The Way to Find You

ares apartment

I did not feel my tears had flooded. Ares continued to hold my hand in silence. In his take I came out of the cafe through the back door. Disappointed, squeezing my chest is like this love?, when selfishness is more dominant. Shouldn't Adrian let me forget it?. So that the lara he gave could be eroded with the passage of time.

But what I have now, his ego wants me to stay with him, and he is no longer alone. His love hurt my pride, as if he was asking me to be the third person in his household.

" do you still love her so much ?" the cold question came out of Ares's lips after we were in Ares' car. I was silent not understanding the meaning of the question.

"have you not had enough tears for her yet?", I understand now. I take a deep breath. erasing the rest of my tears. I don't even know what these tears should be flowing for.

" i don't know myself if I say my cry because I still love him too much. It's very unfair to me. Maybe I'm just disappointed, disappointed in myself. disappointed that it's too hard for me to take this pain away"

silent, no words spoken from us.My gaze pusang forward.suddenly these tears dry up. suddenly Ares's hands clasped my palms. Soft and warm hand grip.

" is there still an empty space in your heart that I can occupy?'' in the dimness I saw the look in those eyes.there was sincerity, but it was I who was afraid, afraid to hurt him.

" i'm not asking you to put me in your heart right now, but let me make you accept me, put me in your heart and make you love me"

" sister" lirihku, Ares's pointer pursed my lips.

" i don't want your answer now, wait for the moment I can make you love me".

I splashed in her peuk. felt comfort in the warmth of the deckap. serenity was stretched through the soft caress of her hand that caressed my hair.

" i'll take you home" . I pulled myself off the hug.

" it's late, brother, I've been allowed to do nginep in Livi's apartment".

" yes, I'll take you there".

" but the show ?"

" let me call Livi later, if you come in again, she's still there. He's Tian's friend".

I just according to him, lazy if you have to meet him again.turned on the car engine and slowly drove away from the cafe. The streets are empty because it is night. With the speed of the car Ares continued to accelerate to make a thick night.

Drowsiness attacks me, I who rarely sleep at night makes my sleepiness unstoppable. Finally I was closed, lulled in a dream.

My eyes blinked, trying to open eyes that still felt heavy. Room ?, I try to remember. wasn't I asleep in the car ?. But this, in a room that was unfamiliar to me, was not Livi's room as seen from the paint and furniture. Whose hand is this ?. The feet that overlay my feet are also the hands above my belly.

I shifted Livi's legs that hit me with a rough move.

" what the hell ?"

" you know what? , sleep curled me all. so disgusted " . gertutuku annoyed. Livi blinked her eyes, and sat down next to me after her consciousness gathered.

'' kok lo do not yell anyway. whereas semalem tuh I've been imagining you lo hysterically rich in those movies. pas lo know sleep where. and suddenly there is someone beside you."

" unfortunately before shouting I have already mastiin who used to call me, you know". I said as I threw a pillow towards Livi and got out of bed.

I opened the room curtain, it turned out to be bright.

"kok I don't want when I nyampe here huh?, yes I'm in the car of Ares ?"

" i also do not know, the possibility of two. lo walk while sleeping or emang lo carried by Ares".

" it's a shame to carry me".

" shame also will not return the incident semalem".

" yes, this is Ares's room?, keep lo kok here?". my talk while looking at Livi who is still relaxing on the bed.

" yes this is Ares's room, he called me. he said you met Adrian and brought home here. continued Ares told me to sleep here".

I'm just ber" oh oh" just heard Livi's explanation. After that I went to the bathroom to wash my face alternately with Livi.

Out of the room looks Ares with a short plain black shirt and shorts. sit on the sofa with a laptop on his lap.

" doesn't you work ?" I asked who was sitting next to him.

"little afternoon - go to the office. Where's livi ?" he answered with a focused look on the laptop screen.

" it's still in the room"

Want to nanya semalem I entered this apartment in a hold or what ?. But ashamed too, mending silent ajalah while occasionally glancing at Ares's sister. This guy who said last night that he would make me love him, really?. Even now he looks ordinary. Date .