The Way to Find You

The Way to Find You
I've chosen you.



That's what happens along the way. There is a sense of anxiety in my heart. just mention Adrian's name alone is very clear differences in the look of his face.Even now his flat look that I always make fun of with Livi plastered real. instantly gone was a sweet smile and a warm gaze.


But when I decided to choose Ares means I have to be ready to be open with him. Whatever the decision will be, one that I definitely have to tell a story. I believe a relationship will go in the same direction if each other is open. because it will make us to understand each other and fill every deficiency in the couple.


arriving at the apartment, he still opened the car door for me. but there has not been a word said from him. I can not guess what is actually lodged in the head of Ares's sister, Ares, just by a name I mentioned. Too sacred is Adrian's name?. Worry him with my past ?. I don't know.


Long step, no matter me who walked half ran after him.if not in this state I have made sure I will babble from earlier. My height which is only his shoulder clearly affects my steps. because my legs must be shorter than hers.


In the elevator was the same, mute. arrived inside, I was left dumbfounded to watch him go into the room. with pants a little wet I sat on the sofa. bodo very soft wet. anyway the silent mode of the delay. fortunately handsome , dearest again. otherwise, I cardboard him too. I sent to Antarctica. ah why I became my own sewot ?.


Not long after Ares came back with a small towel in his hand.


" cold your hair" he said flatly as he held out a towel . without a word I accepted it.


" just try to look in that room, maybe there's Livi's pants" he continued, pointing to a room.


I moved, towards the room that was pointed Ares. opened the closet there, there were only two short shirts and shorts there. I took shorts to replace my wet trousers. with Ares's shirt as a top makes the shorts I wear almost invisible. semrawut already my current appearance. makeup that has worn off because of the rain, the,furry hair plus a gedodorant shirt belonging to Ares' sister. Let it be, let Ares see how ugly his fiancee is.


" sister" I said as I returned to the living room. found Ares' brother who was busy with a laptop on his lap.So Ares looked at me who was standing in front of him, as he was glued without a word. maybe too shocked to realize how ugly I am right now.


" why ?" I asked him to wake up his attitude.


" beautiful "one word said enough to make my heart want to jump from there.


" so horrible" I said, covering up the true taste. Ares' sister patted the sofa next to her. "sit down !" pinta Ares, I'm sitting next to Ares' brother who has put a laptop on the table.


"drinking the chocolate used to be still anget" he continued. I according to him, suckling warm chocolate that Ares has provided.


" have you met your ex ?" ask brother Ares.


" no" I answered briefly as I put the cup on the table .


" you said, you want to tell me about him"


" geez baby, so I thought I'd meet him behind you ?"


" yes I think so"


" pantes aja silent fashion rumat". I murmured softly. I looked at Ares' brother who seemed to frown at my mumbling.


" what do you want to say ?"


" gini kak, then his mother Adrian to the cafe. he said Adrian sick want to meet me. well I want nanya. according to his good sister how do I ?"


" is it really bad ?" ask Ares, I shrug." Don't know".


"i anterin you meet him tomorrow" said brother Ares who quite surprised me. I think he will refuse raw.


" serious brother?" . Ares nodded.


" there may be something you both need to finish" . I put the cup on the table.


" sister sure ?" ask me again, I don't want any more problems. Ares' sister grabbed my palm, grasped it gently. two clear eyeballs looked at me deeply.


" i've chosen you to be my companion, so I also have to be ready to deal with your past." The words that made me develop a smile, made me embrace her. the more the day the more reason for me to fall and fall deeper, to his love.


" i love you "my light in the arms of Ares.


" love you more".I let go of my embrace, looked in his eyes with a smile that expands on my lips.Ares slowly eroded the distance and kissed my lips . the soft lips of Ares's brother whipped me back.


The pull of my waist stuck to him. made me put an arm on the nape of Ares's leg. The deeper Ares' kiss made me fall asleep. Unlike previous kisses, this time Ares' tongue broke into my mouth. I'm not an innocent who doesn't know how to kiss, I'm not an amateur who just follows a game. finally the hot kiss that made us both lulled .


Feels out of breath, we both stay away.regulate irregular heartbeat.


" have you eaten ?" ask Ares after being able to master themselves.


" not yet".I answered briefly.


" find out the food !"


" hah, which is really aja kak, bajuku kek gini. pesen ajalah eat here".


" outside aja, I'm not afraid of khilaf if here. there is not eating rice, instead eat you" .answer kak Ares makes me glare perfectly.


" sister Ares.


" normal brother dear".if you have spoken normalcy, really who can guarantee nothing will happen - what. I am old enough to understand the meaning of Ares .


"okay, we're eating out, but what's my shirt ?".


" it's easy to stop by the clothes shop".


" yes, pinjem comb dong kak"


" just look in the room "


I entered Ares's room looking for Ares's combs that were lying on the table . tidying up my fine hair. polish my face thinly with the powder I took in the bag and lipstick for my lips.


Back to Ares's sister who was still sitting on the sofa. then I left the apartment with Ares. without changing short t-shirts and shorts Ares went out. his casual appearance actually makes his good looks aura emanate perfectly.