The Way to Find You

The Way to Find You
Palau



With a slow car Ares drove on a fairly jammed road. This afternoon he was going to take me home after a late lunch I asked him to wait for his work to finish. And now we're here, in between cars that are creeping slowly.


"Sister.."


" hm, what ?"


"sister is not that, why do I hug Haris?". I asked while looking at the face of Ares who was focusing on the streets.


"I know you have a reason for that", Ares looked at me for a moment."and I believe you.


" if my reason is a lie ?"


" if the love man says it is blind, perhaps I will blind my heart now, when I do not want to tell the difference between honesty or lies. One thing is for sure, I will believe your reason". said Ares without looking at me. I smiled thinly, while looking at that handsome face.


" actually Adrian's wife came to the cafe ". I said, a surprise was seen in the look on Ares's face when the moment the eyes looked at me.


" he hurts you?". he asked worriedly, I shook my head slowly.look me nanar forward." no pain it just a little make my heart a mess, just a little,when he told me a truth I never expected before.


" he said that the child he was born with was not Adrian's, and he asked me to go back to Adrian because it turned out that even after marrying Adrian he could not be happy.


" I know in your heart you still have the name Adrian.because there is no way that love that has been so long can be lost in a short time.and if you are happy with him. I will let you go".


" no brother, I also do not know if I can be happy with him after all his betrayal and for love let this sense disappear with time. And I won't waste my time getting stuck in the past. I will step into the future, with the man who will hold my hand and lead me with his love. What I hope is you".I said as I looked at Ares's radiant face, from the faint smile implied on his lips.


" i will make you really fall in love with me and I will have all your heart for me". she said sure, as one hand grabbed my hand and in her kiss.


Dusk had disappeared in the afternoon, when Ares' car reached my yard.


" stop by first" I bargained after the car stopped.


" tomorrow yes, I want to go back to your house".


" oh, it's okay.Greetings to the same aunt".


I got out of the car. stepped into the house when Ares's car was already driving away from my yard. There was no one in the living room, but the smell of cooking was smelling in my nose, like mama and mbak marni were busy in the kitchen. I immediately stepped up the stairs, towards my room to immediately clean myself up.


A faint song sounded from Lian's room as I stepped foot in front of her room. I put my ear next to the door, make sure what I hear, not usually a Lian plays the song semellow.usually she prefers songs in the genre of pop rock. I pushed the door to her unlocked room. Lian has not realized my existence. He was engrossed in his own world, lying on his stomach with a pillow covering his head.


The song ,Mahen's I missed Luka accompanied him. Maybe the song was also inaudible in his ears because maybe his soul was floating lamenting the turmoil of his heart.


" that's the gala of the deck" I said taking the pillow that covered his head. Lian looked shocked.


" what the heck mbak, just disturbing" he said with a look of annoyance.


" break up?". I asked. Lian got up and sat down cross-legged next to me, who was already sitting on the edge of Lian's bed.


" not yet clear mbak".


" means ?".


" he took a break first, until he went to college, but I have to be faithful to wait for him. yes if he can guarantee he is also loyal.otherwise, equally heart to be disappointed''. he lamented with a shabby look.


" the point is you guys love each other but don't trust each other".


" if I do, how can you believe. who already married aja can be tempted lha this we live a relationship without status".


" yeah ya, do not worry about it. break up, just break it. if the soul mate is also God love the way to bring you together".


" yes, too"


" that's it, because of the love of the time of the song aja lo to change that direction". said me .


" it fits mbak, make a heart that again upset yes mellow song" . sahutnya. I just shook my head. I really like mellow songs. This is Lian, how weird it feels.


" give lo deh, take a bath first". I said as I passed out of Lian's room. And it looks Lian again dropped her body on the mattress. still accompanied by Mahen song with Roses "Madly- unfortunately" duh actually my sister.