First Love & Best Friends
Twenty Two
Two days after Fabian flatly rejected the ridiculous act. Upon returning home from school, this happened on October 30, 2008. I was going to go to my three friends to come home together. Passing through the front of class 11 IA 1 and happened to cross paths with Fabian who would have been out of class. I felt bad for him after those two days, I thought Fabian was angry and didn't say hello to me. It turned out that my guess was otherwise, Fabian who saw me immediately smiled back at me by raising his eyebrows. The surprised expression I got back from him. Reflexes, I immediately returned a smile from Fabian who always made my heart beat fast. Shame must have fallen on my heart. When I returned a smile from Fabian, I made a surprise.”Lhoh, didn't he say anything about me yesterday? How come I see you smiling so sih”. The recent incident must have made me always wonder in my heart. “What does the smile that Fabian gave me mean yes. Don't understand my inner deh” anymore.
November welcomed me. The beginning of this month must have given me a million beautiful wishes. And ever since that incident, I started to stop lying to Puji. Because I myself also increasingly dislike the attitude and nature of Praise that too. Although Puji has tried to be good to me, but I still feel resentful and lazy with him. I'm getting indifferent, indifferent, not caring about Puji.
For a long time I felt stupid with the absence of Praise in class, it felt very excited when Puji did not enter school. Not that I pray for pain, but it feels lazy to meet people who know my best friend. Almost a semester too, I have known his behavior that was too late. I felt that Puji often borrowed stationery in place of my pencil which I accidentally put on the bench table without my permission. There is absolutely no ethical courtesy. Good, the presence of Praise in class makes me always do a lot of patience.
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Besides, I felt Gazela slowly stabbing me in the back. Yup, the classmate with Fabian in class IA it feels like Gazela was excited to tell me something that makes me hurt because of his closeness with Fabian.
I don't know, it's good from SD. But the more I came here I felt something was wrong with Gazela when she told me at length about Fabian. But I can, moreover, only silence can I accept. Considering Fabian's position is nobody to me. But I feel so sick, I feel like a jealous.
On the other hand Gazela also told me about Fabian who recently had a bad temper since the incident I was instigated by Gazela to make Fabian as “Pacar Pura-Pura ku”. It was so great and so crafty that Gazela told me such a story, as if she was blaming me for all this. Even though the one who has a crazy idea bin is not sane is himself. I felt Gazela slowly wanted to ruin this long-standing friendship. Be clear! I heard the story as it was in the shadow of the sin against Fabian and certainly became more and more upset with Gazela's behavior as well.
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It was not as if November was nearing its end. Tomorrow is November 25, 2008. I was the one who, as usual, went to school. It turned out that there was an announcement that one class in class 11 IS 3 this afternoon held a volleyball remidial. I was surprised to know that too. “Quite right, my UTS value dapet my inner E” is upset.
Afternoon at 15:30 .....
Everyone gathered at the sports ground behind the school cafeteria. Even more surprised there turned out to meet the 11th class of IA 1. Because of its remidials the two classes were put together.
Friends are told to run around the sports field which is quite good area to make feet ache. I was not allowed to be joined by the teacher. Tired of running around, I saw Fabian and Pandu had just arrived.
And it turns out that the remidial sport of volleyball was replaced by putting basketball in his basket while dribbling. But, when I put the ball in the basket, the teacher still forbade me. I finally backed off. Seeing that, Fabian and Pandu were standing next to me and the gurussports.”What are you remidi Mi?” ask Fabian first.
“Remidi Basket Fab”, I replied poignantly, because I still can not participate in sports.
“You remidi what Mi?” ask Pandu alternately.
Fabian and Pandu's expressions were just beards. Then I asked Fabian back. “You own remidi what?”
“Remidi Volleyball nih” replied Fabian as he looked at friends who were in sports.
“Remidi Volleyball Mi..” Repeated Pandu replied the same as Fabian's answer
Half-heartedly, I just looked at my friends exercising until it was over. I actually want to do sports too.
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I couldn't stand the praise in class. It's true what Tyas told me that sitting next to Praise can only make emotions more intense. It feels like I want to hurry up to class 12 High School and not meet Puji again in the same class. If necessary after graduating from High School I do not meet with Puji forever.
This afternoon my class was in the middle of the Indonesian language lesson and the teacher's order to discuss the group. As usual, the group only consisted of those people. I want to feel like I'm also in a group with others.
I'm getting badmood because when discussing ria, who works and thinks of a way out only me and my friend Taufik. While Praise and Budi just keep quiet without thinking about how to solve the problem.
“So much they do not follow the thought. Yes, we think we continue anyway” lamented to Taufik who was writing something from the discussion.
“Judah Mi, just be patient. They were indeed from the first so sih” response Taufik.
Hearing the comments from Taufik, I could only chide in annoyance. Because I think that's so unfair.
The following days I carried this all out half-heartedly, for I think the treatment of Praise was completely out of bounds. Not excited in class. He wanted during the break to visit the class Lenny who was in class 11 IS 4 or not to visit the class Luna and Tyas who were in class 11 IS 1.
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