First Love & Best Friends
Eighteen
The month of May is over, now it is into June. This June is seconds before the End of Semester 2, aka Class Hike Repetition.
Dated June 2, 2008. I got a smile from Fabian again on my way home from school this afternoon. At first, Gazela and I were talking in front of the school gate while waiting for Luna to come out of the gate. Suddenly I saw Fabian coming out the gate with his friend. Unconsciously Fabian also saw me who was still talking to Gazela, then the smile landed again towards me while walking behind his friend and pushing his friend who was the way in front of him.
As usual, a misguided expression twitched directly in my heart. My chest immediately thumped when I remembered the recent incident. “Hobi really Fabian makes me more wrong behavior because of your smile” my inner smile while cursing a smile because it was talking with Gazela.
The next day, on June 3, 2008. It was that afternoon at school. I walked behind him, suddenly I was patting Fabian's backpack while scolding him slowly”Fab..”.
Fabian who was talking stopped and immediately responded to me while looking slowly”What Mi.?”
I was shocked because Fabian knew I was patting his backpack
“Ngak what Fab,” I said while regulating a heartbeat that has been not because of. “Oya, the 5th tomorrow there is a pension lho” I continued to say that to Fabian.
“What permissions?” fabian's response again as he walked.
“SMPs are Fab,” I said. “Ya pensi SD or TK ngajakin you” continued me but in my heart.
“Wah, I can't watch. Kan want to learn even more General Deuteronomy” said Fabian directly
“Hmm, that's it. Who can't get it?” ask me while regulating the heartbeat that is beating this again.
“Parents lah” bright Fabian.
When my friends and I got to the front of the bookstore near the school, we stopped and Fabian would continue on foot.
“Oh, hehee..” cengirku. “First yes Fab” told me.
Fabian nodded and continued walking with his friends. After the incident, I felt strange about how I felt. For some reason, my hand felt all the cold and my heartbeat felt ungodly.
When I got home, I still didn't think. Why the hell did Fabian smile the same I could and without awkward again in front of my friends and friends, my turn negur Fabian even so like this. But Fabian has to start first and always make me misbehave
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June 5th arrives, today happens to be his school holiday. I don't know why, but he said it's a day off because tomorrow has begun to Deuteronomy Classroom. Yup, from 6 to 14 June held a class re-raise. And today I did not go to Pension Junior High first, because it should not be the same parents and told to study at home.
The next day, the Semester End Deuteronomy or Class Ascension Deuteronomy takes place. Almost two weeks to do the Class Ascension Deuteronomy by twisting and turning to meet about.
Two weeks later, in the Seconds of the Semester End Repetition. Dated June 13, 2008. Something funny happened back home from school. Now Tyas who had joined us followed home together, which still there was praise at that time.
I was surprised while holding amused.”Hahh, shouldn't I be asking Fabian that?Not the opposite” my inner wonder. By hiding my misbehavior feelings, I quickly answered”Nnothing Fab”.
After that incident, I still did not think with what Fabian meant. Again his behavior has always made me a question mark. It always rotates in my head.
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Monday arrived, on June 16, 2008. After two weeks of working on the 2nd Semester Final Repetition, me and all my friends entered school as usual.
I left in the morning, it turns out that when the bus came down there were orange colored transportation lined up to take us all to the destination. Coincidentally this morning when going on a transport route that usually passes my school, there are many friends who ride the transportation as well. There are a lot of friends who are on the same school path with me and a lot of kids who are on different paths.
We all immediately boarded the transport and the driver immediately ran the transportation to take the passengers on the transport. But it turns out the direction of transportation is not to turn near the gas station that usually passes the direction of my school, but walking straight.
Knowing this, me and my friends one transport on dumbstruck and surprised. Suddenly one of my friends said
“Lhoh Sir, the transportation is straight anyway. It wasn't like you said you were going through the usual route, right?”
The driver responded. “Iya Dik, angkotnya muter first ya”
Hearing the talk of the taxi driver and one of my friends who was in State High School, I whispered next to me named Ussi about this.
“Fortunately our school class meeting well. So it's kind of relaxing leaving”
“Iya Mi, bener it” nods Ussi justifies.
Finally we the group who were in the transportation obeyed what the transport driver said. Go around while lowering school children on different lines.
After that, our group continued their journey to reach school. When the route was about to reach our school, my eyes shifted to a guy who was none other than Fabian. He was running, probably for fear of being late and I looked at my watch at 07:00.
Upon arriving at school, my friends and I got off the bus and walked towards the school entrance. As I was walking slowly with my fellow travelers, I saw Fabian also walking to my right. Realizing that beside him was me, Fabian turned his head and smiled sweetly at me. I immediately returned a smile from Fabian.After returning a smile from Fabian, a feeling of misbehavior immediately swung at me. My chest is pounding. Fabian has always been, when my friends are off guard with me, that smile is always sweet for me.
The recent incident, always makes me wonder again in my heart about the meaning of the sweet smile from Fabian.
On the other hand, I did not understand my feelings after I was hurt by the lie Praise, I still made friends with him. My heart has hurt so much. While gathering with my close friends, including Tyas joining us.
I chatted with Puji in front of the computer lab, but somehow I felt Fabian looking at me from a distance. I don't know exactly what that means.
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