The Way to Find You

Indira

Enjoy a cup of coffee and fries while relaxing on the sofa located in the corner of the cafe. stare at the traffic on the street through the glass wall . Today Livi has not appeared in the cafe, there are affairs with the lover he said.a notification of incoming chat on hpku. The name that is always present in my life every day, brother Ares that name is listed on the screen hp. A small attention just ask what you are doing, or have eaten yet. But something that is actually ordinary but feels extraordinary because this is from the brother of Ares. flat-faced cold man who is now starting to warm up and expression on his face.

" mbak Widi, there is a nyari" Dimas' voice distracts me who is engrossed with hp.

" who's dim ?"

" don't know mbak, another girl is pregnant" said Dimas made me frown.

" Where is ?"

" table number 15 mbak"

" okay a minute"

" yes mbak"

The dimas passed leaving the real me still shrouded in curiosity who was looking for me. I got up from my seat, stepped in search of someone sitting at table number 15. There was a sense of disbelief in what I saw. A beautiful woman who was two-bodied sat down while stirring the juice without drinking it. The gaze was nanar out of the cafe. I approached her with a sense of wonder that still perched in my heart.

" excuse me" I said as I sat in the chair in front of him. That look was on me, a smile that looked so bitter he gave me.

" are you really looking for me ?" I asked in a tone of disbelief, nodding him in response.

" what is it gonna take ?" my many.

" i want to apologize ".

I squinted my eyes. Not believing what I heard. In front of me now an Indira suddenly apologized.

" it may be too late for you to apologize, but I feel really guilty about you. The child I bear is not Adrian's child". Indira gave a pause to his words.Honestly I was shocked, but I tried to hide. I chose silence, letting him continue.

" i framed Adrian so he would admit to this kid, and he wanted to marry me. Because I love him. I think it's all going to end beautifully, I was wrong. I still can't be the woman she loves, even in her sleep your name is in delirium".

I don't know what's going on in my heart. Angry, upset or I don't know what to say.

" i never loaned it and I never want to take it".

" but Adrian needs you. he's broken at the moment, don't take care of the company. take care of himself he has no spirit anymore. I love him Wid, and I want to see him happy, I want to see him happy, I'm happy,and his happiness is you".

" you are his wife, regardless of the fact of the child you bear her child or not.but you are his legal wife, make her love you that much better than I who return to her".

" but what he wants is you're not me".

" he was once a selfish person who suddenly decided on me and married you, now I will be selfish. I have wasted too much time to forget the past. and I don't want to go back to that time, let me put my life on a new page. Whatever happened to Adrian is none of my business anymore".

" but Wid, Aldrian loves you so much. he needs you".

" i also loved him a lot and needed him, but there is no other love here at the moment" I said, pointing at my own chest.

I've been determined to bury all the Adrian stories in my life. Enough pain I think, I just want to be happy. With a new story.

'' Wid "bluffed that word, as Indira's hand looked at my hand.

" give Adrian a chance. I'll be completely out of your lives".

" i'm sorry Ra I can't. Maybe the boy is not Adrian's son, but you guys have done it, right ?" my question made Indira bow.

'' still he has betrayed me, and I will never be able to return to him.

When I began to be able to erode love and replace it with another love.why there must be a reality that makes a pain in my heart. If there had never been this lie I might have been Adrian's mistress without hurting each other like this. God, I just want to let go of this love. I just want to give this whole heart to Ares. I no longer want any worries in my heart.

With a tightness that suddenly wrapped my heart.I walked gontai towards the back porch of the cafe. A hand held my shoulder, making me turn.

" you why Wid?". he asked who saw the tears that had flowed on my cheeks. Without a word I hugged him who stood still glued.