First Love & Best Friends

Twenty Nine

The month of October welcomes, which will soon hold UTS. More precisely just count the days, because UTS was held on October 5, 2009. When looking at the busy UTS schedule, I just looked at the schedule with a feeling of resignation. The first day of UTS immediately got four schedules that made me more dizzy.

Monday night, when I was opening the English book package. A few minutes later, Gazela came and slammed into the house without permission. Finding it, I looked up and saw Gazela walking up to me who was busy reading English books in front of the tv room. Suddenly Gazela asked to borrow an English book, found that I was shocked and protested.

“Ngak exclamation deh, again made to learn as well” as I did when Gazela asked for it.

“Not so Mi the problem, my class has not been able to book”rengek Gazela while pleading.

I thought for a moment and saturate.”If Gazela pinjem would have returned it long ago. But I also need one of his books” .

Looking at me who seemed to think with my own English book package that Gazela was going to borrow, then Gazela showed me a short message from Fabian who asked Gazela to borrow my English package book .”For a moment doang Mi, where I have made an agreement with Fabian in photocopying. Then Fabian asked himself to borrow your book”

Hearing Gazela say that, I was again surprised and I definitely felt wrong. “Fabian turned out to be the one who asked for it. Okelah okay my inner” began to feel the GR-ness and cursing the feeling of excitement in the heart.

I finally gave my English book to Gazela by covering up my misbehavior tonight. “Iya deh this is the book, but a sneak, I also want to learn kali” my message to Gazela.

“Iya, yes.. but I'm here ngajak Fabian yes, do all nganter I go home” cengir Gazela.

Hearing Gazela say that, my heart felt wry and pretentious. “Ih, why did he get here”

Gazela chuckled as I protested so. “Already, I borrow Mi first. I was waiting for Fabian also ini” said Gazela while out of the house.

While my English books were being photocopied by Gazela and Fabian. I opened up other materials. And just opening a book for a second I heard a noise outside the house. “Surely they deh” my inner while moving from the tv room and towards the living room to open the door. There is Gazela and... Fabians. When I open the door of the house and tell them to go inside.

I who was standing in the doorway of the house, they immediately stopped chatting. I saw that Gazela immediately handed me the book that Gazela and Fabian had borrowed to copy.

“Nih Mi, the book I returned. I borrowed it for photocopying”, Gazela said

My expression was only manyun when I picked up the printed book that Gazela handed me.

“Hallo Mi...” Fabian's smile with a funny expression when I see me standing on the porch of the house.

I replied with a blushing smile to Fabian.”Yes Fab” nods at Fabian with a feeling of misbehavior. After that, I felt very awkward. Then just let them in the house.

“Log in first yuk, do not politely find guests outside” invite me to them.

“Eh, outside only Mi” pinta Fabian who is still standing near the motor.

Finally I as the Host relented and met them briefly on the porch of the house.

“We go straight home yes Mi” say Gazela to me.

“Iya Mi, want to learn also” connect Fabian as well.

“Hmm, yes if so. I also want to continue learning” my nod to them.

“Go home yes Mi. Thanks her book” said goodbye to Fabian with a smile.

Soon the motor was powered by Fabian. After the Fabian motorbike was on, Gazela immediately went up and was ready to piggyback Fabian. But there was a funny incident, the Fabian motorbike immediately died when Gazela started riding it. “Rasain tuh, Fabian's motor is not sincerely raised by you” my inner feeling amused to find Fabian's motor died when Gazela rode it.

I chuckled at the sight of Fabian's motor suddenly dying as Gazela rode it. “Severe Fab, your motorbike raised Gazela instantly died” kekehku on Fabian.

When I said that to Fabian, he also seemed to laugh at Gazela. “Iya Gaz, your motorbike goes straight to death. You go home on foot aja” amused Fabian as well while looking briefly at Gazela.

“Ih, Fabian nyebelin deh” grumbled Gazela but was coquettish by lightly hitting Fabian's shoulder.

Looking at the sight of Gazela that looked coquettish to Fabian, I felt annoyed. I tried to laugh in front of them. Soon the Fabian motor was restarted and on again. After that Fabian said goodbye to me again.

“Home Mi” told Fabian to me again with her sweet smile

“Iya Mi, I also went home first ya” said Gazela too

“Yes, be careful y'all” I told them.

As Fabian's bike moved away, I looked like I was swearing at my smile and my arms tonight. Then I who will continue studying tonight almost can not concentrate because I remember the events just now.

After studying, I sleep because tomorrow I have to leave in the morning and continue studying at school. As I slept, I was like Fabian's dream. Yes, Fabian came to my dream again tonight. I don't know how many times he's been in my dreams. But I feel Fabian came to my dream almost three years ago. I actually still do not understand about the arrival of Fabian in my dreams lately, precisely when fate brought me to meet him from Junior High School and continue to this High School.

I realized, my meeting with him must be soon. Most likely I did not see him again when I became a student. Yes, time just goes by.

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In the morning, when I got to school. As usual, the atmosphere of the school still seems quiet and although there are some friends who have left. I can't wait to tell Luna and Tyas about last night. But when they came and I started to retell about the incident last night, it turned out that the unpleasant response I got, I immediately badmood this morning as well and continued my study again until the bell went off.

The second day of UTS is over, we'll be home soon. But when he got home right in the bus, Gazela retold the exact same incident when I told him this morning. I was shocked when Luna and Tyas mocked me. Gazela's expression followed up laughing after retelling about last night's events. I was further irritated by Gazela. It was as if I was content to tell them about last night.

The feeling of goiter and badmood still lingered in my heart. I relented and kept quiet, but my heart felt like crying.”The Bummer of Gazela. They are happy with the same story. What kind of friend is that?” my love in my heart.

While on the bus, I still feel upset with Gazela's behavior when on the transport earlier. I just kept quiet and didn't talk much with Gazela. Suddenly I was silent, Gazela told me about the incident last night when Gazela escorted Fabian home, apparently caught by his girlfriend. Gazela's boyfriend seemed jealous to see Gazela being ushered home by Fabian. Hearing the story from Gazela, my expression only smiled with coercion without commenting. But in my heart it seemed to laugh with all my satisfaction because I felt Gazela had hit the stone by telling me earlier in the transport about the incident last night that seemed to embarrass me in front of Luna and Tyas. “Sukurin tuh, caught with your girlfriend right when piggybacked Fabian. Centil sih” my inner self feels happy.

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But since that night, I haven't seen Fabian in school. That dream was never there in my sleep. It felt even stranger to my feelings of experiencing this incident. Yeah, like there's nothing lacking in my life.”If it's not like this I can quickly move on from Fabian ya” thought I who felt the dream was no longer present in my sleep. But why do I feel like something is missing and lacking. “I really miss Fabian anyway. No way ahh” looks me again in the heart.

It feels bland for a long time, like getting a feeling of worry between wanting to forget and still asking about Fabian.

In class 12 IS 4, I felt like I was given extra comfort with the presence of friends se gokil and se crazy them. I enjoyed the comfort of this class. Not to mention that I became more familiar with Wawan and some other friends who were good with me. Even though Luna and I were never apart.

At the end of October, I was reunited with Fabian when I returned home from school and were both out of the school gate. My steps accelerated and then said goodbye to Fabian without seeing his face. I heard Fabian respond to me while chatting with his friends

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