First Love & Best Friends
Twenty Six
I felt something was different when fate brought Fabian together and got to know him so far. Maybe Fabian himself doesn't feel what I'm feeling. Yes, because Fabian's strange behavior always makes me wonder in my heart. Like the sweet smile she always gave me, honestly when the smile was sweet for me without realizing my heart was always beating fast. But, was Fabian aware of that. The thing that always makes me misbehave maybe Fabian also already knew the time when the smile landed sweetly in front of me that always makes me blush. Because when that sweet smile expands for me, I feel like my cheeks are hot. That's how I felt when Fabian's sweet smile never disappeared from my memory.
Today I went home from school as usual. I used to go home with Luna, Tyas and Gazela on the angkot. But this afternoon, I didn't go with the three of them to the comic rental. So I went home first without them. But I also realized one thing. I felt that when I didn't go home with the three of them, I who came home alone accidentally met Fabian who came home on the bus as well. “Tumben Fabian take the bus?” I asked in my heart when the bus was running and drove us to each other's homes. My meeting with Fabian on the bus always made us awkward. Yup, because me and Fabian are both silent. I don't know what I'm going to talk about this afternoon on the bus.
Finally, I ventured to open a conversation with him. Even though I knew it always made my heart beat unisonously.
“Tumben you took the Fab bus?” I asked who was standing in the back.
Fabian looked up as I asked about it. Then Fabian answered my question. “The motor was taken by my father outside the city of Mi”
Hearing Fabian answer so, I was just a beard. But after that Fabian and I kept quiet again until I finally arrived at my house. I was ready to go down, looks Fabian looking at me with a sweet smile decoration. I returned his smile and said”Initial yes Fab”. When I heard my farewell to Fabian, it seemed Fabian nodded back with a sweet smile again. As soon as I got off the bus, a sense of misbehavior immediately rumbled violently on my chest. Yes, I can't hide my misbehavior this afternoon because of it.
A few days later, ahead of the 2nd semester Class Admission Exit on June 2, 2009. I was reunited with Fabian when I got home from school. Yes, because this afternoon Fabian took the bus again and I happened to go home alone again without them both.
At first, Fabian and I were quiet. Like there was no talk this afternoon. Then I opened the conversation with him.
“Tumben don't bring your motor Fab?” my many.
Fabian looked at me, looking like he was thinking. Then respond.”The motor is in my mother's use to nganter my sister check”.
Hearing Fabian respond so, my expression was just that of a mangosteen again like a few days ago when I asked the same thing. Fabian was silent again. But somehow, I wanted to ask Fabian something more. Because tomorrow happens to be holding a Class Hike
“Fab, what room are you in?” ask me to find another topic
“Means?” ask Fabian back.
Fabian smiled to find my behavior like that. While I'm still thinking about what I'm going to ask him.
“What room? Test what hotel rooms to nginep tomorrow time in Bali?” ask Fabian while helping me
After remembering, I asked again. “Tomorrow's test space is Fab?”
“Space 1 Mi tomorrow I” replied Fabian.
After hearing Fabian answer so, I only have a beard. Because soon I will get off the bus, when I arrive at my destination that I want to go down I put a farewell to him first. Fabian's expression nodded with a smile. Then I got off.
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It does not feel that now it has entered the Classroom Ascension Deuteronomy again in the 11th class of High School. Because soon it will occupy the highest class, namely class 12 High School. It feels more and more impatient to leave High School and change status to Student.
On June 5, 2009. Now two days has Deuteronomy Class Increase implemented in my High School. Like yesterday, me and my two friends were waiting for Gazela to leave the test room. Me, Luna, and Tyas were waiting in front of the computer laboratory room where there was a seat like a school gate.
Almost an hour waiting for class 11 IA 1 out and maybe this has been in two hours waiting for our special friend to leave the test room. Saturation began to whack the three of us when class 11 IA 1 had not yet come out of the room. Yes, it's so saturated.
A few minutes later, class 11 IA 1 came out of the test room. Finally the long wait awaited Gazela's room to end. Relieved too after waiting for Gazela's room to come out. The first one to come out was Fabian. I saw Fabian walking alone, suddenly Fabian turned to me with his smile while saying”Home Mi.” .
I was surprised when Fabian said goodbye to me, I reflexively nodded and smiled at him while replying.”Yes Fab”. After Fabian's step away, my heartbeat was irregular and of course it always made me wrong. But I was a little surprised, why the one who was given Fabian's smile was just me. Why not Luna and Tyas. Fabian knows them too, but the one who can smile is always my prayer. When Gazela came down and approached the three of us, my daydreams about Fabian had instantly collapsed and merged into them all. I joined them in a way to divert the conversation and pretend to forget about the incident.
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