First Love & Best Friends
Thirty Two
The excitement in class 12 IS 4, made me forget about Fabian who had a girlfriend. Forgot..forget, maybe this way can make me move on from him. Meanwhile, dreams about Fabian have never allowed me to sleep again. This time my burden was reduced. I just live what I'm dealing with right now. My sadness has been replaced by cheerfulness in class, although it is still the subject of bullying Dangdung cs and always makes me rise in blood.
The presence of Luna as my next door plus my best friend from Junior High, made me feel comforted by it and forget for a moment about Fabian completely. In the 12th grade of this High School, I am very grateful to be reunited with friends who are exciting and certainly gokil out. Classes that always make super teachers are very patient to face my class which incidentally always makes a tantrum. Maybe a few years later, I'll miss this classroom.
Class 12 High School is a class at the last moment we wear school uniforms, exclamations with classmates who have been considered brothers, class 12 High School is all I get here. “Thank God so I'm in this class. Although there are some friends who make me emotional and irritated, but there are still people who are kind to me. There are those who understand me and support me” I said in my heart with pride.
Today, proper Art lessons. Very fun, because it does get a pleasant teacher as well and certainly kind. For the weeks leading up to Semester 1 in Class 12 of this High School. He said that the replay of art was replaced with a group drama performance consisting of six to seven people. Like the beginning when it gets a group turn. I'm in a group with Lisa, Dian, Angga, Setiadi, who must have Luna as well. This drama is free. Yup, free to show any drama later. This applies from grade 10 to grade 12. I can't wait for those moments myself.
The following days, the drama group and I discussed the drama performance according to the schedule of the upcoming Semester. Luna wrote the play. My friends and I just followed the story. Later just think about the costume that will be used during the staging, because it does not use too much property.
Besides taking lessons as usual. On the sidelines of free time I memorize the dialogue of the script that has been written by Luna, although sometimes there is forgetfulness with the dialogue.
Busy attending school lessons, busy working on PR, busy memorizing script dialogues for drama, and busy learning made me completely forget about Fabian.
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General Deuteronomy Semester 1 arrives. I do these things as much and as I can. A week of the implementation of General Deuteronomy Semester 1. Left behind the implementation of General Deuteronomy Semester 1, I and the drama group friends discussed again for the determination of costumes. But it turns out there was an incident that I really didn't understand, when I saw Luna silence me in class.
Finding Luna's behavior like that, I wondered even more about Luna's strange behavior. When I asked, Luna was still silent. I was sad and didn't know what to do. When they questioned Tyas and Gazela, they also did not understand what was going on with me and Luna.
Finally I told Wawan again about Luna. I'm really sad. Can hardly concentrate on memorizing the playbook because of this problem. And when I realized something about what I said in the SMS, I was immediately shocked. I was just joking about costumes. Sad, sad, sad. That's how I feel now. Luna kept me quiet until the day the performance arrived. But even though we were in conflict, Luna still helped me with everything. While I myself still feel bad about Luna for this incident. It feels so sinful.
A 12th-grade turn will be a drama. I saw class 12 IA 1 friends were ready with costumes with their respective characters including me and group friends.
My heart wobbled as I looked at Fabian's different appearance by wearing a plain long-sleeved white shirt. “Fabian terribly kece” amazed me unconsciously when he saw it from a distance. Realizing that Fabian already had a girl, I came back sad.”Oh yeah, don't over-exaggerate him. He already has chick” aware I'm directly focusing on my group this afternoon.
When the 12th-grade drama started, I saw their performance was very good. “Great yes, they are smart once acting” amazed me again. I saw Fabian standing at the door of the hall, wanting to ask Fabian appeared. Soon I asked him, not because he was someone I liked but just a friend.
“Fab, what's your role?” ask me to act ordinary.
Fabian who had been engrossed in seeing the appearance of his classmates immediately turned his head when I asked him the question earlier.
I repeat the same question for Fabian. Then Fabian replied with a normal expression full of smiles”My role is the head of household”
Hearing that, I was just a beard. That feeling of awe reemerged in my heart, further amazed when Fabian and his groups came forward to stage the drama. I see Fabian acting is cool too. This afternoon I was really amazed by him even for a moment. But after class 12 IA 1 finished performing the drama, I had forgotten what had just happened or just considered forgetting the real thing.
Waiting for my last class turn made me very saturated, but I have memorized the dialogue that will talk later. Time goes on and now it's my group's turn forward, only half of it has been stopped by the art teacher because of the duration for other friends. After everything was done, our class had a turn to clean the hall that was filled with garbage because the property was from grade 10 to grade 12. Although there are some younger siblings and class friends who follow cleaning. A sense of relief, pleasure and satisfaction felt in my heart this afternoon when I came home from school.
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Usually after the Semesteran General Deuteronomy is completed, class meetings are always held. But this time my school will hold healthy roads and competitions to fill this class meeting time. “Tumben, school no start event. Last years there was no my inner”.
But at this moment, it turns out that Luna still silences me. I'm getting sad to find that. It felt like crying while experiencing this incident on Luna. Hoping that when the day changes, Luna can be good with me again or invite me to tell a long story.
The day of the healthy road at school arrived. I left early in the morning as usual and did not forget to bring change pants for a healthy road event later. When the distribution of shirts that read AEROBIK for healthy roads was divided into two colors with red and blue writing.
Before holding a healthy path, we all do gymnastics first as a muscle warm-up. Once completed, a healthy path is immediately implemented. Walking a long distance made me feel tired. It feels like I want to relax both my legs but it feels very nanggung. Finally I continued walking until I returned to school again with a great state of fatigue. I walked alone without the three of them, my footsteps continued to arrive at the class above.
I walked slowly, suddenly someone called me my classmate to go upstairs together. As my friend and I passed in front of the computer lab room, I saw Fabian who was sitting alone unwinded in front of the computer lab suddenly greeted me with a sweet smile.”Mi...”
I was shocked when Fabian greeted me again. Who had completely forgotten the figure of Fabian, this time immediately remembered Fabian again clearly. “Fabian my negur? Later if caught the girl how?” my panic is in my heart.
But I replied with a smile towards him as well while complaining tiredly to Fabian. “Kakiku pegel-pegel all nih Fab” .
Hearing my complaints, Fabian smiled at me again and I immediately said goodbye to him to go up to the exact 12th grade which was his class on the top floor. After the recent incident, I still don't understand what Fabian meant. My mind always raises the question mark, it feels like it is being grabbed again by him. How not? Because after yesterday - yesterday I was sad to see Fabian street with his girl who turned out to be his classmate, then had tried to forget him, now Fabian greeted me again.”What happened to Fabian? why is she suddenly like this to me again? Honestly Fab, my heart is very sad.” my mind increasingly does not understand what Fabian means. Actually when Fabian greeted me again, I felt wrong again. The memory of Fabian was really recorded clearly again in my mind.
Just today, I got along with Luna again. I immediately apologized to Luna for the costume issue yesterday. Luna finally forgave me.
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