The Way to Find You

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It feels like my body is very tired, daily following Aji activities.but my fatigue is paid off by beautiful natural treats enchanting.at the end of the day invited I enjoy the clear water of the river. natural rocks that have not been touched by the ignorance of human hands, several times I took pictures among the big rocks in the river. beside the river teak forest and mahogany grew shady.

Aji just looked at me with a smile as she found myself chasing after the small fish swimming on the surface.

" follow here mas, you know what adem" I shouted, hoping someone accompanied me to play water. his smile widened, his steps towards me. rolled up his pants to the knee as well as hem long sleeves he rolled limited to the elbow.

" it looks so good on you"

" yes dong, if rich gini tuh it feels like living lightly there is no burden. forget all the problems "my mouth that is still fun playing water.

" do you have a problem ?" he asked, I knew he was looking at me, but I chose not to look at him.

" everyone's alive there must be a problem.just I'm trying not to fuss about it" I replied.not wanting me to share my running story with the man I just met. I am also trying to make peace with this heart, hopefully I can mengikhlaskan even though I can not forget.

because the past will still be engraved as memories that will become history, will still exist even though time passes, days change until time leads us to age.

" you really, life is easy if we know how to live it. be grateful for what we have and do not need to regret what has happened"

" just enjoy it and let it flow like water" as I say.

" yes, even though it sometimes flows calm, turbulent, choppy. sometimes it also has to fall down'' timpal aji.

" hahaha, drama of life" I laughed and aji said with laughter.

finally the sky was no longer bright, the minister slowly disappeared, leaving behind a beam of orange light.we left the river rushing to go home.

" your clothes are wet ?" ask aji.

" little bit" I said briefly while wearing a helmet. aji opened the motorcycle seat took the jacket from there.

" nih putin' . he presented the black haket to me.

" wear the one in front"

andri's shadow without me slowly appeared. All her attention, tenderness, romance ah it is very difficult for me to make peace with this taste.

" sorry, let me put it on myself" I immediately picked up the jacket.

" sorry" said the words coming out of the mouth aji. I just smiled. he slightly rewinded his body.

it's not the existence of aji that makes me restless, but I'm not comfortable with this attention, I'm not a little girl who doesn't know what. I really don't want to give you false hope.I just want to be friends, that's all I want right now.

while traveling slowly the sky darkened. orange shade has disappeared swallowed the night.until we in the square district looks crowded with many food traders there from just hawker to lesehan. aji pulled the bike over and stopped in the parking lot.

" eat first yuk" he asked after parking the motorbike.

" don't just go home, it's dark"

" just a minute, yuk"

" yes, I told you auntie first"

I took the phone in my pocket. alerted auntie because it was too late. It turns out that when I opened the phone, the aunt had already asked me where I was.

after giving news to aunt, I followed the aji who had sat in one of the catfish pecel sellers.

" has it been ?"

" already".I sat beside him.

"i'm sorry I didn't mention it, did you like pecel lele?"

" like it"

before long two portions of pecel catfish were held in front of us. I enjoyed my dinner in silence. From the corner of my eyes was torn I caught the eyes of aji who was fixed on me. It is my fault if he wished more, I could not have,for giving this full day.