The Way to Find You

Gini is what it feels like

" Sister, I want to find a bag first, I said as we arrived in front of the bag shop.

" yes, I'll go to the toilet first. Later sister's sister"

" okay" I said with a smile . I walked into the store after Ares' step away. Not a global brand that I choose quite a local brand. Two bags with the same brand and model. Just a different color.one for me and one for Livi as promised. I immediately paid for it after finding a model and color that I felt matched.

I just realized it's been a while Ares' brother left but he hasn't returned yet. With a step out of the store, I took a phone from inside the bag about to contact Ares. But I haven't been able to reach him yet.My eyes caught the figure I was looking for. With a definite step, I stepped, but not until I was near it, my eyes saw another figure that was enough to make me careless.

The same woman I met at the jewelry store. Now it is right in front of Ares. I undo my intention to approach him. There is a sense of tightness suddenly pierced my chest. why should say ketoilet if in fact only to meet the ex. Why was he so indifferent in front of me, but he met him behind my back .

I finally decided to leave the Mall. I ordered a taxi online to leave. I deactivated the phone after I called Livi to ask her whereabouts. Turns out my best friend was already in his apartment no longer in the cafe.

tok tok tok tok

I knocked on the apartment door after I reached Livi's apartment, Livi did not open the door. Without waiting for Livi's word I immediately barged in.

" how did you know which Ares was ?".

" again fun with his ex" I said ketus while sitting on the sofa and put a paper bag next to me

" ex?, since when did Ares have an ex ?" search for Livi after sitting next to me.

" you don't know, it's really pretty again ex"

" the jealousy ?"

" it's not a matter of jealousy Liv, sebel me. fit in front of me Ares sok cuek, eh fit no I'm engrossed in chatting. bete I become".

"well, there's a feeling you both have".

" know ah, here's a bag for you''

" Ares is buying it?"

" no, I have my money".

" i keep making use of my buyin all".

" once-talk, ntar if Ares' brother nanyain I don't tell you I'm here ya".

" okay"

" i'm using Lo's room, I want to sleep".

" heem" said Livi who did not move from his seat. I stepped into Livi's room.

I lay down on Livi's bed. As big as the shadow of Ares' sister who was talking to Meila suddenly imagined. Meila's figure is so beautiful enough to make my heart riled. There is doubt that covers my heart, about the declaration of love Ares. Ah, it turns out gini yes it feels. when the confidence in love that I think I have rightly had from him is a little disturbed. there is a fear of loss that is suddenly present. Meila, who was like a realization to me, that maybe the love of Ares who felt so great to me will be divided by the story of the past that approached him.

With all the sudden thoughts present I finally fell asleep.Until Livi's voice that was quite loud woke me up.

'' there was no "Livi voice I heard. I don't know who the interlocutor was.

" noisy Liv'' said I still with consciousness that has not fully recovered.

" Livi, you said it didn't exist. Iha it''.

Now fully aware now I. the voice of Ares was haduhhhh, in vain humped him .

" ah Lo Wid, I've taken even nongol".

" sorry, I don't give you any code Lo".

" and now you both get over the problem.I give it 30 minutes, want to jock-tonjokan, want to throw-throw, want to scream. whatever.I to the supermarket first.I turned out not too late the problem.I, I, you know,marry you both"

" bodo very, very pussy to take care of Lo both. rich boy".

'' well sewot" said I who was no longer responded by Livi. because he had stepped out of his apartment.

There was only me and Ares in the room. I ignored Ares's brother, passing him who was still standing near the sofa. I went to the dining room.

" Wid, what's wrong?, why are you suddenly gini ?" asked Ares who was following me.

" nothing wrong" I said.

" why did you become a sister ?.

" there's no one talking, but I'm talking too''.

A moment Ares was silent, understanding my words, perhaps. I still ignored him. I sat in the chair and drank the water I had poured in the glass . Ares' sister followed me sitting in the next chair.

" Meila you mean ?".

I was silent not answering.

" god, baby you misunderstood ".

" keep on understanding which one I should really be if I understand that I'm wrong ?".

" I'm the same she really-no relationship" explained Ares still with her soft tone.

" it's not a matter of relationship brother, I don't mind you have an ex. that's a problem, why in front of me you pretend to be ignorant.but behind me, you meet him. show wear say to the toilet again ".

" if I go to the toilet, I really go to the toilet, honey. just want to sniffle you I met him. and there's something we need to finish"

" and forget that anyone is waiting for you, at least tell me"

" okay I'm wrong, I'm sorry.please don't cuddle up brother" said Ares, clasping my hand and looking at me with a deep gaze.

I looked back at his two eyes. There's sincerity there, something I don't have to doubt.

" after this there should be no secrets between us yes. Think of a soft and sweet smile as an answer. I embrace in his embrace.

" today I am happy" said Ares in my ear.I immediately withdrew from his embrace .

" because I met your ex ?" I asked for a sewot. which was precisely in reply to Ares's smile.

" no, 'cause I see jealousy in your eyes, so I don't feel love anymore."

" so you haven't believed me all this time when I said love ?"

" believe it baby believe it "said Ares softly while stroking my hair.

" mm, is this a drama ?" livi's voice behind me, made me turn to her .

" Livi since when was Lo there?"

" since I watched the live drama" he said without burden, as well as meggeloyor go.I get out of the chair following Livi's steps who want to arrange his shopping.

" fortunately there is no adult scene ''. said I who began to organize his shopping.

" there's also I'm old enough huh''

" it's crazy to be a free spectacle"

chatter continued to flow from our lips without any more care for Ares' brother who sat alone while watching the behavior of the two of us.