
"No. I've never seen you like that. I love you from the bottom of my heart not because of what, who or where, never think like that again" Roy said
Karina hugged Roy. "I just don't feel confident about my illness because of that I think so. This disease seems to kill me at any time."
"I don't want to see or feel what will happen in the future. I only care about the present. God gave me no control over what could happen at any moment but I knew what I was going to do. This time I just want to be with you, forever."
"Sometimes I wake up out of breath, there is a sense of fear and emptiness that is shared in the heart. Thinking of whether I would die in solitude and loneliness. But this time I'm not afraid anymore." Karina looked at Roy's brown bead.
"Because I already knew that there was you by my side who always accompanied me."
Roy shook his head, his chest felt pain and tightness when talking about death. Enough Nita, no more Karina.
"You'll be fine, I promise you'll be fine. I'll take care of you beyond myself and I won't let you ... ." Roy could not continue his words. Just his tight hug alone implied a great fear.
The man hurriedly wiped away the tears that had come out of his eye patch. Then, pulling the hair with one hand with one other hand still hugged Karina tightly.
"Never say anything about death again. That's a forbidden word for me."
Karina now knows what it feels like to be loved so much and is grateful that God still gives her a chance. Now he just wants to have a child. Things that have long been dreamed of, having a perfect family like most people.
After that, Roy reached into the nightstand drawer and gave her a bottle of tablet.
"Drink this every day, so you don't get pregnant."
***
Raina herself remained lying in her room. Adry actually forbade him from getting out of bed even to the dining table was banned. The man is always protective if he is pregnant. Sometimes her excessive attention makes Raina care for herself.
He looked at Adry who had finished bathing and sat down to him. Her husband looked handsome many times, making Raina not stop looking at him.
"I know if I'm handsome, you don't have to look at me like that."
"Narshish," said Raina, turning her face to hold a smile. He looked the other way.
"I'm going to the office today" Adry said. Raina thumped lips. I don't know why he wanted Adry to be home with him.
"Then what about me?" said it.
"There's Frans, he's gonna help you." Adry's hand caressed Raina's face.
"He was always busy with Mom. I need her more than I do."
"I'll only be in the office until two to attend meetings with clients."
"I don't want you to stay but you have a job and responsibilities, so how else." Raina sighed and shrugged her shoulders slightly. I don't know why her pregnancy this time makes her weak and easily tired. He just wanted to sleep all day. Unlike Leon and Rere's pregnancy, she always had more energy to work.
"After all, if you don't work, how can you save my life and your children. I don't want them starving" Raina continued jokingly.
Adry smiled wryly remembering how Raina was starving when Rere was pregnant. His wife's condition was very sad at the time. His heart ached when he thought about it.
"I'll never let you or my son get into trouble again. Enough already, you've experienced it first, not now or tomorrow."
Raina opened her mouth for a moment and understood her husband's sensitive feelings when talking about the past. He cupped Adry's cheek and brought her face closer.
"I believe you'll do what's best for us. I was just kidding," Raina said, kissing her husband's lips.
"Come, the guilt is still inside me so I always feel like what I've done to you is lacking. I've always been afraid that if you're not happy with me when you've perfected my life and given me untold happiness."
Rere then enters Raina and Adry's room suddenly. He had a toy box with a doll in it.
Adry and Raina loosened her embrace. Look at his heart.
"Dad, look at me bringing the new toy Grandpa bought me. What a beautiful Barbie doll. I see her hair as I do" Rere said.
Adry then took Rere.
"The beautiful doll. It's just like you. Apparently, grandfather deliberately ordered a doll similar to you," said Adry who saw if it was a special toy.
"Well," said Raina, looking at Rere's doll. He shut his mouth.
"You're right, this looks like Rere."
"Beautiful, Mom?" said Rere. Raina nodded her head.
"Father plans to reduce her work at the company. He will leave but just to watch. Meanwhile, all the central work will be taken care of by me."
"That's good, at the age you have to reduce your work. Has busyness but is not as dense as usual."
"He'll leave his business to me." Raina nodded her head.
"Did you understand that too?" adry said annoyed because Raina looks ordinary.
"What's the problem."
Adry took a long breath. "That means my job is getting more and I also have to travel a lot abroad while you are now pregnant."
"Why not think of me." Raina held her own chin thinking.
"You'd better ask Roy for help!"
"Will he come back to this house after what happened."
"He'll want to. I'll persuade him." Roy is closer to Raina than Adry. She was disinclined by her brother even though their relationship was good.
"In addition, we have to make a reception for Roy's wedding. It's not fair if she's married without any celebration at all."
Raina bent her face. Adry knows why Raina did that.
"You see your mother is very beautiful when she is angry or sulking" Adry whispered to her little daughter.
"We will also make a celebration for the pregnancy of our child, as well as introduce you to everyone. Sorry if I've never done it." Adry stroked his wife's head.
"It's okay, the recognition of outsiders is not that important. It's more important to me to get a confession from mom if I'm her daughter-in-law." Raina**h.
"I can't take care of Mom anymore because I'm pregnant. Though I haven't gotten too close to her yet and she hasn't been able to accept me yet" Raina's voice sounded sad.
"She'll definitely accept you sooner or later believe me."
Raina nodded her head.
"Back to Roy. If he's willing, will he come to this house? What if you refuse him?" ask Raiana.