First Love & Best Friends
The Forty Four
I still reflect on everything I've been through now whether it's about the meaning of the dream that always grabs me and remembers the strange behavior of Fabian from the old class when Junior High to meet again in High School. Sometimes, when I remember it all always makes me smile indistinctly and feel inexhaustible with his behavior that still makes me wonder in my heart. “Cowok who has never been absent in my mind and my dream is only Fabian. Not other guys who just stop by and then go again, that was not invited”.
On the other hand, I myself also feel that the dreams I have been experiencing so far are indeed different from real events. In the dream, Fabian treated me very sweetly and the person was romantic, but in reality me and Fabian were just ordinary friends. Yes, I feel not so familiar with Fabian who is indeed a very good person to me and other senior friends. But I feel the kindness of Fabian feeling very different to the others. Although I know what's good to me is a lot, Fabian is very different. Maybe that's the reason why I still love it, maybe without Fabian's own knowledge.
But in this 6th semester, I was deliberately still repeating the course even though it was time to do the Final Task. In the early 6th semester, I still had not found the title to compile my Final Assignment. When my focus was on the Final Project, almost two titles were rejected by the lecturer. But after deciding to choose a title that I think has not been taken by many of my classmates, it was finally accepted as well.
Almost every day I start Final Assignment tutoring and go back and forth to just borrow a book in my college library or borrow a book in the library that used to be my Work Practice. Completely busy, making me forget about Fabian even though the dream was still approaching me. With college activities and completing the Final Assignment made me serious with Graduation that was almost in sight. Because I want to attend the April 2014 graduation later.
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My current busyness with my lectures and Final Work does not make me forget my close friends, because they always support me to complete everything perfectly. Including Wawan my best friend from High School who still communicates with him until now.
The end of October when my friends graduated, I just congratulated him and would be happy to have graduated first. I was even more excited because my Final Task would be completed, despite frequent revisions and making me almost give up.
November arrived, as usual at my campus there is always an Orenji event in the Luna department. I had the chance to come with Rossi and Gazela. Arriving there, the hot weather broke out. It feels really hot.
When me, Rossi, and Gazela are going to look for food at a Japanese food stand. Gazela asked Rossi.
“You've worked Ros?” ask Gazela.
“Alhamdulillah already, how are you?” ask Rossi back.
“Alright, how are you Mi? Uh, yes yes you have not passed” ledek Gazela while laughing at me satisfied.
“Don't be so Gaz, not good ahh” bela Rossi for me.
“Damn you! Ledekin just keep me let you settle my inner” very upset with Gazela's words that pierced the heart.
“Yes, yes I haven't passed” my snort was upset once.
“Makanya spout kelarin Your Final Duty” ledek Gazela again.
“Again ngelarin Final Task also” reply me ketus.
“Udah What chapter?” tanya Gazela looks kepo.
“Four...” reply me briefly with feeling still upset once.
Gazela's expression was just that of a beard. Furthermore when buying food, the worst Gazela habits are repeated. I was really upset with him today and definitely regretted coming home with Gazela. “Smart once took my inner heart”.
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In late December 2013, my Final Project was finally completed as well and today my Final Project in the ACC. Right at this moment also I was given a surprise from Stefani and Nurul because they gave me an ADA BAND cassette that I had not collected. But my pleasure doesn't stop here, I'm still going to take the Practice Exam before the Trial.
I was really busy preparing for everything. Even I forgot about Fabian for a moment who had disturbed my thoughts and dreams.
In February, I started to get busy with my Practice Trials and after that I took the time to say Fabian's birthday even though I knew his reply always made me feel wrong.
Five days later, I took the Trial. Tense immediately engulfed me, even though I could hardly sleep well until morning because I thought of this. After the Trial was completed, I was declared PASS even though still with revisian. Busy again as it takes care of the signature for the Final Task gear, and licks the Final Task.
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While waiting for my graduation in April 2014, Nurul asked me to be accompanied when distributing questionnaires for the smoothness of the Scriptures. Almost a month has I accompanied Nurul, it feels good when the togetherness took place. Although hot but I myself was very happy, feeling refreshed after a semester struggling with the Final Task and trial exam.
On the eve of graduation, I actually had a graduation briefing this morning. But it turns out I also had an appointment with my two best friends Stefani and Nurul to watch in the cinema. This afternoon, when leaving, it was a welcome rain. Me, Nurul, and Stefani took shelter in front of the TBRS building security guard post even though it was soaking wet there. When the weather subsided, finally the three of us immediately rushed to the Mall where the cinema was even surrounded by flooding, and we decided to turn around to find a way that was not exposed to rainwater. Arriving at the Mall, with wet conditions we three take off their respective jackets.
After the jacket was released, the three of us were excited to know the clothes we were wearing were all purple and then laughed amusedly. Because at this moment, accidentally wearing clothes of the same color.
“Kok can dress the same as gini anyway?” my gel.
“Iya, how can we color our clothes purple” amused Stefani as well.
“Truly, don't expect aja ya” continued Nurul as well.
Since I and my two friends still feel cold, finally decided to look for a warm drink while holding the cold after being exposed to rain water. It was so cold, I shivered. It was also quite time to spend at the Tea Bar where we stopped to warm up, immediately left the place because we were impatient to watch. I took the chair and took the jacket I was leaning on in the chair, but they were indifferent as they moved from their respective seats in the position of the jacket that was still propped up in the chair. I was shocked when they unknowingly left each other's jackets. Then I called out to them and reminded them that the jackets belonged to Stefani and Nurul.
“The package you want to be left so. What kind of table cloth would you like to make?”
Hearing that, they immediately turned their heads and turned around. Aware of his jacket being left behind, they immediately returned to the Tea Bar to pick up the jacket that was still leaning on the seat. I was amused to see their expressions when I realized that their jackets were left behind.
“Sorry yes Ma'am..” grin Stefani while taking a jacket on the chair.
Nurul followed from behind while taking his jacket as well. I laughed at the funny thing while talking. “Besok repeated again ya”.
After that, the three of us still laughed in light of this funny incident. We watched movies in the cinema until night.
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A week later, I finally wore a toga. Pride and joy enveloped my heart when it happened twice. My sacrifices have not been in vain. I still struggle to find a job.
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