Please Don't Forget Me

Ainuns

His encounter with Aldo somehow made Ainun feel amazed with Aldo, his great Aldo, but he knew he had to take care of his heart and love, since childhood Ainun has been educated by KH.Munzrir with religious faith after basic school until the age of twenty-two years Ainun worshiped in the boarding school.

Ainun was the fifth of five children, the last son of KH.Munzir had a very gentle nature, similar to Abinya, he also memorized the Qur'an, he also memorized the Koran, while in the boarding school Ar-Rohman actually there is one of the children of his yai sir liked Ainun but after the prayer istikhoroh he told all with the Abi and decided to reject it.

Prayer is as obligatory when we are in a state of gamang make a choice, looking for the best way out in every problem, seeking help only to God alone.

Ainun was not a spoiled child, he had always been independent since childhood, pak yai Munzir's wife had died when Ainun was in the second grade of elementary school, since then Ainun had become accustomed to being independent, taking care of all his own needs, and taking care of all his own needs, Ainun got carried away washing his own clothes, sweeping, mopping, cleaning the house he was used to doing little daei, it was like a regular routine, little Ainun did it without help Ainun grew more mature than his age, it was like a normal routine,

Since the death of his wife KH.Munzir decided not to marry again and his first son Fatimah was the Son who took care of all his cares.

Graduating from Mi.Al-Amin elementary school, Ainun asked permission to enter the boarding school, he wanted to learn more about religion, he wanted to become a reciter of the Qur'an

KH.Munzir is not a rich man, he is quite a person, he does not have pesantren but he is often called in studies, his lectures are relaxed without the patronizing effect of making him famous, he is very popular, many invitations to fill the study and thanksgiving and other degrees.

Ainun's heart seemed to be in bloom, did he feel love at first sight??

Long ago when Ainun was still in the boarding school Kyai Munzir often came to visit ushered by Aldo, but never once Aldo and Ainun met, he told me that Aldo was good, good, The father who loved his children as much as he loved Ainun, the sincere love that Father gave to his Son, Aldo the faithful man, all the goodness of Aldo was heard by Ainun, he said, and when the meeting accidentally happened Aldo's face seemed to dance in his brain and mind

"Astaghfirulla piety o Allah.Pardon this servant of yours, O Allah, love is sincere, holy he please do not be dirty with the lust of the servant of Allah, if He is a match, please do not be confused with the lust of the servant of Allah, then ease, quicken, radiate, but if He is not a hollow soul mate O Allah, please.please very well, do not let the void put the taste, do not let the, giving the love that you have created holy to those who do not deserve it, I just want to fall in love because of you, and vice versa, please help Your servant, O God" isaac dumps Ainun with Allah in the last nights one third of the night.

Ainun's indignation was stirred, he never felt in love, for him love was sacred and he would only be given to those who were lawful to him.

Love grows by itself, gives happiness, it comes unexpectedly, but lust carries love, lust pollutes love.

Ainun wrote in his book, He did not know and he did not want to destroy the image of the holy love that God creates in every human heart.

He wanted to write a letter that he would give only to one who would be lawful to him, as well as his love, the feeling of the first look with Aldo he was trying to bury deeply, he said, not now though in the depths of his heart there is a desire and a desire that Aldo is his holy love, which becomes a cool of his heart, to be the best priest in his worship, always happy together in the world to the realm of eternity, the hereafter forever, although he hopes Aldo is his soul mate but he only pray to God asking for the best, he said, sometimes what people think is good is not necessarily with God, because God's destiny is the best

"FOR MY HUSBAND"

For me love is a holy creature of God, I do not want to tarnish this love, I will offer this love only to the rightful, the lawful for me, that is you...really I don't know who my soul mate is, no matter who you are, this love I'll only give to you, may you do, give your love only to me, let us build a loving household, all done on the basis of worship, not just lust.

My husband, whoever you are, I have looked after my heart only for you, never hurt me, for you are the only one I trust to keep my heart.

O my husband invite Me in kindness, invite Me in every beautiful do'a and hope, bring Me in joy and sorrow, because I know in life God not only creates white but there are other colors that make life more colorful

O husband

Join Me lovingly, if I teach Me wrongly in a subtle way, if what I do is wrong and not according to your wishes please forgive Me and teach Me in a good way.

Ainun lana your halal wife, the love of your life.

The red enveloped letter he folded and he kept it in a book, put it in a closet, what a special letter he would give to a spy but now he doesn't know who that special person is