First Love & Best Friends
The Nineteen
On Tuesday I went to school again. Well, although there is a sense of saturation because there are no activities in the school. But still lucky because meeting with Luna, Gazela, Tyas, and Puji made me a little entertained and quite able to repel my badmood. The Day of the Rabbi, the time to return the book to school.
The day that made me badmood because it brought 14 package books that were quite thick and very heavy. After arriving at school, it feels relieved because the book has been handed over to the library officer who serves to return the package books from the City Government. The next day just relax.
But that fact shot when Gazela left half of the book to me. He said he would return the package book tomorrow Friday.”Huhh, it sucks that he” my inner self feels bad when I know that.
Friday, June 20, 2008. Today ahead of the raport acceptance of the 11th grade rise. I should have been home today, because I had the package book back. But today I left again, because yesterday Wednesday Gazela left half the book of the City Government that I entrusted to me. It turned out that today was right Fabian's class also returned the book of government also in school. I know because Puji and Tyas both returned the package book today as well.
After they returned the package book from the City Government, they merged with us while chatting as usual. Feeling bored, we went out the gate while sitting there and continued chatting again.
Shortly after, I saw Fabian just coming. When I saw me being with Puji, the motor was stopped briefly in front of the school gate.
“Eh, come in this” Fabian asked me with a smile
For some reason, Praise is like looking for attention on Fabian.” Yes, go in and out dong. Yes Mi”
I turned my head while smiling wryly and nodding at Puji.
“Yes dong Fab, time can't” my gel responds Fabian.
“I went in first yes Mi” said Fabian with a smile again.
“OK Fab” nods me full of smiles as well.
When the motor will enter the gate, Fabian motorbike was hit by a large stone and almost wretched. I immediately removed the big stone, because it harmed the other riders.
After Fabian returned the package book from the City Government, I saw he was out the gate while shaking his friend. Fabian also saw me who was still in front of the school gate with Puji.
“Why are you still here?” asked Fabian while smiling at me.
“No dong, again want to hang out here aja. Ihh, you asked that mulu deh Fab. Nothing else what?” my protest was smiling.
Fabian just smiled as I protested while driving his motorbike ready to continue walking away from school. After that incident, again Puji became excited. I felt sultry when I saw that pretentious Puji.
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Class hikes arrive, holidays for 3 weeks make me feel very saturated. In the 11th grade of High School, I majored in IS aka Social Sciences. And since this class break, I've still been haunted by Fabian in a dream. Though thinking Fabian before also not, but the shadow that never absent from my memory and certainly my dream. I don't know why this happens so often.
Dreams, dreams, and dreams. Unexpected events always come while I sleep. I am confused by what I am experiencing right now. I feel Fabian's arrival in the dream is like a clue, but I don't understand what it means.
The 3-week class break is over. Monday finally went to school. During the class division, I was in class 11 IS 3 and turned out to be a class with Praise. Me and Puji decided to sit down. While Luna and Tyas are in class 11 IS 1, where the class is the superior Social Science class. Gazela is in class 11 IA aka Natural Sciences.”Uh, Fabian majored in IS or IA yes.?” I started to wonder. It turns out that when I saw the list in the Natural Sciences class there was a Fabian name. “Waww, smart also dia” amazed me in heart. It turns out that Pandu is also in the class. In my opinion, entering the Department of Natural Science are geniuses.
Remembering back when I was in the 10th grade of High School, the Guardian of my class offered me a major in Natural Sciences, but I did not dare to enter the department and chose the Social Sciences major. And now I've been in the Social Sciences department. Early entry into class 11 IS 3 is very fun, I blend with the atmosphere of the class. It feels very comfortable, because some of them I already know.
On the first day of entry, already given school materials as usual, introductions to new materials and of course adapt to the new class as well. In this class also my friendship with Puji getting closer, I do not know exactly why my friendship with Puji got along again. Whereas previously me and Praise were having a painful conflict a few months ago. Actually my heart still feels pain with the incident, but somehow I came back good to him again. It was not like it was when the friendship started.
Not feeling the lesson ended, I who went home and followed Praise behind me was walking to the Gazela class who was in the Natural Sciences class and approached Luna and Tyas who were in class 11 IS 1. They walked out of class. I went to him and came home. While walking out of class, I met Fabian and Pandu.
Fabian's reflexes turned towards me and only a smile was thrown at me. A sense of misbehavior immediately swung in my heart. After that, my friends and I decided to go home.
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The first day of the first hour is Math. When the teacher entered the classroom, the tense atmosphere immediately hit class 11 IS 3. Because the famous Math teacher is serious and a little joking. He explained the material in front, after which we gave a class about the book of the City Government. Just going to work at the beginning of the number, it looks like Praise was told to go forward to work on the problem on the board. I support him to move forward immediately.
But the truth is, Puji just kept quiet and couldn't work on the blackboard. Even daydream a few minutes. Because over time, finally Praise was told to retreat and replaced by another.
Knowing that, I asked him. “Kok daydreaming anyway? you can't do it?”
Praji's expression turned wry and just nodded softly at me. Then he told me with a jealous.” expression I dreamed about Fabian last night, he taught you about math. He said’Sini Mi, I teach you how Matematianya that can not’. That's why I can't concentrate”
Hearing the story from Puji, my expression alternately smiled wryly at him. But somehow in my heart says.”Lhah, that's her own dream. Why is his expression weird as I”.
After that, the two of us just fell silent and continued working on Mathematics. But after school, I thought a little about Puji's dream. “Praise still likes it turns out the same my inner Fabian” feels upset.
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On Thursday, as usual when I go home from school. Me and my friends were hanging out in front of the Junior High School, and I saw Fabian and Pandu passing in front of us. As usual Puji's expression changed like a hot worm. I was funny because it turns out Pandu mocked me in front of all of them, hearing Pandu was mocking me. I replied to Pandu's teasing and somehow made Fabian smile at me. My reflexes returned a smile from that sweet Fabian.
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Since high school, Stefani has called me a lot. I don't know if he talked about anything when he called me for a long time, but my communication with Rere and Rossi continues. Actually I also miss the togetherness of Junior High friends first. But be aware of each other's busyness and rarely we meet because of different schools. I wanted to tell Stefani what I've been through lately, but I haven't had the courage to tell her.
When I ended the conversation with Stefani tonight, I told her I was in school with Fabian again. At that time Stefani sent greetings to Fabian, Pandu, and Luna.
A few days later, I saw Fabian in the classroom with his friends. I peeked out of the classroom and called Fabian.
“Fabian..” call me to Fabian.
Fabian looked straight at me. “You can salam”.
“From whom?” ask Fabian.
“From Stefani”.
Fabian seemed to think hard at Stefani. Then say”Stefani who?”
I was shocked and then turned towards Fabian while holding back the feeling of goiter in the heart. “Lhah, time forgot anyway, he's your friend SD first”
“Oh, yes yes..” Fabian response is only mangosteen, whether it's a sign of having remembered or still forgetting.
Then I say goodbye to him while out of class, the feeling of goiter still lodged in my heart when I found out Fabian had forgotten about Stefani. When I recounted the incident, Stefani was shocked and I laughed amused myself.
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