The Way to Find You

Maaf

Pensive on the edge of the lake located far away in the suburbs. The clear water brings an aura of peace to me. And again the leaves and flowers that grow wild become a pretty soothing sight to the eye. This place I used to find with Livi during High School camp time and became my favorite place to be alone.

Thinking about my relationship with Ares' brother. There is nothing wrong with this relationship. It's just that maybe I'm too selfish.it's time I improve myself trying to understand and understand. Brother Ares is not me, who will be angry if angry. He would rather keep everything in silence.

The marriage of Ares and I will be done in the near future. Next week, they are planning a proposal. I can't go on like this, maintaining my own ego.Ares and I who have not been in this relationship for a long time, of course, become one thing that makes us not understand each other. but I believe long relationship does not guarantee.in fact I am the same Adrian, 4 years together, I feel I have known him.

Brother Ares, I was close as a pair of lovers not long ago, but I don't know on what basis I'm sure of him.Ares is certainly a good person. and that's my challenge to be more sensitive about her heart.

I breathed in enjoying the coolness of the wind that blew a little. The grass and leaves danced in rhythm with the wind. Calm down, this feeling that will always look at my heart as the cradle of nature greets.

I threw a pebble into the water. Making small ripples on his surface, a faint shadow of a person reflected there was not very clear, as the water was still moving. I looked back, the handsome man who hid his eyes behind the sunglasses. stood glued with two hands in his pants pocket.

" sister Ares, are we here ?''I was surprised to find Brother Ares standing behind me. A faint smile was painted on his lips. There was relief emanating from the look on that face. His slow steps led him to approach me. Sitting next to me who was still staring at him in wonder.

"definitely Livi who told you I was here."

" yes, I just returned to the cafe you are not there. said Livi you must be here as a sister susulin ". soft sound that. I don't know where the cold attitude that he showed at the cafe.

A moment of silence, his eyes were fixed on me as if not paying attention to him. I was still playing with a small stone that I kept throwing into the water.

Wait, dear?, since when .sok sweet really. I hid my smile. chose to silently pretend indifferent.

" sorry brother can not understand you, brother who is too possessive. brother who likes to be jealous does not know the place. sorry for all the shortcomings that you have. brother is only afraid to lose you''. for a moment he searched his words.I was still silent.not that I was angry with him, just wanted to know what was in Ares' heart. Suddenly he took my hand. Gentle feeling, I turned to look at that face.

" excuse big brother Wid, I will learn to better understand you". that shady face exudes real sincerity.

" Widi is not angry kok, Widi is also wrong.the most important thing for us now. learn to accept, learn to understand and also learn to understand. Widi knows Ares' brother who never met with girls. will be disturbed by Widi's friendship. Widi will try to limit herself to friends of the opposite sex"., I said as gently as possible.The warm smile expands on the lips of Ares.

He took me in the arms of Ares.

" thank you dear'' she said with a hand that gently stroked my hair. I didn't say a word, I held my arms. Enjoy this moment with him. Sweet and romantic, with the peace that nature presents that is far from the urban hustle and bustle. A sense of calm was in his warm embrace. Plus the atmosphere of a beautiful afternoon with its evening violet.

We enjoyed the afternoon sitting by the lake. Until the Surya back his complaints.we just left, with hands clasping each other we go down the path in dimness because the night is almost coming.

May forever be like this. walking parallel to each other gives calm. strengthens when fragile, supports when falling. Aresta Bayu Nugraha, the man I wanted to be my life companion, became my last love.