First Love & Best Friends
Ten
In the days that followed, it seemed like fate always brought me together with Fabian. Fabian and I are no longer in class.
Whether in the cafeteria, library, teacher's room. Indeed the name is also one school, certainly meet continuously in the same place with unexpected meetings. I'm the cuckoo, he's also getting cuckoo. Fabian and I were quiet when we met. Even when I heard Fabian was liked by girls, my heart felt really sore. This is the risk of liking idol men in school. “Eh, when I still have the same feeling he did. No way, no. Now his nature changed, unlike him who used to” I looked right after realizing what was bothering my mind.
Because used to be quiet when passing each other, finally me and he were indifferent and did not care. Like not knowing each other. But for a long time I was tired of finding the nature that changed so drastically. There was a desire to say hello, but it seemed like Fabian's gaze was unfriendly.
Meanwhile, I feel haunted about the past that was in 8B class first. Like there is regret.
“He was different from the guys I knew well. Maybe there is a good though not much, but there is no one as care Fabian, as fun as Fabian, as good as Fabian. If he likes me, it's impossible. I think I have ignored my own feelings. Yes, I feel sorry for Fabian's good treatment, which I sometimes ignore. What's wrong with my feelings??” my mind while contemplating everything.
The more I got here, I started to adapt to 9G class. Yes, long-time fun too although not as fun as first class 8B. Frequently gathering and sharing info about anything makes me a little forget about Fabian. Even all about him first. In this class I also met with friends who care with me, friends who are fun too. But if you're a little off guard, my brain wonders about Fabian again. “OMG! He has changed like that, still yes successfully danced in my mind” looks me while making up. Not to mention I dream of it more.
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This morning the weather was cloudy, I took shelter while waiting for the bus to come. Bus like I used to ride with friends. But the bus did not come, even another bus that came at 06.15.
I finally got on the bus which was full of Junior High friends. I accidentally saw Fabian standing at the back. I who was riding from the front suddenly shifted to the back, right Fabian stood up. Where the kernet pushed me up near Fabian exactly. It seems like fate has always brought me closer to Fabian. Finding it, I just quietly resigned to feel the heartbeat that is not good.
Along the way, as usual me and Fabian just kept quiet. I saw only a drizzle from inside the glass of the bus I was riding. It felt like this morning really made me die of lice and feel really clumsy. Very crisp atmosphere from earlier standing next to Fabian just silent, reprimand not a word. “Chat cake, from earlier diem ajakin not talking about me. What statue am I next to you?Very arrogant sih” my inner pity while staring at Fabian's face up close.
When I got to school, I got off the bus. Even though I saw Fabian give up when I passed him first. And walk to school with other friends.
“Mi...” call one of my friends while I'm walking.
I turned to answer the call of my friend who was none other than Yongki my friend in class. But my steps came to a halt as it almost hit Fabian who was walking behind me. I saw Fabian's expression was still like that.
“Iya Yong, why?” my response.
“I borrowed your ballpoint pen dong.Bolpoinku turned out to miss at home Mi” lighted Yongki while grinning horse.
I am amused to hear Yongki say that. “Iya deh, I get it first in my pencil place” nods me while taking a pen in the bag and handing it to Yongki.
“Don't forget to return yes later” my message.
“Iya, relax. Pinjem used to be Mi. Thanks” says Yongki.
Then my footsteps continued until school again and entered in 9G class to put my back bag on the front bench. After that, as usual I joined my close friends who were hanging out across my class while waiting for Rere's arrival.
But almost the bell in, Rere hasn't come yet. When the bell rang, my friend and I immediately entered the classroom to be ready to receive lessons in the first hour. I see the weather still looks cloudy.
When the first break arrived, I was looking forward to telling Rere about the incident this morning.
“Mimi..” call Rere when approaching me in front of 9G class.
“Hay Re...” welcome me with a smile.
“You took the bus this morning which one?” ask Rere.
“Bis as usual Re, but not that spiffy. Which bus did you take?” askaku.
“Sorry Mi, I woke up last night. So take the bus behind him” grin Rere.
“Hmm, there was no you. Oya Re, I was standing right near Fabian tauk” confided in Rere with a veiled expression.
“Ciee. Tuh right Mi, that soul mate will not go where” amused Rere when I say so.
For some reason when Rere bullied me, I blushed in embarrassment.
“Eh, yes. Now he is arrogant when he meets you Mi” said Rere.
“Iya Re, just so cute earlier that” sebalku.
Yup, that's my habit and Rere who always have time to exchange stories when they meet at school. The more we get here, the more we and Rere become inseparable.
I used to tell Rere about Fabian. Yes, since my closeness to him until carried away a dream and even now still tell about it. Meeting him often makes me lazy to greet him again. Finally Fabian and I kept quiet when we met.
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One semester has been missed, now entering the second semester in grade 9 Junior High. Where this class is preparation for UAN. This semester holiday is only a week, because the week is again used for additional lesson hours, because after this next week exactly we 9th year Junior High School students held Try Out Government for 3 days. The walk of our time all 9th grade Junior High was getting busy with the holding of additional morning hours and additional afternoon hours. Not to mention in the preparation class to do the problems for UAN, class photo preparation for the creation of school catalogs, Practice Exams, National Examination or Try Out exercises, until the preparation of prayers together.
Often held Try Out Government and Try Out from school. Makes me completely forget about Fabian's slightly changed attitude. I really focused on learning UAN preparation. We previously held the Practice Exam for two weeks.
But there was an unexpected incident ahead of UAN and UAS, my school held a prayer together after returning home from school this Saturday afternoon. We all shake hands with each other with feelings. Because understand after this graduate most likely did not meet again at the same High School. We 9th grade students gathered in the School Hall.
Before entering the Hall, we were told to take the water first. When I'm gonna sit next to my friend. I was surprised to find my right side turned out to be Fabian. Fabian and I accidentally looked at each other, then the view disappeared when the Religion teacher told me to move to the back. By late afternoon, the prayer together was over and went smoothly. After the afternoon event, I rushed to SD to ask for blessings to the teachers there and all gathered with my SD friends who I hated the atmosphere the most.
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The National Examination arrived, for 3 consecutive days with the subjects of Bahasa Indonesia, Mathematics, and English. 3 days it was the determination of graduation later. Alhamdullilah, 3 days in a row I was given fluency while working on UAN. After that we are still busy with UAS that runs a week. Although there is still a sense of tension in the heart while waiting for the graduation announcement. A month later, the graduation announcement arrived. I was very happy when I was declared PASS and more proud of my class 9G PASS 100%. It feels relieved when it was declared PASS.
Waiting for the school announcement after graduation. Quality time with Rere and Rossi continues. It was so nice to be with them again.
I don't know why, I'm dreaming about it again tonight. I decided to sleep last, because after watching a horror movie on tv. After performing the Isya prayer, I went to sleep.
I felt I was on the bus, I was sitting in the middle on the left bus bench, I saw Fabian sitting opposite me exactly. Then I started to open up a conversation with him.
“You further SMA list where is Fab?” my many.
Fabian turned his head when I asked him that, with a sweet smile decoration he replied” I want to try the list at SMA 5 Mi. How are you?”
I muttered and then responded to Fabian's question back. “ I want to register at SMA 4 Fab. Nyoba aj”
Suddenly Fabian moved in position and finally sat down next to me. I was surprised to find that. Fabian smiled at me.
“Ih, your prank Fab” protest me.
“Ngak what dong. I want to sit down to you Mi”.
Finally so fun to joke with him, until it did not feel the bus until it stopped in front of my housing. I said, Excuse him. But Fabian didn't bother him
“Fab, I want to drop” my door.
I still can't be arrested down.
“Fab, please. I want to go down” my door again
But Fabian still won't let me out. I finally forced myself to get out of there. Suddenly Fabian pouted then moved to the back with friends. When I say goodbye to him, Fabian immediately pees face and looks sulky at me while responding” yes, yes..”.Finding it I just smiled amusedly and shook my head.
I don't know what, I woke up. I realized that the incident had just turned out to be just a dream. My heart was pounding because I remembered the dream. I got out of bed for the Fajr prayer. As usual, I told my dear friend Rere.
We entered the school again with the aim to stamp 3 fingers for the Junior High Degree. When the diploma collection arrived, I did not meet with close friends, but met with Fabian again. I feel until now when I cross paths with him still ilfill.
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