First Love & Best Friends
Satu
Falling In Love? I just heard the term soan. Maybe for those who are on slang anyway already understand what is falling in love and they have even felt dating. Foolish with that term, maybe a girl like me does not understand the understanding of it all.
But over time I just understood that the term“falling in love”it was in love, a happy expression when meeting the person he likes. So I feel so bad. Hmm..but by the way who do I have a crush on? I have always liked men but only liked them. Then once had a crush on a guy whose guy was the guy. Almost perfect I can say, just see him (our classmates).
Although my feelings are not so deep in him and still just feel like it. But as time went on, the classmates found out that I liked him and they told that guy that I liked him. Worse, I was told to shoot. But I was rejected and I couldn't do anything. When she rejected me, I didn't feel so lost that even my feelings were ordinary.
After the incident that guy rejected me, other boy friends in class often bully me more precisely insulting me and mocking me all out. “No pantes you are with him. Ngaca dong! Got glass nak” ketus one of my classmates when knowing it. Or they say”Bas left-handed, where the road tilts again his right foot”. The vow! I was really heartbroken when I listened to them taunt me like that rather insulted me. Even though I didn't make fun of them, I was sad and offended.
Where ever since that guy rejected me, his attitude turned indifferent, no matter what I was called. Even laugh. Yup, I long hated his nature and regretted why I ever liked him.
It turned out that the reason he rejected me was because he already liked my classmates as well. Knowing that, my feelings are ordinary even I also do not have a sense of heartbreak to jealous at all. I think he also has the RIGHT to choose someone he likes. That's why I don't feel lost at all.
While the girl Bowo likes (the guy who rejected me) feels bad for me. I myself cannot do much with all this and can only accept the reality.
But on the other hand, I feel like she's becoming a perfect fit and starting out with girls. I started to feel sick and fed up with his behavior. In the final 6th grade Elementary second, I felt more and more quickly wanting to leave this class. I felt traumatized by the business of having a crush on a guy. Not to mention that I had time to gossip with a friend who happened to be one to pick me up. Yup, I was betrothed by him. As a result of the incident, I was the same friend who was silent when passing each other. Oya, before I was liked by my classmate too, he shot me. But I still love my classmates, too. I don't feel so pretty.
Graduation SD arrived, I was happy because soon I did not meet with those who mocked and bullied me. Especially the guy I used to tax.
I will finally continue to enter Junior High. “Yee, finally I entered SMP also” my excitement knowing that I was declared PASS. I really didn't feel the loss of the guy I used to love, right when Farewell Elementary ended.
After graduating from Elementary School, I focused on enrolling SMP during Elementary School I dreamed of. I don't even care about my friends anymore. Happy was when I turned out to be accepted at Junior High School which I dreamed of.
Early entry Junior High, I don't know what makes me swear in my heart if you don't want to crush guys first and focus on the lesson.
But as time went on, I somehow suddenly was amazed by someone in Junior High. He who is always the fruit of the lips and famous among girls. Yup, Fabian's name.
Once I know that it's the guy. I murmured amazed “Lumayan is also this guy, white yes, baby face really, handsome again. Anyway, cute abis deh. Yeah, his is perfect boys”. Suddenly the feeling of kepo on him appeared (maybe because I was with him often one bus and often my acquaintance named Stefani from class 7B told me about Fabian). Eits, jerks. I initially saw him as arrogant and arrogant (maybe because I can still see his nature from the outside only and we are also different classes). Suddenly illfil and trauma when reminding me of the guy I used to like back in the days of SD.
A few months later, I met the guy on the bus more and more. Either the time to leave or go home, because it happens that the housing is next to my housing. So often one bus. He always comes home with his super cute friends. How not to bummer, when yes I was called “Gajah” by them. Uggh, it really sucks anyway. But I am still relieved because the guy named Fabian is still cool and does not follow ridicule me. “Good also yes he” amazed me again. And my closest friends can also only entertain me”Sabar ya Mi...” that's the empathy speech of friends who listen to me mocked them.
I could only nod softly at them and try to smile.
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A year ago I was in my favorite Junior High School. Not felt after a vacation for three weeks, Saturday all students are time to go to school again because of class division. I, who is now in the 8th grade of Junior High, was looking for a class that I would live in for the next year. When looking for my full name it turns out I was in 8B class, then I looked for the name of my best friend Rere from 7th grade, it turns out he was in 8C, and then I was in 8C, sad to have to split the class with Rere even though the class is neighboring. When I entered the 8B class, I was in the class of Luna, Indri, and Irul.
“Mimi... we finally classmate ya” girang Stefani suddenly when I saw me out again and saw the names on the glass patch class.
“oya? Time anyway?” surprised I still can't believe it and look so innocent.
“Iya Mi, this is my name” point Stefani to me.
After seeing Stefani's name on 8B's list, I followed the excitement. Then I went to class with Stefani and joined my friends.
But I sat next to Luna who was in the second row. While Indri next to Irul who sat in front. Stefani sits in another row with the new boy Fitria. Oya, after I searched my name and sat with Luna it still feels foreign because the feel of the class is still new with new friends also from sharing the class. And it turns out that in this class fate brought me to that idol guy. Who else if not Fabian.
The doorbell rang, I was already in the classroom with friends and was chatting with them stopped, because there is a teacher who entered our class with the aim of submitting a list of names for the absence of my friend who used to serve as class president in class 7 Junior High. Fabian appeared to point his index finger at the teacher and approached him in front of the class for a briefing. After that Fabian began to pass on the names of friends in class 8B one by one.
When it was my turn to be called, I immediately pointed my left index finger, but Fabian was still looking for the name he mentioned earlier. And sure enough, he was still looking for that name. I've raised my index finger again. “It feels like an abstract being I'm my inner” is upset to know that.
Because Fabian still does not see me, finally friends exclaim while pointing at me”This is Mimi..”.
Fabian's vision turned to me sitting in the front row of the second row, when I found out that it was my name. Fabian immediately exclaimed” Oh, this is yes whose name is elephant sitting.”
Hearing that I turned my back, while my three friends seemed to laugh amusedly. “Uh, really nice deh” grunts me.
“Fabiannn, ugly ya you” grumbled I was upset.
Hearing my grunts, without sin Fabian simply threw a horse's grin at me.
“Huhh, really nice turns out this is a person. Just like his friends it” grunts me who feels annoyed. After that incident, I still look ilfill with Fabian's treatment just now.
“Interminated, so during the class of 7 Junior High, he was silent it recorded the mischief of his friends ya” my inner still feel annoyed.
Really, really the first day of entry in the 8B class, it has been irritated by a guy named Fabian. And this is the first time I've felt.
Okay, morning Fabian did me a lot. It turned out that the afternoon of returning home from school repeated itself. This incident happened when me, Rossi, and Tiwi were walking towards the bus stop. Suddenly someone kicked my leg with a small pebble. My reflexes turned, as I turned my head turned out that the one who kicked my leg was Fabian. Yup, again and again he made me do it the second time.
“Hehh, how naughty you are Fab” I grumbled at him while protesting his pranks and I wore a light blow to his back.
The whimper of the horse I got again from him, after which Fabian responded.”Salah himself already know his nickname elephant menuh-menuhin road.”
Hearing Fabian's taunts again, I protested against”Hehh, the wide road gini said I'm pemuhin. Bummer kamu”. When I was about to hit him it turned out Fabian had already run away while fighting without sin.
“Ih, Fabian is really cute. The two times I was ridiculed were the same. On the first day of entering class 8B again” my mind is upset.
Seeing my badmood face, Rossi asked me”Why Mi?”
“Huhh! That's Fabian nyebelin Ros” my snort
“Sabar Mi” entertain Rossi and Tiwi.
I nodded and continued walking with the two of them. It was also the place where me and my friends were waiting for the bus. There I saw Fabian being with his super cute boys. If you get together again. Fabian seemed to care nothing around. I mean he looks indifferent.
After the bus came, we immediately took the bus to be delivered home. Once at home I still feel bad about Fabian. “It turns out that guy is very nice deh” mutteredku.
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