The Way to Find You

Beginning and End

A wedding vow, tied me up as a wife. The beginning of a new relationship, the beginning of a new journey, when two heads try to digest each other about a sense that cannot be the same. About selfishness that must be trained to try to understand. Understand more about real love.not just a beautiful word that is able to fly us by a spoiled seduction.

Real love, when we find flaws in our partner. No need for a regret but understanding, understanding and sincerity to accept. A love that makes us smile, grieve, cry and laugh .But it doesn't change the taste that's imprinted in the heart. A love that is no longer shaken by the storm that comes. Although love is mortal and may change, it remains beside it, holding its hand and leaning on its shoulder until it comes again and blossoms again.

Once in my life, that's what I wanted for a marriage bond. Although I know it is not easy to defend because there will be obstacles that come. But when our hands hold on tight I'm sure everything can go through.

''Honey, how come you're dumb ?" the voice of Ares broke my daydream. The gaze of my eyes that had been staring at the expanse of the sea from behind the window of the hotel room, now looking at the handsome man who always gave me a sense of security and comfort. The man who now hugs me from behind and rests his head on my shoulder.

'' I am happy'' I said as I clasped the hand that was coiled in my stomach. There's no telling just a kiss on my cheek.

'' Sis, Widi's same promise yes.although one day we will be saturated with this relationship. will be bored with this situation.remain hand held Widi never let go. Widi knows there are times when love feels bland. But Widi wants us to restore the sweetness of love together." I said without looking at the face of Ares.

Brother Ares straightened his head with his hands still coiled in my stomach .a kiss on the top of my head.

" we will both go through this. Never have it in our minds to leave each other. Even though love is beginning to erode between us".I just smiled faintly at Ares's words.

We cannot say there will be and the same forever. Because there will be a point where we are saturated in all the flavors that now exist. But by letting go of what is now with a love that is no longer the same.I think it can not be justified.just we meditate and re-grow the love that may be extinct. Watering back love that may be drying up.

A beautiful beginning at the end of the search for love. I just want to be with him today, 'sook and forever. to be in his arms enjoying every second of time pass . Not only for now when love is still as warm as the sun. Until then when love no longer warms the heart . I just want to keep doing this. Enjoy this journey of love in happiness and also in sorrow . Share the complaint when the heart starts to complain. Sharing sweat when the body starts to get tired .

Walk hand in hand, down the beach that still feels cool in the morning . The perfect honeymoon with a special person in such a beautiful place.

" Dear, I'm sorry I can't take you out of the country because I'm not long" said Ares, who is now beside me. holding my hand along the beautiful beach in the morning.

" i love you" he said.

" i love you too. Look into our eyes locking each other up. Dive into the depths of the heart through an eye. A short kiss landed on my lips.

There will always be love to start our day. Still long road stretches ahead . I don't know how many climbs and derivatives we have to pass. Also the twists and turns we go through . This is just the beginning for the story in a new chapter of our journey.

When the wounds that lead me down the road find you.Find the love that loves me for what it is .the love that embraces me with all its shortcomings. My path may not be beautiful when it leads me to find you, but the end is too beautiful to treat all the wounds of the past. Stay by my side, even though you may be tired of understanding me. Stay by my side even though I am no longer the most beautiful. Keep making me your destination to go home, even if I'm no longer charming.

And at the end of the story I found you, allow me to stay with you. Until the time comes, force us to separate let death alone as a separation.

Today I don't need a lot of gushing words let that sense unite us. Grunts each other, all the way.beginning today with a smile. Staring at the sea with the waves. Clear water with beautiful reflections of morning sunlight.

May this morning be as beautiful as the road we will go together. No matter how big the waves that hit may we as solid as the reef, as much as any mistake may be as wide as the ocean we forgive each other . Here witnessed a million beauties of God's creation we want to start treading a new sheet of our lives.

In the tight grip of his hand, gently kissed his lips. Sincere love and compassion, I am ready to tread every trace of our story. With a smile I welcome the bond of our sacred love. Until the moment the dead come.

FINISHED

Thank you for taking the time to read my story . Sorry there are so many typos everywhere. This is also my first writing so maybe the story is less interesting. Also because I'm not just a writer who likes to write. A little bit of what I imagined. If it is not in accordance with what you expect please be informed. And thank you for everything.