home later. You didn't go home by yourself?” my grin while asking Fabian back.
“Ohh, okay deh Fab” nods me to him.
After Fabian entered the teacher's room. I saw Gazela coming over to us and said she couldn't go home together because there was an addition to Biology.”I already know, from my inner Fabian” while swearing a blush smile. Eventually I, Luna, and Tyas immediately left school to return home.
Again the incident just made me blush and surely my mind was filled with questions with Fabian's strange behavior. I can't smile when I remember what happened.
In the afternoon, I remembered wanting to wish Rere a birthday. I'll call Rere right now.
“Hallo...” I said directly when the phone was connected.
“Hallo.. Yes Mi” response Rere when responding to my phone.
“Happy Birthday Dear Rere. Hopefully add everything for you Re.” I said giving a surprise to Rere this afternoon for my beloved friend
“Ah, Mimi..thank you very much for his words” said Rere pleased.
“Iya Re, equally. Kadonya ya” said.
“Ah, you're just ngrepotin. I just said my birthday was very happy” explained Rere.
“No what dong Re. Oya Re, it was time to go home Fabian nyapa I again tauk” my story on Rere.
“Ciee, ciee in greeting again Mas Fabian. Seneng dong” gelak Rere heard from the phone.
“Ah Rere's. Though I tried to jaim with him, uh reprimanded Fabian. Tetep aja can not sell expensive same he” reply me shy.
“Cieee..the feeling she so keeps the same you Mi. Make me ticklish just hear your story Mi”light Rere that sounds still amused.
“I also don't know Re, why Fabian keeps the same with me. Just make a question mark deh” confided in me while remembering the incident earlier at school.
“Hehee... whatan ya Mi, I myself also do not understand deh” confused Rere as well.
My feelings were really relieved when all my anxiety was poured out on Rere. Yup, Rere never got tired of me talking about Fabian. I am comfortable being friends with him too. It feels very lucky to know and be close to Rere so far.
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