The Way to Find You

Jealous

" if you don't know what's wrong with you, do you apologize?" . said Ares in an unhappy tone. He leaned on the back of Ares's leg and his gaze intensely looked at me. I sighed, staring in those eyes. I have not been able to interpret the eyes, let alone dive into his feelings. It is too early this relationship. We are still equally blind about each other's feelings.

" foot perception of right or wrong everyone sometimes is not the same.sometimes it is right for me but wrong for others".i said, there is no response from the lips of Ares. his cold gaze seemed to intimidate me, I said,to admit a mistake.

" okay, if you'd mind me meeting Haris, I'm sorry, but you already know he's meeting me".

" Shall 'meeting hug-hugs?" the cold voice sounded in my ears.

" sister's jealous?"

" wrong if I'm jealous ?"

Duh if you face people like this with the same feet.it seems not going to run out of trouble . must replace this war strategy.

cooling down, heart order cool the mind. don't be affected by this annoying look in front of me. The first move out. smiles while paying attention to Ares's real handsome face, but if the flat mode on make grimy.

"why smile ?"

" there is a jealous twilight".my answer that makes a slight change in the look of his face.lost words maybe that's what happened to Ares' sister.in fact he just kept quiet. and re-elect on the laptop screen.

" sister ?''

" hm"

" really angry ?".

not the answer I got but his sharp gaze. I widened my smile.She frowned.

" so gales deh see brother if again angry" gombalku. seen Ares's brother squealing.but the look on his leg face slightly faded.

" kaaak"

"what"

" seriusan angry?, do not apologize nih. ya Widi pamit deh".

I got up from my seat, walking about to leave Ares's room. As my hand was about to touch the door handle, Ares's brother's hand went ahead of me and locked the door. Stunned for a moment, I looked at the face that was now in front of me. Without a word I was in the arms of Ares. I still froze without replying or taking off her arms.

" if jealousy is a sign of people not confident.yes, at this time I am not confident Wid. I am not angry with you. more precisely I doubt myself.I doubt, I doubt,am I the right person for you?, can I be the best for you?, can I protect you or can I always be there for you ?" said Ares at length with me still in his arms.

I wrapped my hands around his back. tightened our hold.

" sister knows Haris likes you and maybe he's better than me. are you sure to stay with me ?".

I smiled faintly, looking so deeply at me.

" when I decide to have this relationship, it means that I am ready to learn to accept all your advantages and disadvantages. Haris will still be a friend to me. nothing more".

finally the stiff can smile too. Connecting with a person of character like him does need more self-adjustment because it is not easy to guess what is in his mind.

the face came closer and a kiss was placed on my cheek.

" thank you, give me a chance to be the only one in your heart".

I just smile, I won't worry about the person who has dropped his heart for me. Wait until this heart leaves no more a taste for love that should be a story and no longer narrate the wound.

" sister, by the way I haven't eaten yet".

" same brother hasn't had lunch yet".

" laper isn't ?"

" good"

" why didn't you have lunch at break time ?".

" it wasn't a laper"

" jealous make full yes ". ledekku. Ares smiled while scrambling my hair. If you see him smiling like this, his excitement increases.

" where do you want to eat ?" ask Ares while opening the door.

" cantin office brother ajalah, brother is still working, '' I replied, brother Ares grabbed my hand and in his hand. Our steps led to leave the room Ares.

" if anyone's looking for me, say I'm out of business" coldly Ares's voice on his beautiful secretary.

" well sir" sahut mbak-mbak short secretary.

When we step away, I lyrics the secretary.there is an unpleasant look when looking at me. I'm sure, secretly he must have put his taste on Ares's sister. Let it be a saved story for him, because I just believe that Ares' brother is not Adrian who will be smitten by his secretary.

Still stick with the hand held tightly.Step we arrived at the office cafeteria.sitting face to face at one of the tables.Simple lunch with soto menu we choose. it was a late lunch for the two of us.