First Love & Best Friends

Tiga

The more I get here the closer I get to Fabian. Close because he often pinjem PRku, joking with other friends, and play guessing and long ago also I became a rabbit experiment him. It's clear, when he needs something, he'll tell me.

While other girl friends are a lot. Like this morning on the first break, I saw a full school cooperative because myrr id-students in line to buy LKS. Upon returning from the canteen with Rere, my intention was to buy LKS. But it's still a long line.

Between the dilemma of wanting to enter the class or waiting in line to buy LKS. But I see Fabian and Pandu are also in line to buy LKS.

“Still long ya queue” askaku on them.

“Iya nih Mi, from earlier I also still ngantre” said Fabian while looking at me.

“You also want LKS now huh?” ask Fabian back.

“Iya Fab, have already asked for parental money nih” nod me.

Then me and Fabian were quiet. I went back to talking to Rere, looking like Fabian was chatting with Pandu.

“Mimi, can I buy you LKS? Later change you take nothing deh” pinta Fabian while seducing me.

“Iya Mi, quite you know than the line and the money you can buy candy”sambung Pandu while throwing a grin at me too.

“Okay, how is it? I myself also again queue” raguku.

Unknowingly the first break bell rang, marked the next hour's lesson will be continued. While me, Rere, Fabian, and Pandu are still standby in front of the cooperative to queue for LKS.

“Mi, yuk already. This bell has come in. Later we are here to queue for LKS again” whispered Rere.

I'm getting into a dilemma between still staying at the cooperative with Fabian and Pandu waiting in line to buy LKS or joining the class.

While I see Fabian writing a list of LKS which will be handed over to the teacher who is guarding the cooperative.

“Hmm, Fab.. Pan. I went to class first. I'll buy him a second rest or not tomorrow. Sorry Fab” I told them and felt bad for Fabian.

“Iya Mi, it's okay kok” they replied simultaneously.

Finally Rere and I immediately left those who were still in front of the cooperative. I was in 8B class, while Rere was in 8C. When entering class, it turns out that the teacher has entered first, yup. he always on time to enter the class. Then I followed his lesson. It didn't take long for them to buy LKS.

I saw they had entered late without being given a nagging from the teacher who was studying the subjects in 8B class, it felt relieved.

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But there is a nature Fabian that makes me have to menggelus chest aka patience, because he likes not to connect if asked. This incident will be a Bahasia Indonesia lesson.

I accidentally read Fabian's name in LKS Bahasa Indonesia. I asked him something out of curiosity about the meaning of his name.

“Fabian, what does your name actually mean?” I was curious while observing Fabian's full name at LKS.

“My name is funny Mi, sometimes called Fabi or not Abi same little children in my housing” Fabian response

I was surprised to find that.”I asked him what, he answered if my inner” was upset. I repeated my question once more, but Fabian's answer was the same. “Sabar Mi, patient” my inner while stroking the chest, then back again to the bench itself.

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I don't know what I'm thinking at the moment, suddenly remember the events during the beginning of the 8B class and began to be made ilfill by Fabian. Then remember Fabian's attitude in class to me.

Maybe most people are ordinary, but I feel different. Because I just met the first guy who is as good, as gokil, and as fun as Fabian. Yeah, really.

Since the 8th grade of Junior High, I have been playing with them more and more. Whether it's my house, Rossi's, or Rere's. So often we play together, until we are never separated.

Oya, before I was a girl who had a less than perfect physique.

I mean my right limb is like no other, I'm left-handed aka doing activities using my left hand. Starting from writing, eating, or other activities using the left hand. Even my right leg was walking a bit differently from the rest of the people. I'm like this because when I was 6 months old I was very sick and had a seizure. He was given an injection to a doctor. Seeing how I walked differently from the others, people including my schoolmates were disgusted and felt strange to me, some even dared to ridicule me when they saw me walking. “I don’t care deh with all that. After all they do not understand my history how can this my inner” feel indifferent, even though sometimes there is actually heartache.

I try not to be able to hear their scorn, I am still grateful to be given this age and met with close friends who accept me as I am.

Including Fabian, it was me who just put the bag in class and I happened to be on the bus with him again, then entered the class together. Then I will leave the class to wait for Rere in front of the class. Suddenly Fabian asked me something”Mi, you brought the biodata that was yesterday given by Bu Eni?”

I paused and thought for a moment to answer Fabian's question. “Eh, the biodata that was yesterday given Bu Eni exactly that Fab?” askaku.

Fabian nodded at me. And I remember that biodata, it turns out I forgot to bring it too. “Eh, I didn't bring my fancied Fab” either.

“Sama Mi if it's” bright Fabian too

I was amused when Fabian said so, it turns out his fate is not far away from me and my feelings are relieved because there are friends who both do not carry the biodata.

Then I stepped out and wanted to say goodbye to Fabian, but then Fabian asked me about something,

“Mi, right foot equals your right hand is why the hell?”

I stopped my steps again because I heard Fabian ask that.

With a relaxed and full smile I replied”Oh, this is Fab. I used to be in heat until I had a seizure when I was 6 months old. Continued even injected with the doctor, finally so this deh until now.”

“Oh, so yes Mi” response Fabian while mangosteen.

“Iya Fab...” nod me to Fabian.

After chatting with Fabian just now, I was again amazed by him. It was bright beside the friends who mocked me when they saw me walking because my physique was not perfect.

But Fabian wasn't, he asked me carefully about my physical right. Fabian is a person with a typical good, supple, as it is and never choose friends. Sometimes his attitude sucks for me. That's why I admire him. I'd like to call him “Perfect Boys”.

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This break, as usual I always spend time with the people closest to me. No exception Rere my close friend from 7th grade, because we used to be classmates. Yup. on the occasion of rest the two of us are always together. I don't even care about the taunts from Rere's classmates who saw me walking around a little weird. I'm happy because Rere, Luna, Indri, Irul, Stefani, and other friends don't look at me physically.

I feel calm and comfortable when I get together with them.

After we spent time together, I was going to class because the bell had rung. I slowly stepped on my feet, suddenly someone nudged my legs and my reflexes turned. It turns out that one who did that was Fabian again.

“Ihh, Fabian emang nyebelin really deh” grumbled me to know that.

While grinning the horse, he meredekku”Salah himself already know his nickname elephant still just menuh-penuhin way.”

When I was about to reply, it turned out Fabian had run into class. “Uh, still a child nyebelin banget” grunt me in the heart while stepping foot again towards the bench. I don't know why I feel curious about Fabian's attitude that I can say is mysterious.

But its nature in the classroom is also not bad-bad even quiet. “Aduh, why is Fabian mulu talking about anyway. I may start to have a crush on him again. No...ngak...” tampikku directly. Understandably she's a girl idol, but when she was gossiped with girl friends, I don't know who I feel my heart hurts with.

When did I get jealous and really like him? Am I falling in love with someone I just met?

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