The Way to Find You

ending what has ended

After convincing Ares, he finally wanted to continue the plan today to visit Adrian. With a parcel containing some kind of fruit in my hand, now Ares and I walked in the hospital corridor. looking for the room where Adrian was in the care of. It didn't take too long to find him, because he was treated in the VIP room.

" it's a pity that I wait outside aja ya" said Ares after right in front of the door of Adrian's nursery.

" sure ?, I'm alone with Adrian ?. I don't want ya, then you become angry unclear ".

A moment, looking at thinking.

" yes, come in" .

Surprised me sometimes with this one human behavior.Jeal sometimes feels sweet because it feels loved, but sometimes too sad, if not in place. But do not change my love for him, let him with his shortcomings, with the lack of him still means he still needs me to complete it.

I knocked on the door in front of me, Adrian's weak voice letting in. I pushed the door slowly. There was a tinge of cheerful smile adorning the lips of a man who now looks so thin with a messy appearance. elongated hair, hair that grows on his face was not shaved . as if the one on the bed wasn't the Adrian I knew.

" Hey Dri !" my broom as I stepped closer, the smile widened

" Wid," only that word was spoken, but when the sound of steps that followed me entered, made Adrian turn to look at the door.

" how are you Dri?, yesterday met Auntie said you were sick ". I spoke uncaringly to Adrian who was staring intently at Ares.

" as you can see'', he answered with a hostile look on his face, staring at Ares .

" i put here the fruit" I continued to put my luggage on the table.

" thank you"

Without permission I sat on the chair at the side of the bed.no words were spoken from the lips of Ares's sister. Adrian's gaze shifted to look at me.

" thank you Wid, you want Dateng".

" same".

" What pain ?" not from my mouth, but from the lips of Ares's sister .the one who is now standing beside me with the glasses she has taken off.

" stomach "short Adrian.

" oh, may the spit be healed" . the pleasantness of Ares

"thanks"

Really awkward atmosphere. It felt like this aura was gripping. I'm also confused what exactly to say . It was easier to curse Adrian than to act like everything was good - fine.But seeing the current situation is really sad.

Some moments our mouths were locked.mute with our own thoughts. Suddenly Ares' voice rang.

" dear, I'll pick up the call first.I'll wait outside ya" said Ares.

" okay"

" let's mas" she said only to Adrian's nod.

after Ares' departure, Adrian began to speak.

" who is he ?".

" sister Ares, my future husband" I said casually. Surprised expression, that's what I caught from Adrian's face. He tried to get up and sit on the back of the bed.

" you, will get married?" . That face turned sad.

" there is no chance for me anymore " said Adrian, I shook my head while saying "we are done Dri"

" but my love is still the same for you Wid".

" the hardest thing in a relationship is separation and the hardest thing in love is letting go and letting go. I've been in that phase. now I don't want to feel that anymore. I love Brother Ares". I said as I stared at Adrian's pale face.

" sorry, sorry for all the wounds I've inflicted . for all the pain I've given you. I'm sorry I wasted you. I'm sorry for all the stupidity I've done to you ."

" i'm sorry, I don't want to live a life of hate all my life".

" after this, can we still be friends ?"

I smiled, not as an answer yes, but it was strange if the ex became a friend.

"it is enough to be people who know each other only. enough to greet each other if one day we cross the same road. Adrian nodded slowly.

" rise Dri, do not live in the confines of the past. we can not possibly restore what has happened. the road ahead is much longer".

" mama who told you ?"ask Adrian who understands my direction.

"yes"

" without you, can I still be the same person ?" a question that was more directed to himself.

" with or without me, life will go on".

" thank you Wid, have already stopped in my life". Adrian said with the same eyes as before.

With this drama going on, am I really as calm as it seems ?. No, my heart ached.even though it had faded and was faint yet there was a sense that was still lodged there. But I won't let this taste come back. Enough is enough, time to end the one that has ended .

" Wid, I want to talk to your future husband, can you ?"

" okay, I call first". said I. it turns out quite a long time ago Ares left the room.I left Adrian out of the room. seen Ares's sister who stood leaning against the wall.

" sister "called me. Ares turned his head and approached me.

" has it been ?" i'm shaken.

" Adrian wants to talk".

" what is ?" I shrugged my shoulders.

" just go in".I asked as I took his hand and led him inside.

No more unfriendly looks from Adrian's eyes.just a smile that expands on his lips . Adrian reached out with an incomprehensible look, Ares welcomed Adrian's hand.

" safe, said Widi soon you are getting married".

" thank you ", said Ares.

" keep Widi, don't hurt and disappoint her, don't be a fool like me . I'm sure you're the right person for her.

" it must be "as short as that, Ares replied.

I never thought, Aldrian would say that. I am also glad I heard it. No longer want to linger, Ares and I say goodbye leaving a prayer for Adrian . hopefully soon healed.