The Way to Find You

Disappointed but not hurt

Not too long ago Ares and I were in the minimarket.Now I have been escorted back home.

" i just went home "well, brother Ares after being in front of my house.

" not playing ?"

" next time,"

" because there's Haris ?" my guess.

" fear of being awkward, and uncomfortable"

''I'm not okay?". An actual question is just to convince myself.

" sister believes you "

Brother Ares pulled my head slowly and kissed gently on the forehead. The look in our eyes met, the trickling of the eyes drugged me. It was as if the lost consciousness made me freeze. As Ares's face drew nearer and I felt his lips pressed against mine.****** small* felt so tender it made me even more fixated. Before long Ares took off his grip, bringing back my consciousness.

" sister "

" what ?".

" by the way this glass is not translucent, right ?" askaku who just realized the circumstances that could endanger me. broad daylight kissing in front of the house.detected papa end me.

Brother Ares laughed a little, scrambling my hair.

" Aman, what do you want again ?" ledek Ares while teasing me with his eyes.

"sir Ares it turns out, that's it," said I sewot sok. who only got the response a smile. I went down from the car. Don't forget to pick up the groceries in the back seat.

" thank you, brother "

" yes, same-same. I'm home yes"

" he'em, be careful" yeah"

Sis ares nodded, waved his hand and drove his car slowly leaving me who was still staring at his departure. After Ares's car went out of sight, I immediately entered the house.

" this is the shopping, which line ?"

" just put the table down, thank you baby.it's Haris behind the chess game as papa".

I put my groceries and bags on the kitchen table. went to meet Haris and papa who were busy playing chess.

" get real fun" I said while sitting next to papa.

" Wid is back".

" already"

" where's Ares?"

" go home pa"

" not finished pa ?"

" no, the competition is heavy he. until the afternoon will not be finished" said papa while moving from his seat.

It's just me and Haris here. There's this awkwardness I see from the look on his face.

" doesn't you have any ngabarin Ris ?".

" sorry, forget me. when you go home, you go to the hospital, and it turns out you are no longer helped'.

" to defend Ris's condolences. How does the story go here?, and how do your cattle ?".

" i was applying for work and two weeks ago got a work call. keep going if the big brother's cattle problem is taking care of it now".

Silent for a moment, stunned with each other's thoughts.

" was your boyfriend ?" ask Haris while looking at me.

" yes, we're trying to get into a relationship".

Haris sighed, his gaze moving forward.

" it turns out I'm late. One of the reasons I'm looking for a job here is you".

There's a sense of guilt that's infiltrating my chest. I never thought Haris would do this.

" sorry" I said without daring to look him in the face.

'' there's nothing to forgive because there's nothing wrong."

" you must be disappointed"

" disappointed maybe yes, why have I come now. when you have chosen another man.but I am not hurt, at least now I know you can get rid of your past".

Haris has always been her adult. Makes my heart feel full. But I've decided to open my heart to Ares's sister. I'm not going to blame it on any other taste.I know what it's like to be betrayed and how it feels when love leaves us. And I don't want to be that traitor, let Haris remain my best friend.

" i can still play here as your friend, right ?".

I nod and say" whenever you want to play, the door is always open".

" thank you, the reason is I haven't been there yet".

" when if you can play to the cafe where sku kerha. later I send the address".

" can"

Finally we can chat casually, put aside a sense of disappointment.we try to re-arrange the storyline as friends.just like that, trying to erode the taste that should not exist.

for those who wait for the continuation of my story.I'm sorry if at any time can not up. Because the author again awaits the days of the birth of the baby.please pray for the smooth delivery of friends.