The Way to Find You

enough of your heart is not your freedom

Time will not stop, even though the day we pass is not as we expect.time will still rotate .no matter all regret at the disappointing thing. keep appreciating every second of time that passes.do your best, although it may not be the best at least there is no regret because we have tried.

And my time is the same as it goes by, still preoccupied with all the wedding preparations. Pending fittings we have done again. the business of the hotel where the reception has been done. Invitation, catering ,souvernir, we have taken care of.

Today there's an appointment with Meila. I want to involve Ares' sister for this time. I want what's left between them to be done soon. erasing love is not as easy as removing chalk scribbles. but at least there is no more wedge between them. although it may be sincere is a sacred word that I myself have not been able to do. sincere can only happen if the taste has disappeared from the heart.

" cie, Sholihah's wife's candidate" ledeku when approaching Haris who is being served by the idol . Nindie.

" what the hell mbak, this is a professional you mbak same customer" replied Nindi .

" special customer yes Ndi "my god again that makes Nindi blush and pass away.no longer say he left the table Haris, while I chose to sit next to Haris.

" have you come home from work ?" I asked, because it was time to go home from work . I deliberately made an appointment with Meila outside work hours.

" already, Wid can not Nindi go home cepet. want to go this way" said Haris while enjoying his fries. I pretended to think for a moment.

" how can you?, emmmm can, what the hell does not make my friend"

" Nah it dong, it's the best new temen" he said with a smile sumringah.

" yes dong"

Fun to talk to Haris until not realizing the arrival of someone who suddenly sat in front of us.

" brother Ares" I said without intending to move in next to Haris.

" Eh mas," a bit nervous the word came out of Haris' mouth.

" a long time ago ?" stiff but from his gaze the question was fixed for Haris.

" no, back of the office immediately stopped by". Haris' answer is still with a tense look .

" yes to pick up the Yang" as I focus my eyes on the screen hp.

" who ?" ask brother Ares.

" Ninda".

Shut up for a moment, the clumsy Paris is next to me. I'm just being indifferent. I just want Ares to get a little used to my friend. Let him train the heart a little, not necessarily with an excess of jealousy .

" where is Mas's work ?" ares began to speak, let the ice wall slowly melt.

" NG travel mas"

" uh,NG there is a travel as well huh?". asked me curious to look at the son of the founder of NG, kakak Ares .

" it's in Arsya's hands my cousin"

" mr. Arsya is a cousin of Ares's mas turned out"

" yes''

" and he's the son of the founder of NG groub"

" oh, I happen to have never met Mr. Nugraha who said the founder of NG".

" papa rarely goes there ".

The conversation was quite melted, the face stiff and cold Ares began to change a little. The awkward atmosphere was no longer felt. This is what I wanted, my friend could be friends with my partner so no need a word of jealousy.

Finally the beautiful woman who always looks attractive comes. foot level with high heells that step towards us . I stood up to welcome.

"more mbak Meila" I said, shaking her hand.

" afternoon of Widi"

" chat it in the dalem aja ya" I suggested.

" sister, in the room let it be a bit relaxed" I said to Ares' brother who was only responded with a nod.

"Ris, que live first yeah".

" okay, don't forget''.

" yes calm down, I tell Nindi back" said I as I walked away.Ares and Meila who had first stepped into the room, where I and Livi usually relax.

" Ndi, layanin kak Ares same mbak Meila first yes. tanya would drink the same eat what. out of it you can go home"

''seriously mbak ?"

''yes, there are people who want to date he said''my answer made Nindi smile shyly.

I stepped closer to Ares and Meila. still equally silent. There was nervousness on Meila's face, but Ares's sister was just so cute. I chose to sit next to Meila who looked slightly lowered her face.

" gini mbak Meila, I asked to meet because he said Ares will add a little to the concept. So please mbak Meila chat with Ares kak what I want Ares added or fox. I live first".

" excuse me where's Widi going?"

" not anywhere, just a little work that I haven't finished yet.so I'm back in my room first".

" oh, this is cafe mbak Widi ?"

'' kok mbak work, I live first, excuse me ". pamitku who greeted nods and a thin smile on Meila's lips.

It's not a job that makes me leave them . My job is not that busy either. I just want to give them some space. There may still be something Meila wants to say .before Ares really belongs to me .

As good as I am?, no. I am not that good. There is pain that is felt on the side of my heart. The lover we have is still loved by others, quite frankly quite disturbing. But I believe that when the heart is sure to find its owner there will be no other love to fill it . The point is I believe in Ares.

Entering my room, Livi looked seriously at her laptop screen.

" what else is Liv so serious about ?"

Livi looked at me for a moment, perhaps unaware of my arrival and again his eyes returned to the laptop screen.

" the movie, it's really exciting" he replied without shifting his focus.

Shut up, just the sound of conversation on the laptop.I sat in front of Livi while twirling the swivel chair.

" so anxious why ?" ask Livi who sees me can't be quiet.

" Bang Lo is the same as the former" my answer made Livi stop her activities.

" why are you even here ?" exclamation Livi.

" i want Meila to actually be able to let go even though I'm sure I can't if mengikhlaskan.so yes I give time for them to talk a little "

" ah don't understand I'm the same Lo, if he likes the same mas Ares how ?".

" if it depends on Brother Lo, if Abang Lo nanggepin yes means Abang Lo who I need to break up. Lo know, the actor exists not because of the intention of the perpetrator but because there is an opportunity and given the opportunity "my word snobs follow the criminal news jargon.

" yes, if not in the open door where maybe guests come can enter. it does not have a key. who has a key is only the owner ".

" and the key to the door of Ares's heart I have held, if until someone else enters it means he is the one who invites ".

" bener Lo, but as sincere as that lo, not jealous?". probed Livi, with a probing gaze .

" Lo also must know,nyesek what we have still wanted others . but I want to be free Abang Lo, if he still wants to be friends with Meila I am also okay. enough of his heart that I handcuffed is not his freedom.I don't want to deprive him of human rights".

" hahaha .. very stylish Lo vows" .

I smile, shouldn't love be?. At least that's what I think.