Please Don't Forget Me

Pov Salsa (Aldo's Feelings)

I'm not a perfect woman, a dark life I've ever felt even though it's just for trivial reasons. I love him so much, I don't know why my heart has to choose him.

It could be said that got me in jail first too because of him. I who love him too much, forget the negative impact of what I do.

I've felt the pain of loving her but maybe because I'm too stupid. I still love her and have her beautiful name carved into my heart.

I'm a stupid woman who only has sincere love. I'm a stupid woman who hopes for love in someone who never opens her heart to me.

I think I'm the dumbest woman in the world, with only one name in my heart.

My face was not ugly, many men from old friends to many of the entrepreneurs easily approached me, they wanted to be close and hoped to have a serious relationship with me, he said, but somehow my heart and my mind just focus on him and hope that only he will be my halal partner.

For some reason God created my heart only to fill Aldo, the pain that continues to hurt that I feel, only pain and I hate myself.

I've tried to erase his name from my heart, always trying but I never could.

I love her children so much. At first I approached them so that I could be a part of their lives, could be a Continuing Mother for them, but that affection really grew on its own Initially out of pity but continued affection as if I could feel what they were feeling. I am sincere and really love them.

My love was blind, even I threw away my shame and pride. I feel entitled to be happy, until I say that I always love him from the past to anytime, but he again rejected me, he said, it's like I'm a woman with no self-esteem who can only wish on one man

Even after I got out of prison I started all over, but not with my heart, somehow my heart remains with him.

Sincerely, I've been very sincere with everything I've lived. I believe this is a scenario of Allah SWT, not the will of man himself, probably will not be a woman who wants to be in a position and feel as deadly as I just because of love. This is a sign of God, I can. I am living my destiny.

How many wounds, hurt and disappointment, I experienced, but I was still able to stand firm, no grudge at all for his rejection. I continue to love His Children sincerely, because they are always happy to welcome me, I am still good with His Children, Aldo's rejection of me makes Me feel stronger through life.

I've been in a position to get Aldo's attention and love, but now I'm in a position to give up, I feel sincere, already very strong and give up chasing this love. I was determined to look at loving her children, I felt in their position.

But now it's all blaming me, the children I love so sincerely, they hate me when it's not Me that's causing all this.

Will a good destiny come my way, happiness will greet me, a friendly smile from me. Will it all be worth it to me? I want to live happily, to love to feel loved, but as if I realize, I may not be worthy of all that.

Until the hard day I believe came. The day I was then, day and night, whenever, wherever that day was my hope. The day that Aldo accepted my love, returned my sincere affection, embraced me, and the day that I was so looking forward to came, he expressed his feelings to me, she said, but somehow my heart seemed reluctant to happily accept it. Even I don't like it. Whether the heartache he inflicted was so deep that my heart seemed to disbelieve all the confessions he spoke and made, or he just wanted to make me a tool to make his children happy, who wants me to be a connecting mother to them. Is this fair to me?

Women are unique creatures, hurt, betrayed, treated unfairly she will still be able to forgive but all that will never be able to forget.

For them as if to forgive it so young, there are hundreds if not thousands of patient stocks that Allah SWT gives to every woman, but somehow from his heart and mind the wound will always be there, he said, it is as if it cannot heal despite the passage of time.

The two children I love so much are now indifferent to me, I can't afford to lose the affection they gave me. Will I let my heart hurt again? Injured Aldo again? Does he want to marry me under the guise of just entertaining his children.

Only sincerity is capable of knocking down the wall of pride, which can defeat all obstacles and obstacles, sincerity is the weapon of the man who always does anything with his heart, not because of his ego, sincerity can be seen clearly without having to explain, sincerity is unique, can only be felt for people who have a heart.