The Way to Find You

the past's wallows

" Hey, what's up ?" livi's voice woke me up stunned. There was a part of my race pardoning for a moment, and I didn't understand this feeling.

" Adrian was sick, he asked me to look at him, how good do you think ?" my question was. There was a doubt in my heart.my ego side clearly said everything no longer has anything to do with me. But my humanity side yelled, Is that how I am to ignore it ?.

" i don't know also Wid, I have to know how to do . but to be honest with me. Do you still have the same taste of Adrian ?" look at Livi, I looked at her face.I did not give an answer.it is not the place to tell a story . Kuseret Livi to sit back on the sofa.he followed my steps with my hand still clasping her wrist. sitting next to each other, I started to make a sound .

" love?, no. because I'm sure to give my whole heart to Brother Lo. but I'm not sure if I'll be okay when I meet Adrian. You know my struggle to make this wound cold?, do I have to flush again?. "for a moment I fell silent. Livi did not respond, just looking at me gently.

" maybe I can say I've forgotten all about love, and the wounds of the past . but when I see people who have given love and hurt me, can I be that strong ?".Livi clasped my hand to support me.

"gue knows it's all heavy, and I also know that little heart Lo can't bear to refuse aunty rike's request.'' I looked down. Right said Livi I'm not Setega it. but coming back into the puddles of the past I'm not that good.

" my advice is Lo talking the same mas Ares".

" i also want to talk to him."

Having to deal with the past again when I have started to rearrange the future.

" whatever Lo's decision,gue's in favor"

" thanks Wid"I hugged my best friend's body.There will always be more strength when the person closest to us gives her a warm hug.

after a long story with Livi I decided to go from the cafe. happened to be today, Ares did not drive me. this morning I went with my motorcycle which has been a long waiter garage. because I am the one who almost every day brought Ares.

my motorbike slowly split the streets that were still quite empty, because it was still working hours.I needed time to really establish my heart.that there was no longer a different feeling in my past stories. I wish my race was right to be pulled out of all the stories that have ever happened.

I decided to go to the park. to sit alone, enjoying the wind that blows a little hard. trying to skin back my past. make sure that the shakes no longer exist.and really, in fact, it is,everything no longer shook my soul.just as great as the shadow of Ares' feet suddenly haunt me.

Smiling to myself, remembering the night that I had spent with Ares. There were flower buds that seemed to bloom in my chest. Considering all the treatment of Ares. ah, it was very cold to be in his warm arms.

Tests...

a drop of water fell on my arm. followed by more and more droplets. I looked up, looking at the sky that had indeed been blackened. the drizzle had changed rain. My quick step towards the motor. really bad luck for me, I was,my raincoat was left behind.

Increasingly heavy, making me hesitate to break through the rain.I choose to shelter under a tree that is quite shady. pretty little protected from the rain. long enough to stand under the tree the cold began to spread my body.

Arrived without me knowing where it came from. handshake with a suit to cover my body, making me jump in shock .

" sister Ares" I said when I found the face that was beside me.

" dear, why the rain ?" tanyakanya.

" from the garden, it's raining".

" yes, go to the car "

" my bike ?"

" i'll tell people to take it".

" cold ?".

" dear, whose name is raining it must be cold, if the heat is called fire" I said as I untied my hair. unraveled my hair that was soaked. always charming smile expands on the lips of Ares.

" can you please" murmured Ares with his right hand reaching for the bag in the back seat.

"change clothes dear, wear this" said Ares after taking Hem in the bag and thrusting it at me .

" who really is, where do you want to change?" my protest is crazy if you have to open in front of Ares.

" i rem darling, seriously will not be anxious". Ares' brother assured me. Still with doubt, I took Hem from Ares's feet.

" sampe ngintip, alas aja kak".

" not going, another month also willingly you see.so can still wait" next time.which makes me wonder. Where is the cold attitude of Ares. kok now so gini ???.

" sister Ares" I shouted intimidatingly. Ares just laughed crisply while closing his eyes.

" hurry baby, catch a cold !" he said with eyes that had been closed. fortunately today I wear a shirt so easy to replace it. it did not take long my clothes have changed, but deliberately I did not tell. choosing to look at a face that more and more makes me fall in love.

" so long ago who, need I help you ?".

" ih mode, it's been spun off brother".

Without saying goodbye Ares broke the shirt in front of me. "ieh brother Ares mah, tarnished my holy eyes". Ares' laughter broke without replying to my babbling.he immediately put on his white T-shirt.

" where did you come from?. This is still office hours".

" have met the client, see you rain - rain".

for a moment I was silent, Ares starter his car.

"sister "call me in a slightly shrewd tone.

" hmm" he said without looking at me.

" some want to talk about it"

a moment Ares turned his head before driving his car .

" about ?"

" Adrian" my answer immediately changed the look of the face. his cold face immediately obvious.

" to the apartment brother, we talk later" he said with a stiff face.I just nodded, choosing silence did not want to add to the murky look of the face.