The Way to Find You

Togetherness

" get up, wake up, wake up" the voice that swore to make me rise in blood. Not to mention the throw of the pillow that fell right on my face.

"Liaaaan" cried I who found my brother laughing. I immediately stood up to her. pushed her body to the ground.

' It hurts" Lian grumbled as she stood up.

" anyways have a sister is not polite. wake up people do not use ethics"

" mistake also at this hour of sleep"

" are you tired of not knowing ?"

" no, it's not Lian who fidgets". she replied, who had displayed an ignorant face.

My sister this one is too naughty late. But it's his mess that will make me miss my 4-year-old sister.

" basic rese" I said as I shook her head and passed to the dresser.

" assets nih mbak, play toyor aja.nih if my brain gesrek,mbak must be responsible" grumbled Lian who moved to sit on the bed.

"The foundation of your brain is already gesrek times" .I answered who was combing hair in front of the dressing table.

" the mbak "

" hmmm "

" where's Lian ?"

" by - by?, from the village ian want to bring what?, conch ?''.

" well, take my sister-in-law for me" he said casually while raising his eyebrows.

" you mean what?". I approached Lian after tying her hair. and sat down beside her.

" that time, you catch a guy there. Don't tell me you haven't moved on".

I breathed a rough breath. Move on, is that how it feels ?. 4 Years together can be forgotten in a month. What does this mean for 4 years ?.

" move on is also not as easy as Ian said.I also have not dared to open my heart to others.I was afraid that my feelings are just an escape from my disappointment ".

There was a chest tightness, without realizing my hand was holding the pendant Haris gave.

" ah so mellow gini anyway ".

" you know how to talk to a guy ".

" i don't want to either, but continue to be sad ".

" yeah I know my sister dear" I said as I ruffled her hair with a smile on my lips.

" oeeeek. I swear my nausea. baby.lo say I'm a baby" protested Lian who I welcomed with a wide laugh.

" Widi, Lian. down awaited papa at the dining table" call mama from outside the room.

" yes ma"

We left the room, went down the stairs and found the father who was already sitting in the dining room.

" how's the holiday ?"

" muteenengin pa "my answer by taking off papa's embrace.

"uncle same healthy aunt ?''

" healthy pa"

" thank God"

"already, later again chat. eat first "mama interrupted our chat. When mom came from the kitchen with a bowl of vegetables that are still billowing.

Only the sound of plates and spoons clashing could be heard. It's always going to be like this at our dinner table. Without conversation because it is a rule. Happy to enjoy this togetherness after a month of not feeling together.

After dinner we gathered in the family room. Me and Lian Lesehan on the rug and mom and dad sitting on the couch. Tv ignite, the event will always be the same clock-hours this. the number of soap operas also. And it just so happened that I didn't like it very much. Eventually the choice fell on a comedy show.

" What's it like living in Wid village, putah ?" mom's voice opened the conversation.

" actually at home too Ma, it's just that Widi later there can not work".

" Aunty said, do you sometimes go to the garden ?"

" sometimes Ma, followed by the uncle plant manen. Excited also in the garden. feel very pressedanya. people are also friendly-friendly. if fitting lunch in the garden at the gathering so. Mutual tuker food, rame deh anyway" my story is enthusiastic.

" if so Lian will vacation in the village as well ah" cut Lian with eyes that can not be separated from the screen of her cellphone.

" look at the thesis just thought of a vacation" I chanted.

" yes Lian how's your thesis ?" cut papa.

" all right, just calm down, time for the hearing to be ready''.

" planning lo abis graduation what is it ?"

" look for work, when you want to get married ?"

" yes, Virny has asked you to lamar"., I said casually, who immediately got the stock from Lian's hands, because my parents did not know my sister had a boyfriend. Because actually papa does not like if his children date before his education is finished.

" Virny who is ?" ask mama curious. I tried to take off Lian's hand that was smothering my mouth.

" chick ..mmmm" hasn't finished Lian's hand is smothering me again.

" Temen class Lian Ma" said Lian quickly. I pinched Lian's arm that made her complain of pain. when regardless of the provision I moved away.

" lied Ma, Lian's girl "

" mbak Widi." cried Lian while throwing a pillow that only hit my hand.

" already-you guys, like a child alone.you two are also the same. the same- violate the rules papa. have not finished college already dating. You also used to be so Wid". papa's words that I can only greet with a grin. Because my last year of college was dating Adrian.

" The important thing is to finish your education on time Ian. don't mind love hampering education".

" if it's quiet, there's no problem".

That papa with his wisdom always makes us his children feel comfortable. There are no charges against us. Mama and Papa, parents who always hear the voice of their children without ever forcing the will.they just accompany and direct our choices. Without demanding that we be what they want to be. I am proud to be born to parents like them.