The Way to Find You

Drizzling

The night was framed densely, even the stars were reluctant to peek out from behind the blackened clouds. The moon hid in her complaint. The breeze brought cold air that pierced the skin. I approached the man who was sitting glued to the porch behind my house. Two cups of drink containing two warm chocolates, I put them in front of him.

A charming smile was engraved on the lips of the man who had embraced my whole heart in the warm embrace of his love.

I sat next to him.

" in drinking brother let anget "says me.

" yes, dear thanks" . I just smiled. a moment of silence greeted, there was only the sound of friction of leaves blown by the wind.

My thoughts are still about Meila, why do I feel so guilty. Although I do not know, what really happened between him and Ares. One thing is certain, the love is still visible in the spotlight of his eyes.

" dear, kok diem anyway. why ?" the soft voice came out from the man I once thought I would never be able to love because of his cold attitude. I looked at the man who was looking at me so warmly.

" dry" I replied spoiled as I leaned my head against his shoulder.

" what's up ?" he asked, with his hands stroking my hair.

"WO Aunty Dhiya Recommendin turned out to have your ex''

" Milla ?"

" yes, is there another ex ?" jutek.

" a lot, a former employee, a former driver, a former assistant" Lha kok??, instead she hit me, who likes to answer.

" not funny" I said as I straightened my body.

" what do you do?, if you are not comfortable, change WO only" .

"not an uncomfortable problem, but not a good one . Just imagine the time he was preparing for the wedding event ex , really sick not tuh ?"

" don't think about it, just professional.we are clients, he's a service provider".

" but inget sis, who hurt him is you".

Don't know why it feels like discussing the ex was sad. pantes anyway that Ares' sister also does not like if I joking around with the name of the ex. There is a sense of pity on Meila, because I also know the pain. when the person we still love turns out to choose someone else . but on the other hand there is a sense of unwillingness, there are still others who love our partner.

"Darling, the brother ". Ares's feet cupped my cheeks. Our gaze met. "the story is different between you and Adrian and Meila's sister. from the beginning Meila already knew how the feeling of sister to him. she who means to us try each other. in the end she also realized the feelings of sister who can not change."

"meaning?" I cringed confused.

Brother Ares took his hand off my cheek, prying his breath slowly. Then he leaned his back against the back of the chair.My eyes were still focused on him. Waiting for an explanation from his lips.

" Meila was a pretty good friend Deket with the older sister from High School.Sister realized there was more attention he gave to sister. Until that time he ever expressed his feelings, she said,but he couldn't accept it and he knew why. When we never met in college.until one day we met again.he asked my status was still single . and he offered to us to try to establish a relationship. he said he would make me love him, but in fact after 6 months of walking. my heart can not change.maybe if it continues it will remain the same. when he knows my heart still can not love him, he said,he chose to retreat.not the brother who left him, but we agreed to part . if only the body of the brother was with him wouldn't it hurt more ?".

" Meila is beautiful, the physical perfection she has. Why can't sister love her ?".

"Sister is not a person who easily falls in love, and once in love turns out brother can not forget it. even though the person he loves does not assume the existence of a brother and until the person he loves ,choosing someone else you can not forget and unfortunately you can not hate it".

" and that guy was me ? " guess I'm full of confidence. Sure enough nod Ares' head as the answer.

" but the fruit of my brother's patience is, I will be the last for you" . continued Ares while grabbing my shoulder and taking me in his arms .

" thank you, brother" I said as I leaned against his chest.

" for the ?"

" excellent love".

There's no answer just a gentle kiss on my head that he did. Silence, we choose silence. enjoy the beating of our heart. with the drizzle that begins to fall, as if to water our heart garden . to grow flowers that bloom beautifully . No one ever knew this love would lead to where in whose heart it would flower.

" i love you" whispered Ares' sister in my ear.Simple words yet made my heart flower.

" I Love you too" I said, with a big smile. turned my face up and I gave a brief kiss on Ares's cheek .

who avenged Ares with a kiss on my forehead.ah, I was really in love with him.

For people who are in love crazy, time goes too fast.I may have been sitting alone for hours with Ares's sister here .but when I had to separate it was not willing.

" sister want to go home ?" I asked who really wanted to be by his side.

" already malem darling. Can you nginep in your room ?" seductress Ares whispered in my ear.

" ih, kakak mah ganjen". the laughter of Ares' brother with his hands ruined my head's hair.

I'm driving Ares' sister to the front door. I wanted to embrace that body and not let it leave me.

" sister came home first" said Ares.

" be careful, brother ".

" yes "sutuannya brief, then a brief kiss he gave me on the cheek.

" good night, dreamt brother yes" . he continued. I nodded.

" good night too, I miss "my reply.

Still with a drizzle down, I took it off. when Ares' car no longer seemed to me back in. I seemed to have missed him again. ah, really crazy !!!.